This is a sketch for a character I'm creating for a story. He is kinda based on me. I was up to my neck in Shiraz last night, and it's a bit "note-y" so apologies if it's a bit hard to read.
Love a comment if you can spare some time.
Fred Deckards Subtext.
-Born July 1st, 1980. Nassau, Bahamas
To an American Mother, and English Father
One Sister, Older, Born May 19th, 1976.
-Born to be a Healer
Innate instinct
Confirmed by others
Cemented by Life Choices
Raised by Alcoholics, Homosexuals, Drug Addicts, and Pirates
Highly Sensitive. is that the product of genetics, Brought upsys, or training?
-ALCOHOLIC
Started at the age of twelve on a sailing mission of pleasure and marinated sauages.
Doesnt have the ability to stop once set down on that road.
Sometimes he wants a glass of water but he doesnt drink it cause the bottle is closer then the spring.
TECHNICALLY PROFICIENT
He has a head for that but not necessarily in a mechanical sense, but technical in a bio, neuro, and psychological sense.
MONEY-WISE
If he ever had enough, he would succeed in making it grow. Money is not a block for Fred Deckard.
MOTIVATED
Motivated for change, for a higher-unknown good, but is inconsistent. This motivation keeps him from stagnation.
MOODY
He knows his moods now. He can see them as if looking into a mirror, and he waits for them to change before inflicting himself on others.
NEGATIVE
Has to work to see the good side in himself. There is a sense in Fred that he is flawed in some way. That he doesnt have what it takes. His vanity makes him compare himself to others. And he doesnt want to hurt other peoples feelings, emotions, egos. But this causes him to diminish his will, to hurt himself, to take away and refrain from realizing his power.
REPRESSED
Creativity. Perfection. Desire. Love. Power. Calm OK-ness. These are the things that Fred Represses.
Fred has a normal, sociological, dark side. To some it would be considered a gift, a light, it would be a: Holy Fucking Shit I Like This and I Want More Cause This Is What Ive Been Looking For.
But to the normal, to the social climate, the dark side would be frightening. They would defend themselves.
Fred knows the term, Jock-ass, as it is The Best Defense is a good Offense. But Fred is not an attacker so he represses himself, and he wonders what would happen if he didnt.
This man is a man. He teaches Yoga and someone asks him if he as a Spiritual Name!! As if that was a perquisite for Yogic Recognition. Fred has enough experience to know that anyone like that knows next to nothing about Yoga. Fred has a cosmic name though. And a cosmic number.
The words love, and hate are powerful words for Fred. He doesnt take them lightly and he means them when he says them. I love you. Lots of Love. I sending you love. These are all statements predicated in a deep feeling source, and measured on the amount of energy he allocates to the given subject.
Fred loves Children. He always has. They represent the possibility of purity, of freedom, of joy, and uninhibited love and intuition. A clean slate, to sketch new things, conduct an unknown number of experiments, and a search for wholeness, or being whole thats what children are, thats what they represent.
Yoga teachers are brave. When Fred met his teacher, his asana teacher, yoga became spiritual. That day, he met three people that are, superheroes. Not Ideal, but infinitely powerful. Human Ideology is best expressed in art. Superheroes are brave(s). Superheroes are Alone. Fred is alone. Fred is Brave sometimes, Fred is weird (remember Fred has a darkside.) Fred is a Yoga Teacher, and hes trained by a Superhero ine. Shes a Super Heroine. Heroine.
Fred has had run-ins with famous people. And thank God, or Mother earth, or Allah or however you choose to acknowledge that, god damn it, weve for something to be thankful for. There is a spiritual supermarket out there so you aughta start shopping. But famous people are famous because of what they did, not what they didnt do. If you narrow down your search, and get specific, you will find out how many famous people there are. They aint that special. Theres a tonne of em.
Fred thinks that if do what you love you have balls. You have this source of human strength just waiting between your own legs, to rise up. To rise up through your own living body and manifest though heart, lung, mouth, hand and foot into what you believe in. Some beds are hard and some beds are soft.
Would you die for what you believe in? Well you have to decide what you believe in first. Only then can you answer that question.
Fred thinks Technology is a good thing. For all the negativity, (Oh yes Fred cuts himself again.) And he may be wrong but if he is, humanity will cease in a very definitive way directly. It cant be. Anything is possible but it just seems like a waste to me and Sometimes people, places and things get wasted! Thats one order of things.
If Fred was gonna talk about the state of the nation, or rather, the state of the SuperPower it would sound something like: a rant about the Bush Administration, it would be a reflection on a drive across the country, it would be an interpretation of current and not so current events.
Fred knows that psychological, mental, or emotional mutilation is no less damaging then physical damage. If you hurt yourself well then, you hurt yourself. Hurting yourself is not hard. Hurting yourself is easy. But to stop, to heal yourself, and (the next level) to make yourself stronger this is where its at.
