I don’t even have the words right now to convey how I feel, I don’t know if I’ll ever get them as my emotions are all over the place!
I got a message from @leemalee congratulating me that our set together was bought. I could not believe what I was seeing! Here I am looking at it myself and it wasn’t like the hundreds of dreams I had over my 7 year hopeful journey. My head was spinning, my heartbeat paused, and all I could do was turn to my friend I was eating lunch with and tell her, “I made it,” over and over. It didn’t feel like real life! It was sweeter than any dream I ever had, because this will still be my reality tomorrow.
Today my SG journey begins. Along with that my Hopeful Hidden Gems blog series will still continue. One of my favorite parts of this community is the diversity in the hopeful family. I already have a list of so many girls I want to write about and it grows constantly.
To long term hopefuls here who have been waiting-don’t give up.
To my fellow hopeful chocolate babes- please, please, please don’t quit!
To any lady who comes here with a dream to wear their pinkness as a badge of honor- don’t stop believing in yourself.
I am so honored and proud to be able to represent this community I fell in love with. SG attracted me because of what they stand for, “what some people think makes us strange or weird or fucked up, we think makes us beautiful.” It made me feel like I didn’t need to look like a playboy bunny or Victoria’s Secret model to make it. I can fully, freely, and unapologetically be me. And that’s the type of SuicideGirl I will always strive to be.
Sincerely,
StarStuff Suicide 🌟
