"Reverend Lady Yfke the Insubstantial of Bampton Underhoop"
That is my peculiar aristocratic title. LOL. Get yer own, here: http://www.masquerademaskarts.com/memes/peculiartitle.php
This is a pleasant morning. I can't stop smiling for some reason.
And I'm full of ideas and plans for the coming months.
Here's the main -read: most important- stuff:
1 - Tackle that nasty internship thing. Get an internship at a translating agency (anyone?).
2- Send apology to precious longtime friend with whom I broke a few years back when I was an emotional wreck who needed a target to take things out on (in short, her).
3- Get new tattoo to signify how much my family and especially my mother means to me.
(I know pretty much everyone in the world will say this, but my mom is the strongest and most inspiring woman I know. She overcame so much and endured so much misery and still managed to raise us and give us a good home, and still supports us in any way she can. Don't know how she does it.)
I'm thinking of the Scandinavian rune for family, aka 'beorc'.
It will probably be that symbol tattooed on my wrist in white ink (I'm kinda sentimental - well, duh- and it would mean more if only I knew it was there) Later I'm gonna get something like a lily and the word 'mommy' .
4-Write a lot of smut. Just for fun. I've never really been able to overcome the almost prudish environment in which I was raised even though when it comes to sex, I think I'm quite perverted. All those dreams and fantasies I have need to come out in some way. So here's practising writing smut.
Oh, and
5- Work out more. Not because I think I'm fat or ugly but because I want to and feel better in a fit body.
Things have been good.
-The number of days since I did it on the washing machine (or is it laundry mach.. aw fuck it) has been brought back to zero.
-The first novel attempt by Antoine de Saint-Exupery (author of The Little Prince, douche!) has been discovered and will be printed along with another short story in november!!
-That fucking douche Gonzales has resigned. Fucking dickhead - pooey, I seem to be of the sweary today. Anyway, I'm glad he's buggered of. That's all I'm trying to say.
-A new Terry Pratchett book coming out at the end of September. The world will be a happier place.
-A new Pearl Jam dvd coming out at the end of September
-Going to Norway again at the end of September!!!!!
-The doctor I had to meet on Monday for a medical consult (he'll be taking over from my huisarts - doctor- when it comes to prescribing my antidepressants and checking how I respond to them and stuff) turned out to not only be not old and a douche, but very friendly and understanding but also fucking beautiful with the prettiest brown eyes I ever did see. A yummy young dude is gonna give me drugs, people! Life is sweet.
Oh, and oh yes, my sister and brother-in-law are flying in from Norway tomorrow for a few days for my sister's graduation. Yeeeey! Not only happy because they're coming over and I've seriously missed my sis, but I'm also just so proud of her. Graduated, just got a teaching job at her university, nice bloke with fantastic house. She's so organized and successful and still as mad as a doorknob, just like me. (wish I was as successful tho :S) I love her almost as much as my mom. Maybe equally.
The only things that sucks is that I can't attend the SGNL-meet at the Efteling on Monday .
Despite my continuing selfhate and insecurity it would be awesome to just spend one day with all those Dutch SGs before they find out what an ugly mess I am (oops, insecurity isn't attractive, I forgot). Also, I've been blessed with a boyfriend who hates rollercoaster's, while I love em, so SGs and rollercoaster's would be a dream come true. I'd love to meet ApeLincoln, he seems like such a wonderful guy who sees good in everyone.
Oh well. Life's a bitch, so fuck her.
Incidentally, this is my new approach to blogism. To be as dull and open as I can be. This is me.
You may point and laugh. I don't care.
hearts and daggers
--Stardust
That is my peculiar aristocratic title. LOL. Get yer own, here: http://www.masquerademaskarts.com/memes/peculiartitle.php
This is a pleasant morning. I can't stop smiling for some reason.
And I'm full of ideas and plans for the coming months.
Here's the main -read: most important- stuff:
1 - Tackle that nasty internship thing. Get an internship at a translating agency (anyone?).
