starkie

Almost a month since my last update. Currently in Tulsa OK. Wow. Not much here. Downtown is a ghost town after 5pm, except fot the folks coming to the show, and they get out as soon as the curtain hits the deck. Only a week, I guess I can last.

Had 3 fantastic weeks in Scottsdale. I love the desert. I air makes me feel...
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There seems to be some cosmic force trying to keep me from the west coast. Not sure why.

Missed my plane this morning, after having checked out of the hotel, in cab, got to JFK, desperately hungover, actually still drunk, only to find my info was wrong and the plane was gone. Guy says "Good news and bad" Of course there is.
Guy:"Good news have...
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For fucks sake! Okay...... Fine.

Still in NYC, sweet jesus, got to go. Got to go before I do anything else. You might think that getting up at 5:30 am to go to Grand Central and catch a train to Yonkers would make for an early evening, right? At least once in the course of a week...... Ya......... no.

Flying to Seattle on Friday morning,...
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Been a couple of weeks. Seems like so much has happened and kind of seems like nothing at all. Had to tell her I couldn't wonder any more. Tired of being sad, tired of not knowing. I deserve to have more.

A couple more days here in lovely Minneapolis. Really have had a nice time here. Not sure I want to go to NYC next...
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She is gone. I have never been as sad as I am today. I dropped her off at DFW this morning and as we hugged and kissed at the terminal I never wanted to let her go. Who knows what will happen in the months to come, in her life and in mine, but I know that I love her and will miss her smile,...
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Just did this thingy. Got it from mousegirl

[Quick and Dirty IQ test
Your IQ Is 120

Your Logical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Verbal Intelligence is Exceptional
Your Mathematical Intelligence is Exceptional
Your General Knowledge is Exceptional

Whatever that all means.

Okay. Just how complicated can I make my life? Everyday I seem to test that very question.

She is fantastic, beautiful, smart, funny, crazy, and leaving. What the fuck have I gotten involved in. Everyday I say " Ok, is this going to work. How is this going to work? How is what going to work? What work? She is leaving." And then she comes...
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Gearing up to load this pig of a show out of San Jose. 10 trucks is too many, too many for Sunday anyway.

It seems all I write about is work. Got to stop that.............

Not real sure how.

I have been spending alot of time with a fantastic girl recently. We have known each other for quite a while now and have just recently...
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Finished loading in yesterday and the show opened last nite as usual. Every Tuesday, new city same opening. Can't figure out if I am getting tired of this or not. Oh well.

I drove around today for about two hours looking for a car wash, a FedEx place and sushi. I found none of those things. As it turns out I am not real fond...
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Just finished loading the show out. Leaving Portland in 4 hours. I'm sad about leaving here, what a great town. Portland has been good to me.
On the way to San Jose. Not real excited about that. Close San Fran and one of my favorite tattoo shops, so thats good.
Must shower and pack the suitcase.