so i posted my new bling-bling jewelry under private pics - there's only one pic but it's not too shabby
still looking for a job - interview went well, i think, but all the apllicants seemed to have already finished college except me - hope that doesn't hurt my chances!
going to apply at target tomorrow monring before i go into freaks on 39th -...
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still looking for a job - interview went well, i think, but all the apllicants seemed to have already finished college except me - hope that doesn't hurt my chances!
going to apply at target tomorrow monring before i go into freaks on 39th -...
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tinsoldier:
sounds like your mentor is just trying to keep a reasonable business separation. you can't be someone's friend and their boss. it doesn't work. when your apprenticeship is finished is when you can just be friends. regardless, see you tommorrow night.
crow11:
nice bling-bling. don't worry about yoru apprenticeship. I'm sure you're doing fine 
Hang in there and have a fun weekend.
Hang in there and have a fun weekend.went and applied at four retail shops today - quite the motley mix too: express (yuck but i have an interview tomorrow), forever 21 (yuck again), pac sun (kind of yuck but they don't have a tattoo policy - only facial piercings 
) and hot topic (which wouldn't nbe so bad but they aren't hiring at the moment though the manager i talked to seemed...
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brixton:
fingers are so crossed for any and all of those jobs. i am going through the same stuff; so wish me luck as well. i know how much it sucks.
and pictures of your piercings would be lovely. =)
and pictures of your piercings would be lovely. =)
brixton:
post them! im sure not only i would enjoy seeing them
well, just got back and showered off the sunscreen and bugs (i had three ticks on me!!!) and the random pollen and lake gunk (i didn't actually swim in the lake - or at all for that matter). had to check my BL journal and SG journal, of course. but i HAD to take a shower first thing. all that sunscreen was slowly suffocating me,...
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toughgirl:
Glad you had a good weekend, i didn't know anyone collected antique farm equipment, interesting. And I think you should write a poem titled "My Dad owns his own bulldozer"..hehe...just has a great sound to it! I will definitly look for the magazine, ta ta for now.
ericdravyn:
Thank you, love... you're probably right
my bf is coming over soon - am so excited to spend a night with him and just him - and a night where i'm feeling halfway like myself again, nonetheless. i'm glad i went to the shop today - the guys (and gals) at the shop really cheered me up today after finding out that i will soon be losing my health insurance and...
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tinsoldier:
got the savage #66 today.
you have a very nice two page spread.
you have a very nice two page spread.
stargirl17:
thanks mellymel - i'm about to journal about my lovely trip - thoguh things didn't turn out quite as i planned . . .
depression is taking over my body - i'm going to the doctor as soon as possible to get my meds worked on AGAIN but hopefully this time will help. anyway, in the throes of this beast i pooped out a poem. here it is. any suggestions are welcome:
I am no One
Orange and white tiger cat splayed on the
Sun-baked sidewalk
Twilight approaching, fooling...
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I am no One
Orange and white tiger cat splayed on the
Sun-baked sidewalk
Twilight approaching, fooling...
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b1ll:
under your teeth? I don't get it... 
I can hit you with tons of ideas...what level of weirdness are you looking for? something kinda simple & classy? or pull out all the stops, alien probing on an operating table in the basement of the white house crazy?
I can hit you with tons of ideas...what level of weirdness are you looking for? something kinda simple & classy? or pull out all the stops, alien probing on an operating table in the basement of the white house crazy?
_biblia_:
I see ToughGirl beat me to the advice I was thinking. A poem always stays with me longer when the beginning and ending mirror each other in some way.
yesterday i got fired. over the phone. with no warning. no three strikes you're out. i was discriminated against because i am bipolar. and it fucking sucks. it makes so angry and hurt and upset thaat i just laid in bed crying and choking and sobbing for a couple hours after all was said and done yesterday. here's the scoop, the total story as i...
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mandy:
we got rings on our last anniversary ill get some pics for you 
yehh not many tattoists do it though. ians ring is quite blurry. mines nice and clear.i think its the amount of flesh you have too.ians hands are really boney no fat. well thats what we think went wrong anyway... 
yehh not many tattoists do it though. ians ring is quite blurry. mines nice and clear.i think its the amount of flesh you have too.ians hands are really boney no fat. well thats what we think went wrong anyway...
mandy:
just saw the pics. they are fantastic!!!!
life is a fucking roller coaster again. i had a day off yesterday and went to the thrift sotre and got some awesome stuff which way excited me and put me in good spirits but then the anxiety that i've been fighting off came back full force. we went to see stra wars and i held it back until we got to the parking lot...
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toughgirl:
I would like to come up for the sgkc party, just depends on when it is and what I have going on at the time. I need to work out a place to stay to, but we'll see what happens, I would really like to come though.
I say take off work if it is for your own well being, your happiness and health are more important than some stupid job. Hope you feel better.
I say take off work if it is for your own well being, your happiness and health are more important than some stupid job. Hope you feel better.
tinsoldier:
take care and try to relax as much as you can. hope you feel better soon.
feeling a bit better today - though some old bad habits have made their way back into my life. such as out-of-control spending money that i don't really have. i htink i dropped around $300 in the last three days - maybe more. just MAC makeup, hair stuff, clothes, and shoes. and notebook and a candle. hust shit from work. i get a discount but...
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tinsoldier:
i went to the bookstore today and was looking for that issue but, it wasn't out yet. mabye next week. later on.
troyblank:
you that's cool, just thought i would offer cause i have fun doing such things...keep me in mind tough, cause my offer will be good till i die or move outa KC
yea i buy too much MAC makeup as well
but not really.
yea i buy too much MAC makeup as well
but not really.today if eel fat and hate myself. that's all. and i feel like everyone hates me. so i'm throwing myself i pity party. it's real fun, let me tell you.
my boyfriend currently likes poker better than me.
my stomach still jiggles like a bowl full of jello and i want to get pics taken of me by the end of july.
there are already...
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my boyfriend currently likes poker better than me.
my stomach still jiggles like a bowl full of jello and i want to get pics taken of me by the end of july.
there are already...
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b1ll:
Sorry I have to break this to you, but poker IS better than you...but on the bright side, not EVERYONE hates you...just most people.. (kidding)
p.s. don't be so hard on yourself...you looked great last week...
(kidding)
p.s. don't be so hard on yourself...you looked great last week...
went shopping this evening with my beautiful sister - had about three guys stop in their tracks to stare at her and this is her hippie style without any makeup. it was really fun though. i got a great new purse for $25 (a little cheaper than my old coach bag), a pair of cute little magenta keds (tennis shoes kind of) and two cheapie...
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toughgirl:
Thanks for your comment
tinsoldier:
urban does have some good stuff cheap, you just have to look harder. good luck with your diet. i have just started my own weight loss kick, gonna have to get a gym membership soon.