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There are certain points in any person's life that they drudge up memories that should either be long forgotten or subsidized and spread thin among the real estate of the brain so as not to attract attention from one another.

Today, for me, is one of those days.

I think it's because I've been working too much. I think that by doing so I've over-exhausted my brain to such an extent that I'm no longer able to surpress what I have for such a long time. To clarify, I'm taking about what a fucking dick I was to three young women who, undeservedly, suffered at least minute emotional stress at our rather inhospitable parting-of-ways. To those three young women, I'm sorry. Truly, I'm deeply sorry. As an introspective thought, I do believe that the reason for the emotional stress and / or trauma I may or may not have caused stems from the fact that I never had a mother growing up and am, or was rather, forced to constantly supplement my life with a loving and nurturing female. Maybe I still am and perhaps it will always be that way.

Anyways, due to a massive deflation of my ego and many other factors I wish to extend my sincerest apologies.

If anyone is wondering what happened: To the first I was an insincere asshole who just stopped feeling, to the second I was a needy bastard, and to the third I was too close for her then relationship's good.