so here's like 3 wweks of blogging journal, so i spoilered it and you can skip it or not, justread the last couple days and look at the pictures
-saturday-08afternoon
-saturday-08afternoon
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- stayed online some more, watched some youtube, flitted around sg, went to pick up my sis from ballet and her practice was going slow so she was gonna stay longer and wouldn't have any time between practice and the days lesson so she could just stay there until later, went home, watched half of bones and looked around myspace and sg, dropped my brother at church and picked up my sis at ballet, watched the rest of bones, ate some hot dogs, watched grey's anatomy, watched some christian comedian michael jr on godtube that my sister wanted to show me, hung out with my sisters and their friend rachel, made peanut butter cookies, went to dinner at carrows with the bro and sis' and mom and the stepdude (had a santa barbara burger- 1/4lbs beef, avocado, lettuce, tomato, 1000 island, and fries), watched more michael jr and some christian propoganda skit things on godtube, then finished making my cookies and hanging out, told a bunch of jokes, mostly blonde jokes but made them racial instead of about blondes, after every joke i'd clap my hands and say "praise jesus, praise jesus" then wave them in the air a little and it was cracking my brother up, came home, talked to karen for an hour or so, updated my journal, listened to some music (Monster Ballads, Monsters of Rock [Razor & Tie])...
... so my sisters and i always joke around and call each other sluts and whores and my sis kara was saying how she was making her friend think she was gonna sleep with him but didn't and then a little later was saying how she thinks i'm a slut cause i hang out with karen cause she thinks karens a slut for dating different guys and me and my sis brit started sing "there's worse things i could do" from grease at the same time, it was kinda ironic...
... just listened to music until i went to bed, bed at 0100
-sunday-09
- up at 7, listened to some music for a bit (Monsters of Rock [Razor & Tie]), showered, talked to karen, listened to music more (monsters of rock, MTV: TRL Christmas), then went to meet up with her, got some taco bell, finished strangeland, talked, listened to korn and def leppard, went out to my car to go somewhere and karen started goofing around like a little kid and was pissing me off so when she finally closed her door and buckled up i just dropped her at her car and came home, took a nap, listened to some music (MTV: TRL Christmas, No Alternative), watched slience of the lambs And sewed something else onto my sweatshirt project
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then went to moms, nobody home, watched oceans 11 and cleaned the kitchen a little, washed my stuff from making cookies yesterday, warmed up some clam chowder, mom and stepdude came back with pizza so i let my om have the chowder and i reheated some pizza and watched oceans 12, went to church with my mom and stepdude to see my bro and sis' dance thing, mom said they were just going to stay for the dance and then leave then they stayed for the whole service so i was stuck there for another hour, back to moms, ate some more pizza and finished watching oceans 12, came home, called karen, talked, pissed her off or somethin , i was sayin how it doesn't so much matter what people say or why they do things it just matters what they do and that they did it and now she doesn't want to talk to me, listened to music ( No Alternative), bed at 11
-monday-10-veterans day
- up at 0915, on the comp listening to music (No Aternative, On the Charts: I.R.S. Records 1979-1994,One Hit Wonders [BMG Special Products] Disc 2, One Hit Wonders [BMG Special Products], Only Rock 'N Roll 1965-1969: 20 Pop Hits) and playing solitaire...
... the departed live on in the memory of the living...
... took a shower around noon, dressed, called and left karen a message, then she called right back and we talked for an hour (last night she was all pissed and stoned so she wasn't really mad at me just mad in general, she'd gone to a party with a friend of hers in the afternoon and when she needed to go home he decided he wasn't going to do what he said and refused to give her a ride home so she had to beg a ride off one of his friends), went to moms, reheaeted some pizza and watched oceans 12, checked my myspace messages (forgot to check my email), painted my left index finger with clear polish and my pinkie with black,
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went with my sis to pic up her friend, hung out, cooked some mac and cheese (their friend rachel had NEVER eaten mac and cheese before, they only eat organic fresh made food at her house), went for a walk and took pics of my sis' and rachel, listened to mp3's and took a nap while they went to krav maga, slept like an hour or so, hung out some more, ate some cheese enchiladsas and a mcd's cherry pie, came home, took out the trash, listened to some music and played solitaire, talked to karen awhile, listened to more music (Only Rock 'N Roll 1965-1969: 20 Pop Hits, Only Rock 'N Roll 1985-1989: #1 Radio Hits [1998]) and played solitaire, bed at 0230
-tuesday-11
- up at 9, called karen, listened to music (Only Rock 'N Roll 1985-1989: #1 Radio Hits [1998]), talked to karen again, listened to more music (Punk Goes 80's, Punk Rock Is Your Friend) and played more solitaire, left karen a funny message to listen to after class, showered, off around 1, went to moms, cleaned up the kitchen some, ate some reheated chicken alfredo, went online, made some more pb cookies and watched lotr:rotk, went online a bit more, ate some cookies and milk, argued a little religion and evolution with my sis and bro, came home, talked to karen, listened to music (Punk Rock Is Your Friend, Punk You!, Vol. 1: Music for the Discerning Slacker Punk, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 3) and played solitaire, bed at 0200
-wednesday-12
- up at 8, called karen, slept a little more, left karena a funny message around 9, slept again, out of bed at 1015, listened to music (Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 3, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 4, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 5) and played solitaire, showered and left around noon, went to moms, cleaned the kitchen some, watched la bamba and cooked some tuna helper fetticini alfredo, went online, ate some cookies and hung out with my sis' and bro, went online again, watched half of this weeks episode of heroes, ate some chicken sandwiches, came home, talked to karen, she was saying how some people aren't prepared for college and she kinda wasn't when she started and then we got onto discussing ged vs diploma and she said if you get a ged you can't go beyond 4 years of college like a bachelors cause nowhere else will accept you after that since you only have a ged and the amount of and how you did in college wouldn't matter (and i also pissed her off again at the end teasing her about having kids one day, she's does NOT want kids, and she said she doesn't want to talk to me anymore and not to call her...oh well
, i'll call her in a couple days), listened to music (Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 5,)...
