star_pariah

what i hate most about working full time is the feeling like you can't get anything else done in your life. i cannot wait to give this up.

so tomorrow i have an interview for a new job. is one of those group ones. I have a job and I'm going to have to have a reason for not showing tomorrow. My options are:

a) pipe burst
b) house inspection
c) immigration appointment for my husband
d) i have a job interview and I don't really want to stay temping here until you offer me permanent that i probably don't want anyways
e) feeling sick

I know that open honest communication involves the least amount of stress. And I should just tell them. But I've been down that road too many times before. There is a good chance I won't get tomorrow's job, and I don't want to be jobless after that, so I'll go for one of the other options. I'm secretly hoping my car breaks down or something drastic happens...

I am so sick of worrying about jobs. I just want to sit in a job for a year and do the least amount of work possible and get paid. (I sound like I'm management material....) Or have a job that is inspiring to work in.

Andy is studying. It's awesome.

I had friends over on Saturday to watch the latest x-men movie. I really liked it, everyone didn't really like it. I made a fruit platter. I love fruit platters. I would totally make the best house-wife.

Today - I typed the word Hawaii in a comment and now i can't stop thinking about Hawaii. I love that place so much. One day we'll move there. One day....

and in other news I live under a rock. Wil Wheaton has his own blog/writing thing. He was one of my first naughty girl thoughts. I fucking loved watching star trek next gen uplate with my parents, and love it more when he came on board... I don't know anything about this world anymore. I blame Brisbane....