I feel like a bottle of cola thats been shook. Just waiting to see if I explode leaving spots on the walls, bubbling over the brim of the cap and leaving sticky little messes and traces to be found weeks from now on the floor and ceiling or if I will just be left to sit and settle. Only to be opened later and found...
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Ive been thinking....
I shouldnt have let him leave with that lower lip. Its just wrong to have it wander off, unaccounted for (at least by me) and pouting and pursing whenever it sees fit.
No. No I shouldnt have let him take it along.
Instead I think perhaps I should have kept it, strung it on a cord and worn it around my neck....
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I shouldnt have let him leave with that lower lip. Its just wrong to have it wander off, unaccounted for (at least by me) and pouting and pursing whenever it sees fit.
No. No I shouldnt have let him take it along.
Instead I think perhaps I should have kept it, strung it on a cord and worn it around my neck....
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ymonster:
Happy Birthday, lady. 
bushwickpimp:
never let him leave period
Sense memory is an awful thing. It infects. Taints and transmutates thoughts and textures. Reminds me of every neck Ive brushed my tongue against.
I nuzzled deep into the crevice of a warm boys collar. Rooted around and found that bells and whistles sometimes sound. Remembered that skin can not simply be played with. Flesh is not fantasy but tangible and dangerous in its narcotic...
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I nuzzled deep into the crevice of a warm boys collar. Rooted around and found that bells and whistles sometimes sound. Remembered that skin can not simply be played with. Flesh is not fantasy but tangible and dangerous in its narcotic...
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fractal:
you're fucking brilliant, you know that?
nak:
i hope she walks the plank, cus im gonna have to...
My heart has been beating funny for days, and although not shook, I can feel the quake approaching....
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fractal:
she has always loved crappy pop music.
it is her guilty pleasure.
it is her guilty pleasure.
fractal:
the world isn't ready for my hot dance moves, and you know it.
I have surrendered myself to excess. Every morning waking a little more cramped. Wondering when it became all about buttons, so delicate in their positioning that fit with the wrong loop could detroy a perfectly good moment. Suddenly you are just looking at a ridiculous shirt.
And who wants that?
And who wants that?
hyde:
I like ridiculous shirts . . .
sorry about before lady, I rudely went to poo without telling you.
sorry about before lady, I rudely went to poo without telling you.
This girl is a confused ball of agro and pent up sexual energy...when you combine these what happens is high potential for sexual assault
Thats right kiddies, if you see me walking down the block looking all shifty try to find a grown up to protect you
Thats right kiddies, if you see me walking down the block looking all shifty try to find a grown up to protect you
Strike last journal from memory.....
Lips perma-crimson and a stream of dirty thoughts....
Hehehe...mmm radish
Lips perma-crimson and a stream of dirty thoughts....
Hehehe...mmm radish
fractal:
hahhaaaaa
potato penis.
potato penis.
Its been over three months...yes that long...
I think at the six month mark a new barrier officially grows between me and the world..
You think that will make me more attractive to prospective employers?
I think at the six month mark a new barrier officially grows between me and the world..
You think that will make me more attractive to prospective employers?
hyde:
As soon as I score some rope and some pot you're coming over!!!
It's not up for debate, muahahaha!!!!
It's not up for debate, muahahaha!!!!
Unemployment totally sucks. Im all caught up on sleep, email and all the minutia of daily life ( mostly) and Im so tired of sending out resumes! Anyone know peeps in the NYC area that are cool and loooking for help? Production, artists/designers/stylists who need assisting? Copy editing? Anything?? Help a homegirl out times is tough...
hyde:
Hey girl, you always seem to IM me when I'm not home. I'm down for video games this week. Welcome to club unemployed. Seems all my friend's are unemployed now.
WARRRRRRRRRRRRIORS COME OUT TO PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
It's on
WARRRRRRRRRRRRIORS COME OUT TO PLAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY YYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
It's on
fractal:
hiiiiiiii
I'm not entirely comfortable we're on opposite sides of the country again.
I'm not entirely comfortable we're on opposite sides of the country again.
My sleep schedule has been destroyed again. Ive been waking at a quarter to six and passing out at a quarter to ten and no one know s when its ok to call me anymore. Ive been away from my computer for a few days but am feeling better now that Ive been staring into this screen for a few hours.
Kundera had a few...
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vielus:
only for a pussy. 
vielus:
it's just... well some seem to have a bigger problem than others in that regard. And if its a hot girl, well i don't know how cold it would have to be, but rather damn cold! Then again I like cold weather and stuff. You know snow, blizzards and whiteouts and stuff. And sex in the snow is fun. well as long as you are not on the bottom. other positions are better. you get the idea.
Im going to Salem and youre not!
Ok gotta go catch a bus and hope it gets there in decent time, I hate when it takes the full 6 hours....
Ok gotta go catch a bus and hope it gets there in decent time, I hate when it takes the full 6 hours....
fractal:
oh sweet california, how I missed thee...
and yet still...not so much on the home feeling. I'll take over again soon.
and yet still...not so much on the home feeling. I'll take over again soon.
I bought it the day of his 25th birthday...a gift in honor of him to myself. Flat and cool it laid against my chest for near three years and kept me company across the oceans. I thought that in my hurry I had forgotten to tie it to my neck and that the nakedness I felt was a temporary sensation.
This time last year my...
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ericdravyn:
The memories are all we truly own... that is what we should, but seldom cherish above all things...
vielus:
HAHAHAHAAAa!!! thats funny! I like being a dirty old man! But i have to say that she only lives in CA for half the year, she works as a park ranger and dose search and rescue, then she spends the rest of the time in alaska or traveling around the world. So call me crazy, but i am flying out to ca on wednesday to spend a week with her to see if it's worth going after.
Well at least i'm not 45 and she 15.
Well at least i'm not 45 and she 15.
Don't be too afraid though, the bottle of blue black is waiting to be dumped on my head.