... so i'm sitting here and my grandma says that the community sent out a letter saying there's going to be an earthquake tomorrow and so we have to be ready for it and i told her i've never heard of an earthquake being predicted and she yelled at me that the meteoroligists know what they're talking about... ok
...
... bed at 0145
-thursday-13
- up at 0915, listeend to music (Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 5, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 6: 2001, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 8 Disc 1) and played solitaire, showered and left around noon, went to moms, went online, ate some fish filets, went online some more, watched la bamba and helped my mom make potato salad, agreed to relandscape the wreck of the backyard there, started la bamba over again for my sis and rachel, got smacked before i even thought to say "that's what she said" about something funny, went with my sis' to pick up my bro from band practice, hung out at in'n'out for a bit (as we were saying goodbye to our friend annie my sis tells her and her bf "be safe wear a condom" and i tell them "remember, it's not premarital if you aren't getting married" and annie laughed so hard she had to spit out the mouthful of soda she had... it's all even funnier cause they're all homeschooled chirstian kids so when they get a little risque in their talk i always blow them away with something... out of 5 teens none of them had ever heard 'say nope to dope'... wasn't that part of D.A.R.E.?), back to moms, watched some youtube, finished la bamba... the end still get sme all teary-eyed... sleepwalk makes me all teary-eyed too
... came home, listened to music (la bamba, sleepwalk, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 8 Disc 1) and played solitaire, bed at 0100
-friday-14
- up at 8, searched the garage and found the landscaping book i have (still didn't find the demon book i was looking for a couple weeks ago,hmmm ), listened to some music (Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 8 Disc 2, Punk-O-Rama) and played solitaire, showered, off at 10, cashed my check, gassed my car (gas is only like $2.25 now! Wow!... i won't really be excited or grateful until it's under $2 again), bought minutes for my phone, and a cigar, then some windshield wiper fluid, then got some money orders at the post office and paid my credit card and insurance and mailed those off, then texted tara to meet up for lunch, waited at the mall but she texted later and said her aunt flo had come so she couldn't make it, maybe next week, ate a cinnamon roll, drove to san diego, karen called and we talked for a bit, chris and aubrey weren't in so i let myself in and started drinking while i talked to karen more, they got home and we hung out, drank some rusty sam adams (regular and summer ale) and a bunch of fat tire amber ale (REALLY GOOD STUFF!!! 
if you can get it Get It cause it is good) and hung out there all night, ate some pizza, talked about h2hc, played bunco all drunk then the kids went to bed and we watched dark knight, then aubrey went to bed, and chris did too but couldn't fall asleep so we walked to a bar and drank some more, rum and cokes for him and more fat tire ale for me, and listened to people sing kareoke...
... i'm out of drinking shape nowadays, i drink like once a month only, not even a beer or 2 every day or even every couple days, but drinking last night was fun... i did start resting up and drinking a bunch of water to rehydrate myself then we walked to the bar and i had a glass of water and a coke before i got more beer, but it was a fun night...
... walked back to chris' and went to sleep at like 0230
-saturday-15
- woke up around 0730, kinda in and out all night, drinking water and used the rest room once or twice, then their son wakes up and plays and mumbles starting about 0600, but i got up off the couch and was awake fully at 0730, ate some eggs and toast and hung out, listened to some hank 3 while we cleaned up the kitchen, left around 9 and drove home, relaxed a little and listened to some music (Punk-O-Rama, Punks Undercover), showered and got ready, there's fries between us and orange county and my grandma was worried we couldn't go to longbeach but i said we'd just have to drive farther north and we can go around easy we left a little early at 1130, grandma decided to take the 91 right by the fire, ended up stuck on the freeway for 2 hours when the fire jumped to the other side and the way was totally fucked, but they turned us all around (drove us the wrong way up an on ramp and then turned us again on the other side to go on the opposite way, stopped to pee, then drove another 3 hours (only went 60 miles) and finally got to the oc, ate dinner at the fish market (i had a owl of new england clam chowder, and fried clams with mashed taters and broccolli) then spent 2 hours shopping at the whole foods market where they had some cool shit (all i got was a vida sparkling water for the drive back), my sis and aunt and grandma got $500 dollars worth of food there, then we drove the 5 to the 74 to the 15 to back home, about the same distance we would have gone if we took the same route back as we took to get there but i went the speed limit the whole way instead of having to go like 20 again for 3/4 of the way, home at midnight, talked to karen for an hour, started falling asleep so i said goodnight, bed at 0110
-sunday-16
- up at 7, listened to music for a bit (Punks Undercover, Rock O' the Irish), showered, off to pick up karen and her friend mary, picked them up, got some mickey d's, watched half of strangeland again since mary had never seen it, listened to some music (korn and def leppard) and talked in my room, had to leave for a bit (my grandma saw mary looking downstairs from upstairs and got paranoid or something like she was gonna steal while she was at church so said we had to leave while she was gone) so we drove around for 2 hours, hung out and talked somemore and listened to more music (korn again, clerks 2 soundtrack, clerks soundtrack (just berserker actually), craft soundtrack, craft soundtrack again like 3 times), left and dropped them off, went to my moms and went online for awhile (left aquick sg blog, myspaced it, checked email and chatted with roxi), saw Quantum of Solace (Awesome), visited nicoles grave, smoked a cigar and drove around an hour listening to loveline, got a hot dog and soda, listened to the rest of loveline finished my cigar while driving around another hour, got home, talked to karen some, listened to music (Rock O' the Irish) and played solitaire, bed at 0230
-monday-17
- up at 8, my sis called and asked me tobabysit my nephew for her cause he has a fever and can't go to daycare until it's over so i'm gonna go to LB for a couple days, listened to some music (Rock O the Irish) showered, made a cd,sis picked me up at 9...
