I'm been struggling over the last few months with my life as it is, basically I'm going stir crazy.
I need to move. I need to live somewhere where my life isn't planned for me weeks in advance even though I feel very out of control. I want to order my own food in a town that doesn't know me. I want to meet someone on the street who has something to teach me, even if it's as small as a new way to tie my shoe.
I want to work in a place where I'm not struggling to prove that a 22 year old female really can know her shit, even without a 4-year degree. And at the same time I want to go back to school and exercise my brain. I want to wake up next to someone I barely know, and spend the day getting to know them.
ahh. that helped a little.
I need to move. I need to live somewhere where my life isn't planned for me weeks in advance even though I feel very out of control. I want to order my own food in a town that doesn't know me. I want to meet someone on the street who has something to teach me, even if it's as small as a new way to tie my shoe.
I want to work in a place where I'm not struggling to prove that a 22 year old female really can know her shit, even without a 4-year degree. And at the same time I want to go back to school and exercise my brain. I want to wake up next to someone I barely know, and spend the day getting to know them.
ahh. that helped a little.
strega:
Hope you made whatever changes you needed to make and that things are now going well. 
gujsel:
happy birthday!!! 