Love a comment if you can spare some time.
Fred Deckards Subtext.
-Born July 1st, 1980. Nassau, Bahamas
To an American Mother, and English Father
One Sister, Older, Born May 19th, 1976.
-Born to be a Healer
Innate instinct
Confirmed by others
Cemented by Life Choices
Raised by Alcoholics, Homosexuals, Drug Addicts, and Pirates
Highly Sensitive. is that the product of genetics, Brought upsys, or training?
-ALCOHOLIC
Started at the age of twelve on a sailing mission of pleasure and marinated sauages.
Doesnt have the ability to stop once set down on that road.
Sometimes he wants a glass of water but he doesnt drink it cause the bottle is closer then the spring.
TECHNICALLY PROFICIENT
He has a head for that but not necessarily in a mechanical sense, but technical in a bio, neuro, and psychological sense.
MONEY-WISE
If he ever had enough, he would succeed in making it grow. Money is not a block for Fred Deckard.
MOTIVATED
Motivated for change, for a higher-unknown good, but is inconsistent. This motivation keeps him from stagnation.
MOODY
He knows his moods now. He can see them as if looking into a mirror, and he waits for them to change before inflicting himself on others.
NEGATIVE
Has to work to see the good side in himself. There is a sense in Fred that he is flawed in some way. That he doesnt have what it takes. His vanity makes him compare himself to others. And he doesnt want to hurt other peoples feelings, emotions, egos. But this causes him to diminish his will, to hurt himself, to take away and refrain from realizing his power.
REPRESSED
Creativity. Perfection. Desire. Love. Power. Calm OK-ness. These are the things that Fred Represses.
Fred has a normal, sociological, dark side. To some it would be considered a gift, a light, it would be a: Holy Fucking Shit I Like This and I Want More Cause This Is What Ive Been Looking For.
But to the normal, to the social climate, the dark side would be frightening. They would defend themselves.
Fred knows the term, Jock-ass, as it is The Best Defense is a good Offense. But Fred is not an attacker so he represses himself, and he wonders what would happen if he didnt.
This man is a man. He teaches Yoga and someone asks him if he as a Spiritual Name!! As if that was a perquisite for Yogic Recognition. Fred has enough experience to know that anyone like that knows next to nothing about Yoga. Fred has a cosmic name though. And a cosmic number.
The words love, and hate are powerful words for Fred. He doesnt take them lightly and he means them when he says them. I love you. Lots of Love. I sending you love. These are all statements predicated in a deep feeling source, and measured on the amount of energy he allocates to the given subject.
Fred loves Children. He always has. They represent the possibility of purity, of freedom, of joy, and uninhibited love and intuition. A clean slate, to sketch new things, conduct an unknown number of experiments, and a search for wholeness, or being whole thats what children are, thats what they represent.
Yoga teachers are brave. When Fred met his teacher, his asana teacher, yoga became spiritual. That day, he met three people that are, superheroes. Not Ideal, but infinitely powerful. Human Ideology is best expressed in art. Superheroes are brave(s). Superheroes are Alone. Fred is alone. Fred is Brave sometimes, Fred is weird (remember Fred has a darkside.) Fred is a Yoga Teacher, and hes trained by a Superhero ine. Shes a Super Heroine. Heroine.
Fred has had run-ins with famous people. And thank God, or Mother earth, or Allah or however you choose to acknowledge that, god damn it, weve for something to be thankful for. There is a spiritual supermarket out there so you aughta start shopping. But famous people are famous because of what they did, not what they didnt do. If you narrow down your search, and get specific, you will find out how many famous people there are. They aint that special. Theres a tonne of em.
Fred thinks that if do what you love you have balls. You have this source of human strength just waiting between your own legs, to rise up. To rise up through your own living body and manifest though heart, lung, mouth, hand and foot into what you believe in. Some beds are hard and some beds are soft.
Would you die for what you believe in? Well you have to decide what you believe in first. Only then can you answer that question.
Fred thinks Technology is a good thing. For all the negativity, (Oh yes Fred cuts himself again.) And he may be wrong but if he is, humanity will cease in a very definitive way directly. It cant be. Anything is possible but it just seems like a waste to me and Sometimes people, places and things get wasted! Thats one order of things.
If Fred was gonna talk about the state of the nation, or rather, the state of the SuperPower it would sound something like: a rant about the Bush Administration, it would be a reflection on a drive across the country, it would be an interpretation of current and not so current events.
Fred knows that psychological, mental, or emotional mutilation is no less damaging then physical damage. If you hurt yourself well then, you hurt yourself. Hurting yourself is not hard. Hurting yourself is easy. But to stop, to heal yourself, and (the next level) to make yourself stronger this is where its at.
fatality:
Thank you. I had fun shooting it, so I am glad that it looks fun as well.