7 years of StarStuff

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Youā€™re probably wondering why my newest set Heart Of Atlantis is out now, Iā€™ve been keeping a little secret...

Iā€™m so excited to announce that I have been chosen to participate in the OnlyFans become a SuicideGirl contest! I wish I had the words to explain the rush of feelings I felt when I learned I have the honor of being apart of this. I couldnā€™t breathe and my hands started shaking so much! I was walking around in circles until my brain could fully process this is really happening for me and all the hard work, tears Iā€™ve cried wondering if I ever will be good enough, all the money, time, and dedication I have poured into this dream of mine all instantly felt validated; as if being pink is actually tangible for me and Iā€™ve earned a spot of officially being in the SuicideGirls family and maybe sooner than Iā€™ve hoped!

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I have been a hopeful for 7 years and my journey is chocked full of emotions. Being a long term hopeful is such a rollercoaster ride. Iā€™ve seen girls come, go pink, branch careers and so many amazing things thanks to being apart of this community. We all come with the same dream, goal, and aspirations starting out: turn pink. Iā€™ve also seen a lot of women leave or give up on that dream also.
After reading the email with the news, it made reflective of my experience thus far. I feel like a new chapter is about to start for me here. Being here as long as I have, Iā€™m no stranger to contests. This will actually be my third SG contest Iā€™ve participated in and third times the charm, right?
My SG story actually began with a contest. In 2013 I entered the Facebook become a SuicideGirl contest. I canā€™t remember who went pink from it, but all the other girls were told to message @rambo and become hopefuls. Before I sent my application in, I had a talk with myself. See this though until end and donā€™t ever give up. I wonā€™t lie, Iā€™ve grown weak to my thoughts at times, but the support and love I have gotten here through the years has allowed me to rise up and keep my promise to myself. Your love has carried me not just here but also in my personal life.

I entered my second contest not too long after submitting my first set. I did pretty well in the Valentineā€™s Day contest. I started getting so much support from other girls but it didnā€™t last too long as most of the girls I started out with are no longer here or turned pink and are on different paths. For a prolonged time, I felt forgotten about. More girls came over the years and I felt buried...until now.


I have more support than I have ever dreamed of! This year has been absolutely magical! I got to be apart of my first shootfest and I have made more friends than ever. I couldnā€™t have made it here without you all. I cannot thank you enough!


Sincerely,

StarStuff šŸŒŸ

@missy @lemon @eirenne

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nadschust:
What an amazing story. Thank you for sharing your incredible journey with us. Stay strong and keep the faith. Your time will come. I believe in you. šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ’–šŸ˜˜šŸ˜˜šŸ˜˜
star:
I feel it too in a way I never have before! This year has been so special. @nadschust

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