stare

another day, another hangover. and oh crap i just realized that tonight is burrito night or whatever with sgsf. looks like im not gonna make it. ::sad:: that sucks. i was looking forward to that.

ok ok i called him. my curiosity got the best of me and i couldnt resist. i didnt know what to expect. the whole conversation seemed labored like a first date. its hard to believe that some years ago, this was the person at the center of it all. we used to stay up night after night talking to each other about everything. the best...
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cant sleep

ok ok i called him. my curiosity got the best of me and i couldnt resist. i didnt know what to expect. the whole conversation seemed labored like a first date. its hard to believe that some years ago, this was the person at the center of it all. we used to stay up night after night talking to each other about everything. the best...
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i got a call from my ex today. my very FIRST ex. im really confused and nervous and i dont know what to do. should i call him? what does he want, considering he made such a big point of saying he never wanted to see or speak to me ever again. shit, he hasnt spoken a civil word to me since we broke up...
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another crappy day at work. the weekend couldnt come soon enough.

ex: "i got my license back! that's a big step for me."

me: "did you? but you cant pay me back?!"

ex: "i will, but do you know how embarrassing it is to get a ride to work from your mom?"

me: "but think of the joy you could get from knowing i wont break your other knee!"

without pizza and other fine italian foods there'd be no happiness...

i dont have anything to say... do you have anything to say???

yesterday this girl at work noticed my ring ( the one you gave me for valentines day last year). and all i did was smile to myself because i couldnt stop thinking about you.