I need to find a new job. I feel so repressed and wasted there. I know I can do so much more. I want to be pushed, I want to learn. I need to look into going back to college in september to do animal nursing, I just don't know if it's a financial possibility as I've used up my student loans to degree level and the funding's all changed anyway.I just need a change, I feel my mind is rotting.
Basically there's loads bugging me. Spoilered for the sanity of readers:
My job sucks
I am on minumum wage and earn 20 less than my current bills
The post office didn't deliver my mail on time, even though I paid a shit load for it, meaning my working tax credits form didn't get to them within the certain period of time, potentially losing me all help.
My dog is getting iller
Zavvi claim they didn't recieve my return
Pay rise refused
Rent direct debit didn't go out and I have no idea why
Doctors tests tomorrow for horrible stuff
This cold just won't go away
My phone's broken
Anyways, in other stuff. Frickin loving the new Doctor Who series. Went to see Thor and that was pretty awesome too. Watched Rubber, which was disappointing and onto Series 5 of 30 Rock, which is constantly epic! I've shot for a new tattoo book called London Tattoos that won't be out for ages but I am super excited about and the last one I shot for, Ink and Blood is out now (and is cheesy as fuck with hideous fake tattoos included but I got paid so whatever!)
As I am in a totally strange frame of mind and not feeling I'd make any sense with any more I might type, here is something that always makes me feel better. The louder the better!
Sorry about that, I promise a better blog next time