2- Send apology to precious longtime friend with whom I broke a few years back when I was an emotional wreck who needed a target to take things out on (in short, her).
3- Get new tattoo to signify how much my family and especially my mother means to me.
(I know pretty much everyone in the world will say this, but my mom is the strongest and most inspiring woman I know. She overcame so much and endured so much misery and still managed to raise us and give us a good home, and still supports us in any way she can. Don't know how she does it.)
I'm thinking of the Scandinavian rune for family, aka 'beorc'.
It will probably be that symbol tattooed on my wrist in white ink (I'm kinda sentimental - well, duh- and it would mean more if only I knew it was there) Later I'm gonna get something like a lily and the word 'mommy' .
4-Write a lot of smut. Just for fun. I've never really been able to overcome the almost prudish environment in which I was raised even though when it comes to sex, I think I'm quite perverted. All those dreams and fantasies I have need to come out in some way. So here's practising writing smut.
Oh, and
5- Work out more. Not because I think I'm fat or ugly but because I want to and feel better in a fit body.
Things have been good.
-The number of days since I did it on the washing machine (or is it laundry mach.. aw fuck it) has been brought back to zero.
-The first novel attempt by Antoine de Saint-Exupery (author of The Little Prince, douche!) has been discovered and will be printed along with another short story in november!!
-That fucking douche Gonzales has resigned. Fucking dickhead - pooey, I seem to be of the sweary today. Anyway, I'm glad he's buggered of. That's all I'm trying to say.
-A new Terry Pratchett book coming out at the end of September. The world will be a happier place.
-A new Pearl Jam dvd coming out at the end of September
-Going to Norway again at the end of September!!!!!
-The doctor I had to meet on Monday for a medical consult (he'll be taking over from my huisarts - doctor- when it comes to prescribing my antidepressants and checking how I respond to them and stuff) turned out to not only be not old and a douche, but very friendly and understanding but also fucking beautiful with the prettiest brown eyes I ever did see. A yummy young dude is gonna give me drugs, people! Life is sweet.
Oh, and oh yes, my sister and brother-in-law are flying in from Norway tomorrow for a few days for my sister's graduation. Yeeeey! Not only happy because they're coming over and I've seriously missed my sis, but I'm also just so proud of her. Graduated, just got a teaching job at her university, nice bloke with fantastic house. She's so organized and successful and still as mad as a doorknob, just like me. (wish I was as successful tho :S) I love her almost as much as my mom. Maybe equally.
The only things that sucks is that I can't attend the SGNL-meet at the Efteling on Monday .
Despite my continuing selfhate and insecurity it would be awesome to just spend one day with all those Dutch SGs before they find out what an ugly mess I am (oops, insecurity isn't attractive, I forgot). Also, I've been blessed with a boyfriend who hates rollercoaster's, while I love em, so SGs and rollercoaster's would be a dream come true. I'd love to meet ApeLincoln, he seems like such a wonderful guy who sees good in everyone.
Oh well. Life's a bitch, so fuck her.
Incidentally, this is my new approach to blogism. To be as dull and open as I can be. This is me.
You may point and laugh. I don't care.
hearts and daggers
--Stardust
This is His Eminence the Very Lord Ape the Pusillanimous of Midhoop St Giggleswich speaking to you, directly from his bed, cosy snuggled up underneath his blanket, at about half an hour to midnight.
This is a great blog! Finally some real insight into you and your life. I love it! You state the good ..the bad ..and the lovely, ghehe. It's really good hearing so much positivity from you. I'm happy for you, lady!! Your tattoo ideas sounds awesome, I'm sure you'll manage to get a good internship somewhere, and I can only say yay to writing smut, ghaha. I'm not so much into erotic / dirty stories, but if well written they can definately.. help.
Have a great time with your sis & bro-in-law, and.. fuck the world, stick my dick in the dirt.
BIG HUG you silly insecure piece of pretty lady!