... got breakfast at mcd's, drove to LB, dropped my niece at daycare, then my sis at my nieces school to help with the bookfair, back to her apt with my nephew for an hour and watched some of the paralympics ( sm6 swimming and wheelchair rugby), then picked up my sis, back to her apt and watched some more wheelchair rugby, dropped her at work, cooked some tomato soup and mac and cheese for my nephew and i and we watched bill & ted's excellent adventure, watched cops and tyra (topic: sex industry workers), picked up my niece from school and my other niece from daycare, back to the apartment, watched hp4, bro in law got home and we got taco bell for dinner, then i watched hp3, talked to karen a bit, listened to loveline and drove to pick up my sis from work, watched beavis and butthead do america, helped my sis make invitations for my nieces b-day party next weekend (it's gonna be a mad tea party), got a slim jim monster (same length but twice the width as a regular slim jim... so not really as slim anymore) at the gas station, bed at 230ish while watching kill bill 2
-tuesday-18
- up at 8ish or so, finished kill bill, dropped niece s party invites at school, dropped other niece at daycare, drove to pasadena to get my sis' friends resume but she hadn't done it so we just drove to usc and dropped my sis off, nephew and i went back and watched lord of the rings and ate pb&j and then watched cops and tyra, picked up the nieces (the younger one's nap was interupted and she had a nightmare while half asleep on the drive back, snacked on some pretzels and watched peter pan, bro in law made ham and eggs and pancake puffs for dinner, watched zathura, picked up my sis from work, talked to karen for awhile, bed at 0100
-wednesday-19
- up at 7, my sis drove me home, we got breakfast at mcd's and donuts (i got a tigers tale and a bear claw... what can i say? i like meat
), then hung out at moms for a couple hours (can't use one of the compuetrs there cause my says there's a virus on it from someone opening an email about getting a hallmark ecard but she doesn't know who opened it... how does she know then what was opened?), she dropped me at home, updated my blogging journal, listened to music (Rock O the Irish, Rock of the 80's, Vol. 11) and played solitaire, showered,...
... went to moms and nobody there, texted, went to the mall where my bro and sis were (with grandma though ) but grandma was buying boots so they were just sitting there so talked awhile then i left and got minutes for my phone and some cigars and a v-cutter for red (which broke later
he pulled the slide back on it and it split the case open), gasssed my car, went and hung out with red, drank a martini, ate some chicken nuggets, watched some funny videos online, went to the mall to see quantum of solace, walked around a bit, ate some pizza, saw the movie (still Awesome), shopped at wallymart, took the dog for a walk and smoked cigars, left and drove around some to finish my cigar...
...home, listened to music (Rock of the 80's, Vol. 11, Rockin' Banjos of Bluegrass, The Rocky Story) and played some solitaire, bed at 0400
-thursday-20
- up at 7 when karen called, talked for an hour or so, went back to sleep until 11ish, up when my sister texted about going to see Twilight tonight (yes, i'm going), listened to music (Saturday Morning: Cartoons' Greatest Hits, Schoolhouse Rock! Rocks) and played solitaire, my grandma asked about driving my sisters and her and i said yes then asked if she's going to see the movie too and she was talking about my nieces b-day party on sunday which i thought was saturday so no i'm not driving them cause i already have plans and it's an all girls party anyway but now she's giving me a lecture about not seeing twilight cause it's about a pseudo-character that isn't real and the devil can be anyone he wants and tries to fool us with unreal things and blah blah blah i wasn't listening after that so didn't quite hear the other half, showered, went to moms, nobody hom,e but the dogs had left a big shit on the living room carpet and it nobody must have seen it (but i wouldn't put it past them just ignoring it), ate some leftover lasagna and watched casino royale, talked to karen for an hour or so, kids came home and argued about who was gonna clean the dog mess, went online a bit (updated sg, checked myspace), grandma came over and lectured the kids about not seeing twilight (she said cause it's not real and vampires aren't real and drinking blood is bad), ate some clam chowder and watched casino royale again, went to the mall and exchanged the broken v-cutter (got to keep the broken one too) and hung out with my sisters and bro and their friends a bit, bought a cigar, brought red his v-cutter and hung out for an hour or so with him and his fam, watched some tv, came home, ate some bacon, listened to music (Schoolhouse Rock! Rocks), left for lb@2245, got to the theater, talked to karen a bit, met with my sis, got carls jr for dinner (dbl western bacon che+ dr p), watched twilight (was a good movie, i wants to read the book now fo sho), smoked a cigar (alec bradley spirit of cube corojo) and drove home, listened to some music for a bit (Schoolhouse Rock! Rocks, The Second City), bed at 0515
-friday-21
- up at 11, called karen but she's at a dance performance so couldn't talk, turned on the radio and back to sleep, grandma woke me at 1230 cause i need to move my car, moved it, listened to music (The Second City, Short Music for Short People, Shots in the Dark) and played solitaire, showered, out@0230, to san diego, got to chris and aubrey's, had abeer and waited awhile til they got home, hung out and drank some more beer, ate pizza for dinner, drank more beer and listened to music, chirs was drinking wine and vodka and i stuck to beer, then later we walked to the bar (captains quarters, at the ramada in point loma) and on the way he stopped and got a bottle of mad dog 20/20 (we was wasted drunk already and just goofing around, mad dog is wicked nasty but it'll get you fucked up, drank some coronas (3 or 4) at the bar and listened to the kareoke and talked, left at 2, walked back to his house and drank more mad dog ont he walk back, listened to music on youtube and had somemore beers, chris passed out upstairs and i had a couple more beers, bed around 5ish...
