st_eve_bc

Show your work:

Well, today I applied for a courier job online, as well as a general maintainance position in Austin.
-uncle and fam down there, seems pretty radical

A fellow a I met the other night at the gas station, gave me business card , told me to call him about work. Well, its a franchise, startup thing, start your business nonsense, I could flatulate up a better business scheme in my sleep.
-fucking health suppliments, hello, I'm a backpacking necromancer!
So I wont be doing that.

Have yet to here back about the Anime website that I was "hired" or "picked" to make editorial updates to. Thats all well and good, I love me some miyazaki, but if they cant pay then I have to look the other way
-may i recommend porco rosso, spirited away, monoke hime)

Elbow deep in this dvd production which keeps sinking, I pretty much stuck until I get my powerbook fixed, and my g4 back in operational status
www.umandf.com

See I had some money, and I went and spent it on gear.
dvx 100 ap , g4 upgrade, powerbook, books on masterbatory film making

So I could have my own little mobile and centralized editing suites.
-mobile being used in the loosest sense

A unique thing I thought, sure to bring countless clients and fun projects down the line.
-you'll get a free consoulation no doubt, if i like the idea we'll have fun

I am very far from recouping the cost. but I still got the gear.
--does anyone really, movies are made with other peoples money

This is a pretty worthless entry, kind of clearing the air instead of blowing pretty smoke curls, french inhale.
-last one in the pack

Basically I have been bouncing around for the last 7 years, between here and my home town bloomington, Not so much globe hopping as it was swapping cars, gear, jobs, schools, a fiance, finances, etc etc
-tax season isnt the best time to get a budget set

I half expect most people to hate me for my mistakes, the delays
-hell is what you make of it, i certainly spent some time insane

Excpectations whether great or mediocer, I still have a full plate and thats something to look forward to.

I dont know, dont do what I did is what I would say to any other kid. Me, I have learned and must continue to do so.

I'm behind on a lot of things statiscally, and if you get to know me, my image will definately take some definition.

all I can say is I love words, I love music, I love light.

I'll be honest with you.

If I lie, I dont expect you to let me reconcile.

Its been awhile since I have had a job, about a year since I dropped out of school.

I can see both sides to it, the good and the bad, not fixating on the extremes. Those come and go, just have to be patient, create my own opportunites, nothing comes to you but the passing of light, time, matter.

So, I am up because I am, I will sleep if I can, and then will take to applying for another job.

If you told me I was a slob, I could see that, If you told me I was neat, I could see that, if you liked my art , farted and shat all over it, I could see that. be that as it may, I probably wont ever forget you.

because I write, and I like something about you.

Has anyone seen the epidsode of mr show, where they do this true hollywood story about some child actor who gets famous for making facial expressions of disbelied for the things he says

"its pumkininny!" well he grows up, spends all of his cash, and then sues the federal treasury or something, and gets them to put a warning on it saying something to the effect of "if you spend this money, you will not get it back"

All I can say is if I am not compassinate towards others, if I waste your time, If I waste my time, I'm not a happy camper

I think its a good idea for me stay on here for awhile longer, I like it, trying to cut back on the excess noodling about.

But its happening, its about what you do, feelings change,

"memories fade, your remembered for what you made"
mc paul barmen

nuggets are everywhere

gold and nose goblin varities included

"stop waiting, for things to come to you, thats for chumps, I'll tell you what you aught to do, take a look at yourself take a look at yourself take one good look take a look at yourself"
guru


this is a less then entertaining monologue


I guess what I am saying is,
or I am now convinced, hooray


What am i doing, if I am at a loss for words, man, I'm fucking lost


been out in the woods for a long time my friends

my imagination is sparked by tragity
my integrity is not housed in a machine
my common knowledge can protect me
all I see is possibility


love love, the quite rambler
the mumbling gambler
the addict of metropolis
--combat rock is on-
(t.f.b.)