For the time being I will Go by Starbomb....
I am freshly 25 years old.. (lol, the word fresh keeps me feeling young)
I work cooped up in a call center for 8 hours a day Monday - Friday...
Things I like to do involves me playing video games with my friends, From Destiny to FFXIV to Some mine craft (hell why not). I enjoy food, Very very Very much and love cooking. Food is one way to my heart easily. From time to time i can get a little crafty. Maybe some sewing here and there. Working on pieces for my tank girl Cosplay. helping other working on their Cosplay. Hot gluing, Cutting, Stitching, Knitting Crocheting. I bounce between it all. Every so often I tend to pick up my camera and take my own pictures for shits and giggles. I enjoy having the free range to create and make things my own.
Now my personality, That's a different story... Lol JK!!! I tend to bee a little sassy. But overall I am sweet. I like to do my best to try to help others when I can. When I Love, I love unconditional... hard and fast. And this tends to get me hurt a lot easier then I'd ever hoped. And when I get hurt, I get hurt badly. but I still sit here. Trudging on, me being me. All I can do is try to love Me, Myself and I.
Which brings me to get started as to how I decided I wanted to Be an SG girl, Whether to be Hopeful or PINK....
I was young when I heard about suicide girls. I had a close friend that knew me to my core. Knew I had a dying love for tattoos, (my mother had them and I was always in Awe by them) and my friend also knew how badly I felt in my own skin. I was (And still am) very fair skinned, blonde hair and blue eyes. She knew I didn't like my hair color or any of my other features. She was the main witness of the torment I went through in school, being teased and bullied. Her and I were in it together. We were support for each other. One Day she came to me about her discovery.. her discovery of Suicide Girls.... I remember her saying that she could see me being one of these girls... The colored hair, the tattoos and piercings galore. She always told me I was beautiful no matter how I looked. And how cool it would be to see me as an SG girl and Prove the world and the people we knew that I wasn't Ugly, Anorexic and all of the Awful things I endured from our peers. Years later... My friend Up and moved one day.... Not a word, Not a warning.... I was heartbroken. I had lost my better half. I has searched and asked around and no one knew where she had gone. Days upon days I would admire SG girls and could sense the Support and encouragement that my friend once was there for. And so I waited... I waited till I was old enough to submit.... once of age I felt I was not ready when it comes to confidence and self image.... so I waited a few more years, Dabbled in Modeling (on and off) and tried doing some freelance stuff at my own pace. Worked up everything in which my modeling career it built off of, at my own pace. And 3 months ago.... I felt ready.... ready to strive to be that hopeful I had always admired. So I networked and met the ph0tographer that I KNEW that I felt more than confident to shoot my first set.... Then him and I made it happen. Together we created my First set "Power Up!".... and now I feel like I am on my way onto my Seal of Approval....
In the mean time till my Debut... I look forward to Interacting with each of you and sharing my Journey and my art with all of you.... And thank you for your support. <3