-saturday-22
- woke up with wade (their son) nudging me in the head with his foot, got up around 8 and hung out with the 2 kids a bit, then back to sleep in and out while they played and tried to get me to play with them, woke up finally around 10 and got them some water and milk and put on a dora video, chris got up around 11, ate breakfast (eggs and bacon and toast), read playboy (carol alt on the cover and she looks AWESOME inside), the kids messed up the sound on chris computer (he has no idea what they did but they deleted the sound drivers or something), watched animal house and just hung out most of the day, went shopping at target for some stuff (kids got new shoes), chicken stir fry for dinner, watched some tv and chilled, left at 11 and smoked a cigar and talked to karen on the drive home, talked to karen awhile longer when i got home, listened to music (Shots in the Dark, Slam Jams, Vol. 1) and played solitaire, bed at 0215
-sunday-23
- up at 0915 when karen called, was supposed to meet her and mary at 0930 but alarm didn't wake me enough, met at 10ish, got a cigar and little ceasars, back to my house, ate pizza and watched fight club, went to the supplement place and karen got a new energy thingy, back to my house, hung out and listened to music for awhile (craft soundtrack and the cluless soundtrack) and talked and stuff, went out to the car and smoked my cigar and karen smoked a little grape flavored cigarello she bought, to the mall and karen shopped and got some shirts and a scarf, back to my house cause we forgot to pick up her scarf she laft last week, then dropped mary, hung with karen for awhile at her car and talked some more, back home, watched some more fight fight club again, bed at 0930
-monday-24
- woke at 0800 when karen called, talked a bit, back to sleep until 1030, got out of bed, listened to music (Slam Jams, Vol. 1, Stray Cats Ball: No Dogs Allowed) and played solitaire, talked to karen for a couple hours, showered, went to recycle but they were full, checked prices of fertilizer and seed and stuff at home depot, went to moms, ate some reheated steak and veggies and potatoes, watched grease and removed the nail polish from my nails, came home, took out the trash, ate some keliguen, listened to music (Stray Cats Ball: No Dogs Allowed, Strip Jointz Rocks: Rock N' Roll for Sexy Dancers, Swing: Next Generation) and looked through pictures to redo my myspace profile, was gonna do laundry but grandma leaves stuff sitting in there for days and decided to wash when i asked her if i could so i went back to music and solitaire, talked to karen for awhile, more music (Taste of Christmas, This Is Cult Fiction) for a bit, bed at 0100
-tuesday-25
- up at 0730, showered, called karen a lil after 8, she'd overslept so we're gonna meet a lil later, listened to music (This Is Cult Fiction) and played solitaire, talked to karen, left to meet her, met up, came to my house, read some crowley and hung out and listened to music, went to the free clinic but i don't meet the age limit for a walk in so i have to call fro an appointment (still free though) so i have to call and go on a monday, got little ceasars for lunch, dropped karen off, went to moms and my bro and sis and rachel were pulling out so i got in the truck and we went to chick-fil-a and met annie and our sis brit and hung out for a couple hours (during which brit an drachel were sliding on trays down the slide in the kiddie playground and i hid and jumped out when rachel came out and instead of stopping she screamed and flew off the end of the slide breaking the tray she was on
it was funny), walked around the mall awhile with some other of their friends, back to moms, went online a bit, got the number and directions to the animal shelter and my brother is gonna go with me to surrender the 2 dogs tomorrow and i'll call in the morning to confirm, ate some pasta roni and they all left for krav, came home and brought in the trashcans and the mail, reheated the last piece of pizza and some crazy bread and updated the ournal, listened to music (This Is Cult Fiction, The Ultimate Rock & Roll Collection: The 70's, Unconditionally Guaranteed 2000.3) and ate, did some laundry, talked to karen, more music (Utne Indie Culture 2004), bed at 0135
-wednesday-26
- up at 0830, listened to music (Utne Indie Culture 2004, A Very Special Christmas, Vol. 3, VH1 Classic Presents: Metal Mania - Stripped) and played some solitaire, called the animal shelter and they're full and said to call friday morning, went back to listening to music (VH1 Classic Presents: Metal Mania - Stripped, VH1: The Big 80's Christmas, We Are Not Devo) and sorting pictures to redo my myspace page, talked to karen, back to music (We Are Not Devo, Wham Glam Thank You Ma'am, Women of Rock) and myspace page stuff, showered, off at 4, recycling closed, went to moms, it's been raining all day like the dickens, got to moms and ate like 2 halves of leftover pizza ( 1 pepperoni, and 1 sausage) so like a whole pizza, watched 27 dresses, went with my mom to black angus ( ate some appetizers and a garden salad with italian dressing), back to moms and went online a bit, watched dodgeball, came home, talked to karen for a bit and startede falling asleep, bed at 0130
-thursday-27- Thanksgiving
- up at 0730, listened to my mp3 player and layed in bed awhile, out of bed at 0830, on the comp, listened to music (Grease The Not So Original Soundtrack From the Motion Picture, Masters Of Horror Disc 1, Masters Of Horror Disc 2, 25 Polka Greats) and sorted stuff for myspace, talked to karen awhile, went back to music ande myspace stuff, showered, off at 2, went to ralphs and got some garcia y vega miniatures cigarillos, then to moms, they were cooking so i just hung out, went online some, smoked a cigarello and called karen, ate some carls jr, drank some dr pepper, had dinner around 6ish (i had turkey and mashed potatoes and potato salad and stuffing and roasted vegetables (carrots, celery and onions) and hawaiian rolls, watched chirstmas with the kranks, most everyone else went and saw 4 christmases and i stayed, my sis and bro in law and aunt left, smoked another couple cigarillos, hung out awhile longer, went online, went home around midnight, talked to karen for a couple hours, bed at 2
- stayed online some more, watched some youtube, flitted around sg, went to pick up my sis from ballet and her practice was going slow so she was gonna stay longer and wouldn't have any time between practice and the days lesson so she could just stay there until later, went home, watched half of bones and looked around myspace and sg, dropped my brother at church and picked up my sis at ballet, watched the rest of bones, ate some hot dogs, watched grey's anatomy, watched some christian comedian michael jr on godtube that my sister wanted to show me, hung out with my sisters and their friend rachel, made peanut butter cookies, went to dinner at carrows with the bro and sis' and mom and the stepdude (had a santa barbara burger- 1/4lbs beef, avocado, lettuce, tomato, 1000 island, and fries), watched more michael jr and some christian propoganda skit things on godtube, then finished making my cookies and hanging out, told a bunch of jokes, mostly blonde jokes but made them racial instead of about blondes, after every joke i'd clap my hands and say "praise jesus, praise jesus" then wave them in the air a little and it was cracking my brother up, came home, talked to karen for an hour or so, updated my journal, listened to some music (Monster Ballads, Monsters of Rock [Razor & Tie])...
