on a bit of a zenith right now. it's odd, especially since others are currently at the nadir, which kinda sucks. things never stay the same for very long, but nobody wants to hear that. it'll be ok, though.
been in this position before. well, not exactly. the other crests i've tried to ride were all illusions, and i only realized it way after the fact. of course, as nonexistent as they were, i came crashing down nonetheless...haha.
not sure where it comes from, or why. seems like it happens around every 8 months or so. this wave is very different, though. it hasn't crashed yet, and all the evidence points to it not being all a figment of my imagination. still i worry.
is the fall from a real apex longer than that of simply tripping over a stone? because the latter hurts...a lot.
hmm...maybe i should just quit over-fucking-thinking every damn thing
right now is good...let tomorrow bring what may come
been in this position before. well, not exactly. the other crests i've tried to ride were all illusions, and i only realized it way after the fact. of course, as nonexistent as they were, i came crashing down nonetheless...haha.
not sure where it comes from, or why. seems like it happens around every 8 months or so. this wave is very different, though. it hasn't crashed yet, and all the evidence points to it not being all a figment of my imagination. still i worry.
is the fall from a real apex longer than that of simply tripping over a stone? because the latter hurts...a lot.
hmm...maybe i should just quit over-fucking-thinking every damn thing
right now is good...let tomorrow bring what may come
just enjoy