i really hate being a "nice guy" more then anything it hurts being in love, and finding that like past love's it comes to an end. and yet this ended diffrent but still the same... same words same tears....now just another love to look back on to think of what if? what if we never met? what if i didnt fall so hard? what if we would have tried alittle harder to look past things? what if we had made it? now that its over all there is, is what now? where are they now? is she ok? has she found that one thing? or that some one ?
but i find my self in the mind frame that i was almost a year ago this month. sad,hurt,alone,confused,hateing my self for all that i am and that i'm not.
they say time heals all wounds but, what of the pain you carry in your haert for the one that could and should be the one.
one would ask them selves at this point "would you do it all over again"? ........................my answer yes
i would do it all over again even with this out come. i wouldn't give back any of my time. for the time we had and shared and all the laugh's and jokes and nights and days i would do it all over again.
but i find my self in the mind frame that i was almost a year ago this month. sad,hurt,alone,confused,hateing my self for all that i am and that i'm not.
they say time heals all wounds but, what of the pain you carry in your haert for the one that could and should be the one.
one would ask them selves at this point "would you do it all over again"? ........................my answer yes
i would do it all over again even with this out come. i wouldn't give back any of my time. for the time we had and shared and all the laugh's and jokes and nights and days i would do it all over again.
snackyslice:
Just remember you've got friends that care.
dinah:
oh no...I'm so sorry to hear that. but I think your thought process is in the right direction. I wouldn't trade my experience for anything. just give yourself that time, hon. sending you much hugs and hoping that the pain will be over soon.