I just realized
my right ear was ringing so I picked up
hello?
"25 is not a monumental year"
you buzzed my ear just to say that
"I know you liked barry bonds, you picked it as your softball number, it was the year you were scheduled to get married, be done with school, quit smoking, had been to japan, grown up, knowing yourself, in love with somebody, rocking shows and parties, constantly taking calls"
I'm a stranger in my home town which is a forgien land
Scurring about at expedinat rates, chained to my broken I life, living off what has been given away
"what went awry?"
I thought I would try living poetically as opposed to politicaly correct
"now your chasing a suspect"
I'm finger printing the same guy everynight, blind to the circumstance, dancing madly about my room
"you should listen to mf doom, he has alot to say"
ok, give me a moment to untagle my apple headphones
"people are the gears at the core of the universe"
I am a nuisance, I bring the plague, fag after fag I break hearts with my the very sight of my approaching name tag
"you can rhyme, good for you"
am I going to finish anything
"you'll find confidence in the seeking the answer"
:::
slept for about 4 hours yesterday
after staying up til 8,
called Apple Tech Support to send my laptop away
one hour on the phone
the shipping box is coming by mail to my moms home
missed charles birthday
cant make it out to everything
care because he respects me
super glued to the computer screen
watched shaolin kids a jet li movie with dan
when we conspire we become social vampires
lost my mind trying to get organized
plain grey white and black
traded my watch with my brother for one with a brown leather strap
close to wrapping up a few loose ends
friends of my brother influenced me to move
make paper tiger shape shifty eyed pot heads shop lifted
the last ten years underneath my track record wind breaker
madly in love with my electricks me excentric globe hopping eclectic medicine after tastey personality assistant
:::
"you've never met her?"
I want her to build my website , I lost the right to my birth name , so I'll wait til I can pay her
"seems like a one hundred proof fools juicey cooked goose hunt"
duck and cover, jiminy cricket can bust rhymes like mrs buttersworth crust on the ass of crispin glovers glory hole lover
"wow"
I am at a point were I can only lose friends
I cant make sense of anything with my pen
I am up against an obstacle unlike anything I have ever seen
a cement block in time
passing between buildings, dropping off resumes, come and go cant I stay I want to play with your childhood imagine a nation of replicatied subjectified objecting cartoons all drunk on the noon sun
cook something worth sampling from
picked scab salad dressed in mistake sauce made from lost my head of let us all be happy that he left a note
10 years have passed since the single most important day of my life , at least thats what I have made of it
my five year plan
1.japan -cambodia,phillipines,thailand, china, are close enough
2.germany - amsterdam for world cup, one or the other, buds
3.italy - I vittilone somebody was trying to tell me something about the life of film making
reminice with the original axis of evil as my backpack acid drip drop drizzled with mr holland and who's the boss
whatver the cost
4.Texas
5.
my right ear was ringing so I picked up
hello?
"25 is not a monumental year"
you buzzed my ear just to say that
"I know you liked barry bonds, you picked it as your softball number, it was the year you were scheduled to get married, be done with school, quit smoking, had been to japan, grown up, knowing yourself, in love with somebody, rocking shows and parties, constantly taking calls"
I'm a stranger in my home town which is a forgien land
Scurring about at expedinat rates, chained to my broken I life, living off what has been given away
"what went awry?"
I thought I would try living poetically as opposed to politicaly correct
"now your chasing a suspect"
I'm finger printing the same guy everynight, blind to the circumstance, dancing madly about my room
"you should listen to mf doom, he has alot to say"
ok, give me a moment to untagle my apple headphones
"people are the gears at the core of the universe"
I am a nuisance, I bring the plague, fag after fag I break hearts with my the very sight of my approaching name tag
"you can rhyme, good for you"
am I going to finish anything
"you'll find confidence in the seeking the answer"
:::
slept for about 4 hours yesterday
after staying up til 8,
called Apple Tech Support to send my laptop away
one hour on the phone
the shipping box is coming by mail to my moms home
missed charles birthday
cant make it out to everything
care because he respects me
super glued to the computer screen
watched shaolin kids a jet li movie with dan
when we conspire we become social vampires
lost my mind trying to get organized
plain grey white and black
traded my watch with my brother for one with a brown leather strap
close to wrapping up a few loose ends
friends of my brother influenced me to move
make paper tiger shape shifty eyed pot heads shop lifted
the last ten years underneath my track record wind breaker
madly in love with my electricks me excentric globe hopping eclectic medicine after tastey personality assistant
:::
"you've never met her?"
I want her to build my website , I lost the right to my birth name , so I'll wait til I can pay her
"seems like a one hundred proof fools juicey cooked goose hunt"
duck and cover, jiminy cricket can bust rhymes like mrs buttersworth crust on the ass of crispin glovers glory hole lover
"wow"
I am at a point were I can only lose friends
I cant make sense of anything with my pen
I am up against an obstacle unlike anything I have ever seen
a cement block in time
passing between buildings, dropping off resumes, come and go cant I stay I want to play with your childhood imagine a nation of replicatied subjectified objecting cartoons all drunk on the noon sun
cook something worth sampling from
picked scab salad dressed in mistake sauce made from lost my head of let us all be happy that he left a note
10 years have passed since the single most important day of my life , at least thats what I have made of it
my five year plan
1.japan -cambodia,phillipines,thailand, china, are close enough
2.germany - amsterdam for world cup, one or the other, buds
3.italy - I vittilone somebody was trying to tell me something about the life of film making
reminice with the original axis of evil as my backpack acid drip drop drizzled with mr holland and who's the boss
whatver the cost
4.Texas
5.
thelastbeliever:
Taking the piss = makinf fun of someone