stargirl17

today if eel fat and hate myself. that's all. and i feel like everyone hates me. so i'm throwing myself i pity party. it's real fun, let me tell you.

my boyfriend currently likes poker better than me.

my stomach still jiggles like a bowl full of jello and i want to get pics taken of me by the end of july.

there are already clicks and "Special" workers at work. i, of course, am not one of the chosen. in fact, i have like two friends there. guess that's better than nothing. the art institute chicks think that they're better than me. they're snobby and self-righteous -no offense to any kc art intstiute gals - maybe it's just these three girls - i shouldn't judge people this way. people don't talk to me until they find out i will be apprenticing and then it's like "will you pierce me for free?"

i've already wasted $87.50 at my job and am threatening to do more damgae today. too much cute stuff. even if the pants won't fit (probably at the rate i'm going) in 3 - 5 weeks. everything is still way exzpensive even with our "super" discount. blah.

well. that's my pity party. now it's time to drain my savings, get ready, and go to work. hope everyone else is having a better day than me.