... so my sisters and i always joke around and call each other sluts and whores and my sis kara was saying how she was making her friend think she was gonna sleep with him but didn't and then a little later was saying how she thinks i'm a slut cause i hang out with karen cause she thinks karens a slut for dating different guys and me and my sis brit started sing "there's worse things i could do" from grease at the same time, it was kinda ironic...
... just listened to music until i went to bed, bed at 0100
-sunday-09
- up at 7, listened to some music for a bit (Monsters of Rock [Razor & Tie]), showered, talked to karen, listened to music more (monsters of rock, MTV: TRL Christmas), then went to meet up with her, got some taco bell, finished strangeland, talked, listened to korn and def leppard, went out to my car to go somewhere and karen started goofing around like a little kid and was pissing me off so when she finally closed her door and buckled up i just dropped her at her car and came home, took a nap, listened to some music (MTV: TRL Christmas, No Alternative), watched slience of the lambs And sewed something else onto my sweatshirt project
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then went to moms, nobody home, watched oceans 11 and cleaned the kitchen a little, washed my stuff from making cookies yesterday, warmed up some clam chowder, mom and stepdude came back with pizza so i let my om have the chowder and i reheated some pizza and watched oceans 12, went to church with my mom and stepdude to see my bro and sis' dance thing, mom said they were just going to stay for the dance and then leave then they stayed for the whole service so i was stuck there for another hour, back to moms, ate some more pizza and finished watching oceans 12, came home, called karen, talked, pissed her off or somethin , i was sayin how it doesn't so much matter what people say or why they do things it just matters what they do and that they did it and now she doesn't want to talk to me, listened to music ( No Alternative), bed at 11
-monday-10-veterans day
- up at 0915, on the comp listening to music (No Aternative, On the Charts: I.R.S. Records 1979-1994,One Hit Wonders [BMG Special Products] Disc 2, One Hit Wonders [BMG Special Products], Only Rock 'N Roll 1965-1969: 20 Pop Hits) and playing solitaire...
... the departed live on in the memory of the living...
... took a shower around noon, dressed, called and left karen a message, then she called right back and we talked for an hour (last night she was all pissed and stoned so she wasn't really mad at me just mad in general, she'd gone to a party with a friend of hers in the afternoon and when she needed to go home he decided he wasn't going to do what he said and refused to give her a ride home so she had to beg a ride off one of his friends), went to moms, reheaeted some pizza and watched oceans 12, checked my myspace messages (forgot to check my email), painted my left index finger with clear polish and my pinkie with black,
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went with my sis to pic up her friend, hung out, cooked some mac and cheese (their friend rachel had NEVER eaten mac and cheese before, they only eat organic fresh made food at her house), went for a walk and took pics of my sis' and rachel, listened to mp3's and took a nap while they went to krav maga, slept like an hour or so, hung out some more, ate some cheese enchiladsas and a mcd's cherry pie, came home, took out the trash, listened to some music and played solitaire, talked to karen awhile, listened to more music (Only Rock 'N Roll 1965-1969: 20 Pop Hits, Only Rock 'N Roll 1985-1989: #1 Radio Hits [1998]) and played solitaire, bed at 0230
-tuesday-11
- up at 9, called karen, listened to music (Only Rock 'N Roll 1985-1989: #1 Radio Hits [1998]), talked to karen again, listened to more music (Punk Goes 80's, Punk Rock Is Your Friend) and played more solitaire, left karen a funny message to listen to after class, showered, off around 1, went to moms, cleaned up the kitchen some, ate some reheated chicken alfredo, went online, made some more pb cookies and watched lotr:rotk, went online a bit more, ate some cookies and milk, argued a little religion and evolution with my sis and bro, came home, talked to karen, listened to music (Punk Rock Is Your Friend, Punk You!, Vol. 1: Music for the Discerning Slacker Punk, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 3) and played solitaire, bed at 0200
-wednesday-12
- up at 8, called karen, slept a little more, left karena a funny message around 9, slept again, out of bed at 1015, listened to music (Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 3, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 4, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 5) and played solitaire, showered and left around noon, went to moms, cleaned the kitchen some, watched la bamba and cooked some tuna helper fetticini alfredo, went online, ate some cookies and hung out with my sis' and bro, went online again, watched half of this weeks episode of heroes, ate some chicken sandwiches, came home, talked to karen, she was saying how some people aren't prepared for college and she kinda wasn't when she started and then we got onto discussing ged vs diploma and she said if you get a ged you can't go beyond 4 years of college like a bachelors cause nowhere else will accept you after that since you only have a ged and the amount of and how you did in college wouldn't matter (and i also pissed her off again at the end teasing her about having kids one day, she's does NOT want kids, and she said she doesn't want to talk to me anymore and not to call her...oh well
, i'll call her in a couple days), listened to music (Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 5,)...
