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hellllo all.

ive discovered what makes me happy while i live in new york. and it would be grand except that i probably should make hella more money to do it right...lol. more on that later.


merry xmas to everyone! im so glad that i have gotten a chance to meet people on here and actually make a few friends. hope all is well.

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tahliana:
merry xmas sweetie kiss
maybe i could meet u when im in NYC next yr??? ill be there a few days in may.
ansia:
Thank you smile Merry Xmas to you too, spunky!
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today is a day for missing friends...
the good and the bad. i miss the closeness that you feel with someone who knows you and excepts and loves you just for that. who laughs randomly at the silly things/notions/ideas that you concoct...
its lonely here even with so much to do.
theres so much more i could say about this..and to all those people who...
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tahliana:
ah not good to hear your lonely, smile hun! its hard to find true friends, but once you do there there to stay kiss
ampersandwich:
true friends are really hard to find. cherrish the ones you have.


Y~!
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two days in new york:

spoke with and interacted with 7 very rude very stupid people. 7. thats a lot. it amazes me the rudeness of people at times. i have been accused of many things.....but damnit! my mom was miss manners and taught me well.
ho hum. so much for their xmas spirit.

was offered a modeling gig of sorts. actually its just going...
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tahliana:
good luck finding a job, the way i think, is if they dont wanna hire me cuz of the way i look, then there not the kinda people i want to spend my days working with anyway!!! even if the jobs a good one. gotta be happy!
how did ya get the modelling job? soiunds pretty neat, id like to start doing stuff like that
annie:
wow.
guess whos hot.
you.
love annie
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oh for fucks sake.

i cant seem to upload pictures to save my life. as if i am completely dumb. i follow all their silly directions, and yet. i become stretched and streeeetched...as if i am that stretchable....please..i havent been that way since i was 17.

SO...the decom last nite was fabulous....no it was better than that. they did such a good job...i mean really...around...
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annie:
thank you adoribleness
love annie
impboy:
hey, firedancer09! here i am to explain BORG1 and 2, but first off, why am i not surprised to hear that the NYC Decom was a STONE-COLD GROOVE?!?! If i had all the money in the world, I'd go to every single one of them and make sure everyone i saw got a "party favor." but hey, I'm sure it kicked ass anyway. (note: i used to be an NYC burner back in 2000. if you know Q, lady merv, wendypolyploidy from gaia treehouse or sarah blush, they'll remember me.)

okay, the BORG 1 and 2 stems from the "I have a dream" petition posted here. larry has responded back to it, and you can read that response, as well as their rebuttal, on this site. Now as I mentioned before, I can't vouch for the veracity of what i posted, but basically, from this document, it sounds like larry has given the go-ahead to do their OWN burning man, run on THEIR terms, taking place at the same time and place as the official bm. So basically, there will be TWO black rock cities this year on the playa.

Some have noted with the theme that this will be a very appropriate thing - burning man developing two split personalities. at the very least, this is already shaping up to be a very interesting year. and this is great - tension is good for artists!

oh, and just before we left for the playa, i think you posted a hi on my journal. so hello again. biggrin
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day in ny:

went shopping today. bought one pair of uber cool boots they are red?orange?red...well they are cool, regardless. they make me (and my big feet) happy and were on sale.

then preceded to put on layaway a pair of new rock heels...they are so rock fucking hot...i cant wait to wear them. i have never spent this much money on heels in my...
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tahliana:
ola!! yeah im a limbo sg at the moment smilesmile u can tell cuz my posts are pink... wink

aaaaaaaaagh i just saw in your profil your into psy, so cool, biggrin i saw hallucinogen last night! cant wait to go to the psy festivals in europe, like voov and boom and all the massive stomping grounds... thought i will miss my little bush parties here, theres loads of adventures out there. im sure ui will make it away sooner or later... europe will beckon you smile
i reckon we might get along should we ever meet, same kinda people im guessing biggrin
sarah m u say, mclachlan??? i saw her a few months ago, shes so fucking amazingly beautiful. wow.

kiss
ansia:
Running out of coffee is horrible! It should never happen. Sometimes I prefer the cold to be honest ... But Summer has a "feel" to it that I really like.

