going to take a nap cause thats what i do now...i also do this in case theres a long night of drinking ahead..so for those of you that know how to get a hold of me call if you want to go out ....up for anything ....and if you need a ride let me know
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hope the rain doesnt stop people from coming out
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ok kids here i sit at home alone on a friday night whith nothing to do ...so i guess i off to go get something to eat and i have a ton of buzz here at the house so i might just drink my self in to a stuper....@#@^$&^^%#
no real plans for the weekend ....i fucking have so much to get off my chess....a few of you know what im talking about and im not talking about the issues with my ex...
so i wont make anyplans until well im just am not going to make any plans....
im so happy this week is over...
feel like i've been on a rollercoaster when it comes to relationships...and its getting old real fast....
so like i said here i am sitting here on a friday night ...wish i didnt live on base ...cause then i could just see if people would like to come over and whatch some fliks and drink some beers....
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Won't face this day and I won't care now,
the sunrise promises nothing new
Everyday is the same
when looking straight ahead
Caught in the safety of routine
I lose myself again
And if only for a moment do I
truly feel this way,
then suddenly it all becomes
something of worth to me
Won't face this day and I won't care now,
the sunrise promises nothing new
And here I will stay with four walls round
my heart in a room that won't betray
Now that I've gone too far,
this escape has caught up with me
Everyone's gone
They all realized that I stopped caring
so long ago that today
was only taken for granted
And tomorrow's just one more
that I believe I deserve
Won't face this day and I won't care now,
the sunrise promises nothing new
And here I will stay with four walls round
my heart in a room that won't betray
Spent too many hours in this room,
leaving the world outside my door
In failed attempts to forget about,
being frustrated to myself
Won't face this day and I won't care now,
the sunrise promises nothing new
One last time
I will watch the sun
go down from this window
And I won't wait for a better day
to walk from
all it ever was that I
had given up on this road
One last step
and I will soon be gone
:name takken
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hope the rain doesnt stop people from coming out
====================================
ok kids here i sit at home alone on a friday night whith nothing to do ...so i guess i off to go get something to eat and i have a ton of buzz here at the house so i might just drink my self in to a stuper....@#@^$&^^%#
no real plans for the weekend ....i fucking have so much to get off my chess....a few of you know what im talking about and im not talking about the issues with my ex...
so i wont make anyplans until well im just am not going to make any plans....
im so happy this week is over...
feel like i've been on a rollercoaster when it comes to relationships...and its getting old real fast....
so like i said here i am sitting here on a friday night ...wish i didnt live on base ...cause then i could just see if people would like to come over and whatch some fliks and drink some beers....
----------------------------------------------------------------------
Won't face this day and I won't care now,
the sunrise promises nothing new
Everyday is the same
when looking straight ahead
Caught in the safety of routine
I lose myself again
And if only for a moment do I
truly feel this way,
then suddenly it all becomes
something of worth to me
Won't face this day and I won't care now,
the sunrise promises nothing new
And here I will stay with four walls round
my heart in a room that won't betray
Now that I've gone too far,
this escape has caught up with me
Everyone's gone
They all realized that I stopped caring
so long ago that today
was only taken for granted
And tomorrow's just one more
that I believe I deserve
Won't face this day and I won't care now,
the sunrise promises nothing new
And here I will stay with four walls round
my heart in a room that won't betray
Spent too many hours in this room,
leaving the world outside my door
In failed attempts to forget about,
being frustrated to myself
Won't face this day and I won't care now,
the sunrise promises nothing new
One last time
I will watch the sun
go down from this window
And I won't wait for a better day
to walk from
all it ever was that I
had given up on this road
One last step
and I will soon be gone
:name takken
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
winonaxxxx:
u can im me...w 
anishka:
lol....I crazy......tell me what happened with you and that girl? I want to hear...this peaks my interest...