lame lame lame i am sorry guys and lovely gals everytime i write in my journal i have bad, sad or not very happy things to say, i just want you to know thatlife for me is good and it taskes a moment or a day of bad things to make me write about it so that i feel better i bet thats why my comments have gone down , i am sorry i will write about happy stuff next time mean while commiserate with me
my boy wanted to visit his mom for spring break i didnt want to go but his car isnt road worthy just yet and mine was. i still didnt want to go but his mom promised to take me horse back riding my favorite thing in all of this world so i decide to go. on the way down my tranny starts fucking up and i blew out a day old headlight and got pulled over because of it. my back hurt because i drank too much the night before and slept all messed up we arrived at his moms house who is a materialistic well off judgemental woman who is married to michigans state prosecuter. their house is all white and spotless and perfect i am none of those things for those of you who know me you know i am no label shopper and no shopper at all for that matter i like thrift stores and i wear what ever and i dont dress up ever so um i know shes like why did you bring down your riff raff girlfriend. that makes me wanna cry and hide in a hole so they dont have to see how scrubby i am. then op to bad the horse riding stable is closed i guess no horse back riding for me it felt like a huge blow to my face and i wanted to cry then but i am crying now because my back hurts something horrible after the 7 and a half hour drive to get here and sleeping on yet another weird bed i cant even move i want to die
i miss my home so bad!!! i want my mom to come get me she only lives an hour away i hate being here i dont even like ian when he is trying to impress his mom i hurt like hell and want to disapear
so yeah if any of you have any good thoughts i would love to hear them i need a good cheering up. although finding out that my wireless works here and i can be on sg does make me feel so much better love you guys ill be home hopefully i pray i pray i pray tomarrow night but ian wants to stay till mon
my boy wanted to visit his mom for spring break i didnt want to go but his car isnt road worthy just yet and mine was. i still didnt want to go but his mom promised to take me horse back riding my favorite thing in all of this world so i decide to go. on the way down my tranny starts fucking up and i blew out a day old headlight and got pulled over because of it. my back hurt because i drank too much the night before and slept all messed up we arrived at his moms house who is a materialistic well off judgemental woman who is married to michigans state prosecuter. their house is all white and spotless and perfect i am none of those things for those of you who know me you know i am no label shopper and no shopper at all for that matter i like thrift stores and i wear what ever and i dont dress up ever so um i know shes like why did you bring down your riff raff girlfriend. that makes me wanna cry and hide in a hole so they dont have to see how scrubby i am. then op to bad the horse riding stable is closed i guess no horse back riding for me it felt like a huge blow to my face and i wanted to cry then but i am crying now because my back hurts something horrible after the 7 and a half hour drive to get here and sleeping on yet another weird bed i cant even move i want to die
i miss my home so bad!!! i want my mom to come get me she only lives an hour away i hate being here i dont even like ian when he is trying to impress his mom i hurt like hell and want to disapear
so yeah if any of you have any good thoughts i would love to hear them i need a good cheering up. although finding out that my wireless works here and i can be on sg does make me feel so much better love you guys ill be home hopefully i pray i pray i pray tomarrow night but ian wants to stay till mon VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
aikaterine:
Thanks for the birthday wishes! 
We should go get drunk with Ryan and Amy before they move now 
We should go get drunk with Ryan and Amy before they move now 
vonbaxter:
Hope you have Happy Easter!!