"Clear crisp driving bass hits that you feel in your soul, the sound of a perfectly mixed set" => This made me smile ... lots biggrin I couldn't agree more (assuming you are talking about electronic music-related bass there).

What style of music do you mix?

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so this may seem like an exageration but heres the reality of trying to shop in ny:

i finally after debating for a year about getting a playstation 2 decide to go get one...and there is a nationwide shortage..lol

then i decide to buy a pair of boots...and the two that i found that are 1. not unbelievably trendy and 2. dont cost my whole...
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germany:
ahhh decomp..... hope the interview goes well.. i just got a new job at a swanky artbar... the bar is amazing and beautiful and the new co-workers are so nice.... when you find good boots, let me know, i've been searching for 2 months now....mine broke...

everytime i read your yeahs i heard them ringing in my ear with excitement..... i love it...
we will have so much fun at bm this year.. it will be so different having to be responsible for someone else... but so much fun... he's kinda like a mini me.. well he actually is...

so what's your fav cookie??
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crazy crazy week that has finally ended.

how was yours?

questions: why do people want to be your "buddy" if they have never spoken to you before? what do you think about that?

do you think people are naturally monatanous (damn the freakin spelling you know what i mean)?

my cats are psychotic. christmas in new york is going to be insane. i hope that...
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germany:
i was gonna do a BMan set too...but my photographer was flirting with some chick all time this year... we should do one this year together, regardless if you decide to do the sg thang or not..at least we'ld have it for our own fun....

your favorite cookie is oatmeal with butterscotch chips right???
at least that's mine... and you seem to have everything else in the world common with me, so i figure cookie choice is the same too....
germany:
i was so into dancing last night too... yet noone or nowhere to go.... silly girls... so one of us can be god??? or some other kewl inslataion of art may just provoc thoughts of imagination.. we'll see what the man brings this year...that's all i've been thinking about lately..must be the winter months getting me ready for the sun... when people ask me what i want for christmas, all i think about is things i need for BM.....

i'm getting my son a djembe drum this year, cause he's gonna join the bman crew this year and he's so excited about it.. he loves the hand drums too... he also thinks one day he might join the conclave like my roommate K8T..... gotta love the new generation... i'm training him to take over the world....
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my mom and sister are here. i guess i should be happy but im feeling really down today.
my moods have been crazy lately. up down up down.


i honestly dont know whats going on in any realm of my life right now.


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germany:
you should post pics of your hair....i wanta see it

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dixiehelle:
hi lady......

i just had to stop and say hi when i read tall and lanky. i say the same thing about myself...

hope your moods find a rhythm kiss
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events of the day:
waiting for my mom and sister to arrive in ny. im so excited to see them

estastic about not having to work for 3 days..my restuarant is so...umm..damn i cant even begin to explain.lol

happy that my dreads will be redone on tuesday. not happy about blowing a wad of cash that i would rather spend on shoes but hey..it will...
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events of the day:

spent forever trying to find plastic. how interesting is that..lol.

realized that the few friends i did have where i used to live are moving on with their lives like normal. i miss having friends. its so strange to be here two months now and to only have met two people (and they didnt even live here). sort of lonely and...
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germany:
my day is much better now.. oh yes oh yes oh yes..
**doing the happy party dance**
germany:
i need to see more pics of you.. i can't keep staring at the same 4 pictures over and over and over and over and over and over again!!
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so.

the events of the day:

decided to upgrade our apartment or last try and talk to the landlordy and see if we can get the bigger one down the hall that just opened. bigger loft.

think i may have a neat job being a personal assistant for someone. awesome pay!! great connections...

think i may dj out at a club that i might end...
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germany:
i vote for crazy overdose..... that would be fun... i didn't so much like the people signing up voters.. i figure that most people that attend burningman will vote anyways. and i didn't want to see peeps dressed in their vote shirt uniforms. i go to BM to leave the world behind, please don't let it follow me..PLEASE
germany:
oh by the way i've had a big crush on you for a while now.. hope you don't think differently of me.. love love