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a new week ahead yeah i know but tomorrow is my monday. cant wait to get through this week.



how is every one else doing ?
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a 5 day weekend .....i think it's much needed.
cant wait for school to start!!!! other then that not much going on.




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railh:
yo yo....whats up pimp....just checkin in! holla back.
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not like any one reads this ....

i hate being apart
i hate being alone
i hate being afraied
i hate being unsure
i hate being scared
i hate being bi poler
i hate being on meds
i hate sleeping alone
i hate crying
i hate not feeling loved
i hate giving all that i can to some one
i hate feeling like im not...
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railh:
i like sleeping alone. no one kicks you, snores in your ear, drools on you, and no one steals the covers!!!
i hope you feel better bro.......!

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retroactivwe:
i know things suck, but it won't be like this forever.
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i think its going to be a long 3 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cant wait to be out of the USAF.

not much else going on just tiered. of life, money and almost everything around me.





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lets see whats going :looking around: not much from this end, just kind of here for now. think this will just be a nice night at home...oh yeah i have to feed the dog here in a bit. and then come home and make something to eat. maybe whatch a movie or for once get to bed before 1am.

went to a show last night...
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octoberallover:
hey man, sorry to hear that you had a stomachache last night but its still totally cool that you showed up and I hope you had a good time before your stomach got bad....

we don't really have any of those songs recorded yet... the last recording of the band is before I was in it and the songs are a couple of years old... but we should be recording soon.... we have a show on September 2nd at Burts with some really good local bands so if you can you should come check that out... if I hear about anything else I'll write you about.... thanks for coming to the show and thanks for the nice comment, man..... I hardly ever hear that kinda thing and I really really appreciate it so thanks alot
railh:
we missed you at the party......holla
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well spent my 4day weekend with my lady. had some good times with her and her family. we kind of have a dog togeather now...well she has a dog and i help take care of it, we had to taker her to the VET yesterday pour thing needed some work done. and while she was getting fixed we went to the Art museum and checked...
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one day at a time, right?
well again hope everyone has a great weekend.
lots to do.




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railh:
yeh 4sure.............gimmie a shout pimp!
morrigan77:
:lick:

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blah blah blah and a side of meh.
so tiered and so confused and so alone.

hope every one has a great 3 day weekend.






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railh:
i hope you have a great 3day weekend!!!
keep your head up kid!
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It hasn't even been all that long sense i saw my lady and already i miss her so...
But at the same time it's not nearly as pain full as it was when she told me she needed out. Maybe cause in my heart i know shell be back.

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fenris23:
miao!! miao!! miao!!
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blah blah blah.....

my heart is breaking right this very second




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fenris23:
frown Sucks to hear it.
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There comes a time when one has to re-invent them selves..i think this the time for me to do so.....

So much heart break....a single person can only take so much....

So I end this weekend with my love, on a sad note and maybe in some weird way on a good note...may be leave the our chapter open to what if...
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Saturday Morning...
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piracy:
i dont know how to send you an uncompressed picture.
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i really hate being a "nice guy" more then anything it hurts being in love, and finding that like past love's it comes to an end. and yet this ended diffrent but still the same... same words same tears....now just another love to look back on to think of what if? what if we never met? what if i didnt fall so hard? what if...
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snackyslice:
Just remember you've got friends that care.
dinah:
oh no...I'm so sorry to hear that. but I think your thought process is in the right direction. I wouldn't trade my experience for anything. just give yourself that time, hon. sending you much hugs and hoping that the pain will be over soon.