Isn't it amazing how much your job situation affects your life, in terms of general happiness? I suppose I should be thankful that I have a decent job - one that pays a living wage and comes with some (minimal) benefits. Things could certainly be a lot worse (hey, I have done time as a dishwasher!) But my job is making me miserable and is... Read More
God I hate going to the dentist. It's amazing: I can walk an I-beam, I can rappel from a 1000' cliff, and I generally have a pretty high tolerance for pain; but being helpless in the chair with my mouth open and the sound of the drill going just Freaks My Shit Out.
In other news, I was two days late on a $9 credit... Read More
I used to loooove to go repelling- that is until I dislocated my knee-twice!!!??!?!@#%$^# Yeah, and I had to say buh-bye to the snow boarding, too.....I am making my way, slowly, to normalcy, but you just NEVER know with those kinds of things, y'know? Anyway, thanks for the compliments! you made me internet blush! hehe
I Love eating her out, especially right after a shower, and I love the way she wiggles and moans when I lick her ass and play with her clit... so amazingly sexy! *it makes me hard all over again just thinking about it*I fucked her pussy until she came on me, and... Read More
I am drinking a cold beer, and then I am going to bed. I have to get up STUPID early in the morning, and go play with the ironworkers. I got a lot of good feedback on a story I've been working on; I'm excited about it.
Which is good, because I am feeling Bleah. Blah. Blech. Lazy and flabby and antisocial. And most definitely... Read More
Coffee, yummy coffee... I love my coffee, especially the first cup in the morning.
Hoping to actually get some writing done today... we'll see. I seem to be easily distractable these days. Not that a little distraction is necessarily a bad thing... I also have a bunch of CRAP to get done. Oh life. Why wasn't I born into the leisure class?
Ah, cold pizza... is there anything yummier for breakfast than cold pizza? I don't think so!
Today looks to be a cleaning day. I had planned on lounging around and watching Lord of The Rings movies till my eyeballs fell out; but I seem to be in a tidying sort of mood. Organizing the music on my C drive, backing up the computer, putting away... Read More
Erotice eh....classier than porn! I have to say i do agree with you. Well written erotica can really get the juices flowing, as it were But badly written...well, thats just cringe worthy!
And as for Doom - the classics are so the best. Simple bloodshed is the best!
I went to the dentist this morning, and it was actually shockingly non-horrible!
The weekend cometh, and with it the cold and wet. Good weekend to get some writing done.
There is really nothing quite like unloading, handling, and racking 14,000 lbs of steel pipe at 3 o'clock on a friday. Makes for a grouchy crew and a grouchy, bitter Lawrence. Sigh. I am now... Read More
Im not counting on it. I think the damage is too deeply imbedded in the system. I think its up to those of us who dont have political careers to worry about to organize for change.
So I got my wish: its warm and sunny and beautiful outside... of course it is supposed to be cloudy and wet and grey and cold all weekend. I think I'll go on a binge: pornography, popcorn, simcity, red wine, more porn, and then maybe I'll watch the entire Lord of the Rings trilogy back-to-back. I wish my Sweety would come home!
I want it to be spring already, for real. I'm sick of the cold and grey. I want a little sunshine in my life, thank you very much. I want to sit in outside cafes and sip beer and watch pretty girls walk by. I want to climb me some rock.
I had this very vivid dream last night: I had thought of the plot to an amazing novel. It was all really clear to me, I just had to sit down and write it. Now, of course, I don't remember a thing.
I got a check for $11.42 from the IRS. God Bless the USA!
My therapist had never heard of 'Film Grips' So how is she supposed to help me change careers? I'm not sure she's ever HAD a real job. This is a problem.
Hooray for Internet Porn!! --Good internet porn, that is, which is both sexy and non-degrading, and is shockingly hard to find.... Read More
Yeah, and I had to say buh-bye to the snow boarding, too.....I am making my way, slowly, to normalcy, but you just NEVER know with those kinds of things, y'know? Anyway, thanks for the compliments! you made me internet blush! hehe 
Where is my boyfriend when I need him 