... so i'm sitting here and my grandma says that the community sent out a letter saying there's going to be an earthquake tomorrow and so we have to be ready for it and i told her i've never heard of an earthquake being predicted and she yelled at me that the meteoroligists know what they're talking about... ok
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... bed at 0145
-thursday-13
- up at 0915, listeend to music (Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 5, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 6: 2001, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 8 Disc 1) and played solitaire, showered and left around noon, went to moms, went online, ate some fish filets, went online some more, watched la bamba and helped my mom make potato salad, agreed to relandscape the wreck of the backyard there, started la bamba over again for my sis and rachel, got smacked before i even thought to say "that's what she said" about something funny, went with my sis' to pick up my bro from band practice, hung out at in'n'out for a bit (as we were saying goodbye to our friend annie my sis tells her and her bf "be safe wear a condom" and i tell them "remember, it's not premarital if you aren't getting married" and annie laughed so hard she had to spit out the mouthful of soda she had... it's all even funnier cause they're all homeschooled chirstian kids so when they get a little risque in their talk i always blow them away with something... out of 5 teens none of them had ever heard 'say nope to dope'... wasn't that part of D.A.R.E.?), back to moms, watched some youtube, finished la bamba... the end still get sme all teary-eyed... sleepwalk makes me all teary-eyed too
... came home, listened to music (la bamba, sleepwalk, Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 8 Disc 1) and played solitaire, bed at 0100
-friday-14
- up at 8, searched the garage and found the landscaping book i have (still didn't find the demon book i was looking for a couple weeks ago,hmmm
), listened to some music (Punk-O-Rama, Vol. 8 Disc 2, Punk-O-Rama) and played solitaire, showered, off at 10, cashed my check, gassed my car (gas is only like $2.25 now! Wow!... i won't really be excited or grateful until it's under $2 again), bought minutes for my phone, and a cigar, then some windshield wiper fluid, then got some money orders at the post office and paid my credit card and insurance and mailed those off, then texted tara to meet up for lunch, waited at the mall but she texted later and said her aunt flo had come so she couldn't make it, maybe next week, ate a cinnamon roll, drove to san diego, karen called and we talked for a bit, chris and aubrey weren't in so i let myself in and started drinking while i talked to karen more, they got home and we hung out, drank some rusty sam adams (regular and summer ale) and a bunch of fat tire amber ale (REALLY GOOD STUFF!!! if you can get it Get It cause it is good) and hung out there all night, ate some pizza, talked about h2hc, played bunco all drunk then the kids went to bed and we watched dark knight, then aubrey went to bed, and chris did too but couldn't fall asleep so we walked to a bar and drank some more, rum and cokes for him and more fat tire ale for me, and listened to people sing kareoke...
... i'm out of drinking shape nowadays, i drink like once a month only, not even a beer or 2 every day or even every couple days, but drinking last night was fun... i did start resting up and drinking a bunch of water to rehydrate myself then we walked to the bar and i had a glass of water and a coke before i got more beer, but it was a fun night
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... walked back to chris' and went to sleep at like 0230
-saturday-15
- woke up around 0730, kinda in and out all night, drinking water and used the rest room once or twice, then their son wakes up and plays and mumbles starting about 0600, but i got up off the couch and was awake fully at 0730, ate some eggs and toast and hung out, listened to some hank 3 while we cleaned up the kitchen, left around 9 and drove home, relaxed a little and listened to some music (Punk-O-Rama, Punks Undercover), showered and got ready, there's fries between us and orange county and my grandma was worried we couldn't go to longbeach but i said we'd just have to drive farther north and we can go around easy we left a little early at 1130, grandma decided to take the 91 right by the fire, ended up stuck on the freeway for 2 hours when the fire jumped to the other side and the way was totally fucked, but they turned us all around (drove us the wrong way up an on ramp and then turned us again on the other side to go on the opposite way, stopped to pee, then drove another 3 hours (only went 60 miles) and finally got to the oc, ate dinner at the fish market (i had a owl of new england clam chowder, and fried clams with mashed taters and broccolli) then spent 2 hours shopping at the whole foods market where they had some cool shit (all i got was a vida sparkling water for the drive back), my sis and aunt and grandma got $500 dollars worth of food there, then we drove the 5 to the 74 to the 15 to back home, about the same distance we would have gone if we took the same route back as we took to get there but i went the speed limit the whole way instead of having to go like 20 again for 3/4 of the way, home at midnight, talked to karen for an hour, started falling asleep so i said goodnight, bed at 0110
-sunday-16
- up at 7, listened to music for a bit (Punks Undercover, Rock O' the Irish), showered, off to pick up karen and her friend mary, picked them up, got some mickey d's, watched half of strangeland again since mary had never seen it, listened to some music (korn and def leppard) and talked in my room, had to leave for a bit (my grandma saw mary looking downstairs from upstairs and got paranoid or something like she was gonna steal while she was at church so said we had to leave while she was gone) so we drove around for 2 hours, hung out and talked somemore and listened to more music (korn again, clerks 2 soundtrack, clerks soundtrack (just berserker actually), craft soundtrack, craft soundtrack again like 3 times), left and dropped them off, went to my moms and went online for awhile (left aquick sg blog, myspaced it, checked email and chatted with roxi), saw Quantum of Solace (Awesome
), visited nicoles grave, smoked a cigar and drove around an hour listening to loveline, got a hot dog and soda, listened to the rest of loveline finished my cigar while driving around another hour, got home, talked to karen some, listened to music (Rock O' the Irish) and played solitaire, bed at 0230
-monday-17
- up at 8, my sis called and asked me tobabysit my nephew for her cause he has a fever and can't go to daycare until it's over so i'm gonna go to LB for a couple days, listened to some music (Rock O the Irish) showered, made a cd,sis picked me up at 9...
