Life's been a little hectic lately and I haven't written in this for a while lets see where do I begin. Grandpa passedaway and iI never got to say goodbye one of the greatest men I ever knew. About to be changing duty stations, best friends getting married and I am absolutely lost when it comes to what I'm doing with my emotional and love life. 
sugary:
i'm sorry about your grandfather :(
onyx:
cheer up :)