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I'm supposed to be getting out more.
Doing more.
Hanging out with people and things of that sort, I assume.

For those of you who do not know me, which is anyone that would read this, I am not a social person.
I am not the type of person who goes out and does things with people, sadly.
Half the problem is that I am not invited to parties or outings and the other half is that I don't care.
I like what I do for work, that's why I picked what I do in fact, and I enjoy, greatly, hanging out and doing things with my girlfriend.
She has her own friends and it's at her request that I'm trying to be more outgoing and social.
She worries about me when she's out having fun because I'm not.
I'm staying in.
Playing games on Newgrounds.
If I have beer in the house, drinking, alone.

Having friends is more effort than this hopeless devotee can muster.