... got breakfast at mcd's, drove to LB, dropped my niece at daycare, then my sis at my nieces school to help with the bookfair, back to her apt with my nephew for an hour and watched some of the paralympics ( sm6 swimming and wheelchair rugby), then picked up my sis, back to her apt and watched some more wheelchair rugby, dropped her at work, cooked some tomato soup and mac and cheese for my nephew and i and we watched bill & ted's excellent adventure, watched cops and tyra (topic: sex industry workers), picked up my niece from school and my other niece from daycare, back to the apartment, watched hp4, bro in law got home and we got taco bell for dinner, then i watched hp3, talked to karen a bit, listened to loveline and drove to pick up my sis from work, watched beavis and butthead do america, helped my sis make invitations for my nieces b-day party next weekend (it's gonna be a mad tea party), got a slim jim monster (same length but twice the width as a regular slim jim... so not really as slim anymore) at the gas station, bed at 230ish while watching kill bill 2
-tuesday-18
- up at 8ish or so, finished kill bill, dropped niece s party invites at school, dropped other niece at daycare, drove to pasadena to get my sis' friends resume but she hadn't done it so we just drove to usc and dropped my sis off, nephew and i went back and watched lord of the rings and ate pb&j and then watched cops and tyra, picked up the nieces (the younger one's nap was interupted and she had a nightmare while half asleep on the drive back, snacked on some pretzels and watched peter pan, bro in law made ham and eggs and pancake puffs for dinner, watched zathura, picked up my sis from work, talked to karen for awhile, bed at 0100
-wednesday-19
- up at 7, my sis drove me home, we got breakfast at mcd's and donuts (i got a tigers tale and a bear claw... what can i say? i like meat
), then hung out at moms for a couple hours (can't use one of the compuetrs there cause my says there's a virus on it from someone opening an email about getting a hallmark ecard but she doesn't know who opened it... how does she know then what was opened?), she dropped me at home, updated my blogging journal, listened to music (Rock O the Irish, Rock of the 80's, Vol. 11) and played solitaire, showered,...
... went to moms and nobody there, texted, went to the mall where my bro and sis were (with grandma though
) but grandma was buying boots so they were just sitting there so talked awhile then i left and got minutes for my phone and some cigars and a v-cutter for red (which broke later he pulled the slide back on it and it split the case open), gasssed my car, went and hung out with red, drank a martini, ate some chicken nuggets, watched some funny videos online, went to the mall to see quantum of solace, walked around a bit, ate some pizza, saw the movie (still Awesome), shopped at wallymart, took the dog for a walk and smoked cigars, left and drove around some to finish my cigar...
...home, listened to music (Rock of the 80's, Vol. 11, Rockin' Banjos of Bluegrass, The Rocky Story) and played some solitaire, bed at 0400
-thursday-20
- up at 7 when karen called, talked for an hour or so, went back to sleep until 11ish, up when my sister texted about going to see Twilight tonight (yes, i'm going), listened to music (Saturday Morning: Cartoons' Greatest Hits, Schoolhouse Rock! Rocks) and played solitaire, my grandma asked about driving my sisters and her and i said yes then asked if she's going to see the movie too and she was talking about my nieces b-day party on sunday which i thought was saturday so no i'm not driving them cause i already have plans and it's an all girls party anyway but now she's giving me a lecture about not seeing twilight cause it's about a pseudo-character that isn't real and the devil can be anyone he wants and tries to fool us with unreal things and blah blah blah i wasn't listening after that so didn't quite hear the other half, showered, went to moms, nobody hom,e but the dogs had left a big shit on the living room carpet and it nobody must have seen it (but i wouldn't put it past them just ignoring it), ate some leftover lasagna and watched casino royale, talked to karen for an hour or so, kids came home and argued about who was gonna clean the dog mess, went online a bit (updated sg, checked myspace), grandma came over and lectured the kids about not seeing twilight (she said cause it's not real and vampires aren't real and drinking blood is bad), ate some clam chowder and watched casino royale again, went to the mall and exchanged the broken v-cutter (got to keep the broken one too) and hung out with my sisters and bro and their friends a bit, bought a cigar, brought red his v-cutter and hung out for an hour or so with him and his fam, watched some tv, came home, ate some bacon, listened to music (Schoolhouse Rock! Rocks), left for lb@2245, got to the theater, talked to karen a bit, met with my sis, got carls jr for dinner (dbl western bacon che+ dr p), watched twilight (was a good movie, i wants to read the book now fo sho), smoked a cigar (alec bradley spirit of cube corojo) and drove home, listened to some music for a bit (Schoolhouse Rock! Rocks, The Second City), bed at 0515
-friday-21
- up at 11, called karen but she's at a dance performance so couldn't talk, turned on the radio and back to sleep, grandma woke me at 1230 cause i need to move my car, moved it, listened to music (The Second City, Short Music for Short People, Shots in the Dark) and played solitaire, showered, out@0230, to san diego, got to chris and aubrey's, had abeer and waited awhile til they got home, hung out and drank some more beer, ate pizza for dinner, drank more beer and listened to music, chirs was drinking wine and vodka and i stuck to beer, then later we walked to the bar (captains quarters, at the ramada in point loma) and on the way he stopped and got a bottle of mad dog 20/20 (we was wasted drunk already and just goofing around, mad dog is wicked nasty but it'll get you fucked up, drank some coronas (3 or 4) at the bar and listened to the kareoke and talked, left at 2, walked back to his house and drank more mad dog ont he walk back, listened to music on youtube and had somemore beers, chris passed out upstairs and i had a couple more beers, bed around 5ish...
