spyder_doll

my first exams are here as of monday i have a long day tomarrow!! i have to study for anatomy and physiology and the corresponding lab as well as social problems and medical terminology....not only that i have a three page paper on the hobit due monday ..i love the hobbit!!!!! do any of you have anything you would like to say about the hobbit??? if so i would appreciate any current thoughts to help me on paper topics.... anyhow i think i lost my boy!! he is till gone hmmm oh well..been thinking in this time alone....i have thought about our future house purchase and i am sad to say but a huge part of me shys away from commiting to this..... for two major reasons, one being that a house is a huge financial burden and buying a house in town is not my dream i wish more than anything to take the cheaper version of this and buy some land and build my rustic energy effecient dream home i could concievably build my own house for $3,200 dollars, not including the price of land but i have leads on good property for $1000 per acre ..i want three acres so $6,200 plus a little more for taxes ...reason two for wanting to stay in the ghetto instead of moving in with my man in his new house is that what if it doesnt work out?? i am notorius for not liking others space as i like my own, if i am not happy there i will have no place else to go scary so i am a little torn...any advice sg? i could use some so that my mind is clear by spring