starfior

So my stomach is eating itself. Worse than usual in fact. There's blood.

I'm really afraid right now. These types of things kill people. I don't want to be people.

I see my doctor at 2:30 to confirm that my insides are actually trying to kill me.

I've been warned since I was four that I had a pre-ulcer condition that could grow up and hurt/kill me when I was older. What's it like to have that in the back of your mind as kid when you've got a stomach ache?

I suppose it doesn't do me much good to get worked up about it now. Just speed up the process really.

I suppose this means I have to cut back spicy foods. And I haven't even been eating any recently.

I need a hug.