starburst

Well i didn't sucseed in school, that was a big dissapointment, i'm still a drug addict, i'm back at my parents house, except this time the girl i was with for 6 yrs, disappears w/o giving me a reason. That is until i found out why, because while i was in school she met someone else...haha!! funny huh we were together for 6 long yrs, were both drug addicts, and as soon as i decide to try and do something with my life, she leaves me. But thats not whats been bothering me. The thing thats been on my mind latley is this new girl i met about 3 months ago, i'm already falling in love with this girl, wayyyy worse then i've ever fallen for anyone before..she's exactly the girl i want to be with the rest of my life, unfortunatley she doesn't feel the same way..imagine that, the guy with the worst luck in the world has feelings for a girl who doesn't feel the same way...well now i can't go a min without thinking about her...it seems life gets worse and worse...