staringatthesun

in edinburgh now... after two weeks of searching i found myself a job which is likely to bore me to tears but at least pays reasonably well and keeps me in regular hours... shifting away from my nocturnal state is proving difficult though. I've found myself a lovely flat in an awesome location with a very lovely english hippy.

Have been feeling pangs of homesickness. Largely because I'm pretty lonely, and I don't think spending too much time in my head is good for me! Things should look brighter soon, folk are coming up here in August and I should meet some more people soon. I've decided that I'm not doing this again, I have picked myself up relocated to a foreign city knowing almost no one three times now and its starting to get tiring. I'd forgotten how hard it it, how much you can miss having those people around you who know you inside out. But self reliance is a good thing and I feel stronger for being out here on my own.

But things are all bad.. im just feeling a little bleak today... im just hanging out for the festival and friends visiting and travelling more..