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One day, we were hanging out after running practice, and Dawn asked me if I wanted to 'Go Steady' with her. I was pretty much blown away: I'd never been out on a date, or held hands or really even overtly flirted with a girl. Now, apparently, I had a girlfriend!

I asked if she wanted to go out for dinner or see a movie or something. She said sure, she'd pick me up at my house. (Dawn had a car, I didn't)

When she picked me up from my parents' house, I asked her what movie she wanted to go see. She was like, 'Fuck That. We need to find somewhere to park!'

Park?? Does she mean

Yes, yes she did. It took us a lot of sexual-tension filled driving around on back roads, but we finally found an old logging road that was out of the way and that her old Toyota would navigate up. She killed the engine, unbuckled her seatbelt, and I got my first ever kiss.

She introduced me to the wonderful world of making out. She encouraged my hands to roam, and she wasn't shy about exploring my body. I thought I was in heaven. She tasted wonderful.

And then she broke off the kiss and unbuttoned her jeans and pulled down her pants and her panties and I saw female pubic hair in real life for the first time. **This is so NOT happening to me!** Oh yes, it was. She took my hand, and placed it where she needed attention, where it was hot and slippery. I was a quick learned, and under her tutelage I gave her the first of what was to be many, many sticky rocking orgasms in that car.

It was a blinding flash of realization for me: Girls Like Sex Too. I don't know why, but that concept had never seemed real to me before; somewhere I had picked up a rather Catholic idea that boys were lustful creatures and that girls grant sex as a boon, or have it bullied out of them. Dawn squirming on the ends of my fingers, kissing me and pulling my hands to her breasts went a long way to dispelling that myth.

When she was done, Dawn had me pull down my pants. I was almost embarrassed of my big, floppy erection. She got down on the floor in front of the passenger seat (she was a small girl), and very enthusiastically started sucking my dick. You have no idea how inconceivable this was in my little world. And it felt amazing! She did that for a long time, and I reveled in it. After a while she stopped for a moment and looked up at me: 'You're holding back on me' she said accusingly. It was kind of true and kind of not. She wanted me to come in her mouth, but the sensations were so new and intense that it was really hard for me to get off. She persisted, and eventually was rewarded.

We had a lot of fun together, and she taught me a lot. Her sexuality and her confidence still amaze me. I broke up with her in the end: I felt overwhelmed by the relationship and I panicked. I'm sorry I hurt her, but I guess that's the way high school relationships go. I wonder where she is now, and how she is doing. I wonder what kind of a life she has made for herself.

Thank you Dawn!