Lately I have come to terms with that, there is no 5 year life plan, or 10 year life plan. You CANNOT plan your life ahead of time... why? because of variables, circumstances, problems... LIFE.
LIFE happens, you can't know for sure that within a certain amount of years that everything is going to go according to YOUR plan. It's impossible, and no way for it to go perfectly. So much can happen between that time, or even a second can change your entire course. The only thing you can do is... PREPARE.
Prepare for the best, and prepare for the worst. You are given tools by people, and things that surround you on a day to day basis, so that you can use it accordingly to help benefit you later on in life. Of course we try to acclimate, and defer from these things, but it is inevitable.
Like me, I thought for sure I had found a way for me to be back in school again. I even posted not even a week ago saying I had been accepted back into school. But of course, what happened? LIFE. she simply said without this one document, you CANNOT go back. I knew this, yet I figured I could make it work. Sadly, I can/did not. So what am I to do? I am sad, hurt, confused, and somewhat defeated. BUT, I WILL NOT let this determine who I am to be in life.
My fiance told me, "God just feels it's not time for you to be back in school yet. Yes, baby, it's been 4 years. but don't worry, God will tell you WHEN."
I have faith, he has faith, my family has faith. I will get the education I desire and succeed in what I want in life. It will come. I know it.
Now, I have been drinking, so I don't know if any of this made since, but I hope it got a point across to anyone. Don't plan a map for life.
Just Drive.