So I was considering making a big melodramatic post about how I hate valentines day and blah blah pity post, wo is me kinda stuff..... Then I realized how dumb it is. Yeah I can sit here and complain about how sad I am that I don't have love in my life and how tough stuff is with the rest of the drama in my life... Or I could just man up and keep working at changing my life. Take V-day for what it is and not use it as an excuse to allow my depression to take over for a few days. I am sad that I don't get to be in love with anyone today, But I am happy my best friend is and she gets to enjoy that. So everyone have a Happy Valentines day and for those of you like me, don't let it wreck your day, let it inspire you to work harder to help yourself so you don't have to feel this way next year!
lonelyhearted:
Dude I read some of your post in the group, you sound like my twin brother. If you go back and read the last few blogs and the stuff that I wrote that I posted in them you will understand better. Its kind of weird how much we are alike. This being lonely for so long sucks big time. I haven't even had that 2-3 week period of discovery so I still don't know what I'm missing which may be good at this point.