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Brrrrr... It's very cold out!
Suddenly, it's only half as warm as it was yesterday. How can the temperature just drop like that?!
Mind you, I love it though. Winter is my absolute favorite season - hot chocolate, snow, old movies under warm blankets, this sort of timelessness that spreads all over the place.. Mmmm..
I'm itching to pick up a good book and snuggle up with it for the entire winter, my fav thing to do in this time. The bookworm in me is actually quite bummed out that there isn't a new Harry Potter out :-).

But there's more to do. Applying for jobs, applying for wellfare (got an appointment for that this afternoon - yikes!), school, la di da di da di.

Pff.. I'm having a good time tho, just glad to be alive.
You never know when it's gonna end so enjoy the shit out of every day, I say.
I've got my boyfriend, friends and family, my school, reading, looking at yummy guys on dvd when there is absolutely nothing to do, etcetera etcetera.


I've seen a kickass design for a tat that has caused me to throw my ideas of a Tolkien design out the window and has got me back on working on a Siamese twin-design.

Anyone see Novembers issue of Skin& Ink. There's a beautiful female on the cover with a lady in a big dress that starts below her shoulder and runs all the way to her wrist.

Now that's the idea I had but with the twins, and now I've seen how gorgeous a design like that can look, I'm right back on it.

If you ask the love of my life, he'll tell you I jump from one idea to the next, and it's probably true. I'm a restless person, always have been and always will be. I love everything that comes to mind and can't help but try it all out.
There's no rest in this little tochus, that's for sure. But I think I've got something here with the Siamese twins.

And yeah, I'm absolutely obsessed with tats, you got that right.

I guess I've changed so much over the past year that now I can't wait to have my hideous old tattoo covered up with a design that encorporates all the things I love and care about.
Seriously, I'm a different, much happier person than I have been in years, it's incredible.

And the idea that life is short is making me push hard to work on it every day and improve the image until it's exactly what I want it to be, just so by the time my birthday comes up, which is when I want the project of my rightarm coverup to start, it'll all be ready.

I'm ready for a change in image, for all of the beauty on the inside to be open for all to see on the outside, to show everyone who I am and that I'm not afraid to show it.


Some random messages:

-Some 'reeely brave' Dutch people thought putting a bomb in a Maroccan school would be cool. And if I ever found the cowardly bastards that did that, I'll tear them a new one.

-This is one sexy bitch

-I can't decide whether to study Danish or Russian as a second language to translate, beside English. Anyone?

-Fanny is SO gorgeous

- This was probably my least fascinating post ever. Do I give a rat's ass?