-saturday-22
- woke up with wade (their son) nudging me in the head with his foot, got up around 8 and hung out with the 2 kids a bit, then back to sleep in and out while they played and tried to get me to play with them, woke up finally around 10 and got them some water and milk and put on a dora video, chris got up around 11, ate breakfast (eggs and bacon and toast), read playboy (carol alt on the cover and she looks AWESOME inside
), the kids messed up the sound on chris computer (he has no idea what they did but they deleted the sound drivers or something), watched animal house and just hung out most of the day, went shopping at target for some stuff (kids got new shoes), chicken stir fry for dinner, watched some tv and chilled, left at 11 and smoked a cigar and talked to karen on the drive home, talked to karen awhile longer when i got home, listened to music (Shots in the Dark, Slam Jams, Vol. 1) and played solitaire, bed at 0215
-sunday-23
- up at 0915 when karen called, was supposed to meet her and mary at 0930 but alarm didn't wake me enough, met at 10ish, got a cigar and little ceasars, back to my house, ate pizza and watched fight club, went to the supplement place and karen got a new energy thingy, back to my house, hung out and listened to music for awhile (craft soundtrack and the cluless soundtrack) and talked and stuff, went out to the car and smoked my cigar and karen smoked a little grape flavored cigarello she bought, to the mall and karen shopped and got some shirts and a scarf, back to my house cause we forgot to pick up her scarf she laft last week, then dropped mary, hung with karen for awhile at her car and talked some more, back home, watched some more fight fight club again, bed at 0930
-monday-24
- woke at 0800 when karen called, talked a bit, back to sleep until 1030, got out of bed, listened to music (Slam Jams, Vol. 1, Stray Cats Ball: No Dogs Allowed) and played solitaire, talked to karen for a couple hours, showered, went to recycle but they were full, checked prices of fertilizer and seed and stuff at home depot, went to moms, ate some reheated steak and veggies and potatoes, watched grease and removed the nail polish from my nails, came home, took out the trash, ate some keliguen, listened to music (Stray Cats Ball: No Dogs Allowed, Strip Jointz Rocks: Rock N' Roll for Sexy Dancers, Swing: Next Generation) and looked through pictures to redo my myspace profile, was gonna do laundry but grandma leaves stuff sitting in there for days and decided to wash when i asked her if i could so i went back to music and solitaire, talked to karen for awhile, more music (Taste of Christmas, This Is Cult Fiction) for a bit, bed at 0100
-tuesday-25
- up at 0730, showered, called karen a lil after 8, she'd overslept so we're gonna meet a lil later, listened to music (This Is Cult Fiction) and played solitaire, talked to karen, left to meet her, met up, came to my house, read some crowley and hung out and listened to music, went to the free clinic but i don't meet the age limit for a walk in so i have to call fro an appointment (still free though) so i have to call and go on a monday, got little ceasars for lunch, dropped karen off, went to moms and my bro and sis and rachel were pulling out so i got in the truck and we went to chick-fil-a and met annie and our sis brit and hung out for a couple hours (during which brit an drachel were sliding on trays down the slide in the kiddie playground and i hid and jumped out when rachel came out and instead of stopping she screamed and flew off the end of the slide breaking the tray she was on
it was funny), walked around the mall awhile with some other of their friends, back to moms, went online a bit, got the number and directions to the animal shelter and my brother is gonna go with me to surrender the 2 dogs tomorrow and i'll call in the morning to confirm, ate some pasta roni and they all left for krav, came home and brought in the trashcans and the mail, reheated the last piece of pizza and some crazy bread and updated the ournal, listened to music (This Is Cult Fiction, The Ultimate Rock & Roll Collection: The 70's, Unconditionally Guaranteed 2000.3) and ate, did some laundry, talked to karen, more music (Utne Indie Culture 2004), bed at 0135
-wednesday-26
- up at 0830, listened to music (Utne Indie Culture 2004, A Very Special Christmas, Vol. 3, VH1 Classic Presents: Metal Mania - Stripped) and played some solitaire, called the animal shelter and they're full and said to call friday morning, went back to listening to music (VH1 Classic Presents: Metal Mania - Stripped, VH1: The Big 80's Christmas, We Are Not Devo) and sorting pictures to redo my myspace page, talked to karen, back to music (We Are Not Devo, Wham Glam Thank You Ma'am, Women of Rock) and myspace page stuff, showered, off at 4, recycling closed, went to moms, it's been raining all day like the dickens, got to moms and ate like 2 halves of leftover pizza ( 1 pepperoni, and 1 sausage) so like a whole pizza, watched 27 dresses, went with my mom to black angus ( ate some appetizers and a garden salad with italian dressing), back to moms and went online a bit, watched dodgeball, came home, talked to karen for a bit and startede falling asleep, bed at 0130
-thursday-27- Thanksgiving
- up at 0730, listened to my mp3 player and layed in bed awhile, out of bed at 0830, on the comp, listened to music (Grease The Not So Original Soundtrack From the Motion Picture, Masters Of Horror Disc 1, Masters Of Horror Disc 2, 25 Polka Greats) and sorted stuff for myspace, talked to karen awhile, went back to music ande myspace stuff, showered, off at 2, went to ralphs and got some garcia y vega miniatures cigarillos, then to moms, they were cooking so i just hung out, went online some, smoked a cigarello and called karen, ate some carls jr, drank some dr pepper, had dinner around 6ish (i had turkey and mashed potatoes and potato salad and stuffing and roasted vegetables (carrots, celery and onions) and hawaiian rolls, watched chirstmas with the kranks, most everyone else went and saw 4 christmases and i stayed, my sis and bro in law and aunt left, smoked another couple cigarillos, hung out awhile longer, went online, went home around midnight, talked to karen for a couple hours, bed at 2
-friday-28
- up at 0830, called the animal shelter and i have to wait until 10 to call and ask if they have room, listened to music ( 25 Polka Greats, a wav file of darth and obiwan, The Best of Wayne Newton [EMI-Capitol Special Markets], whiskey daredevils-Mickey's Bigmoputh, White Zombie- Astro-Creep: 2000, Supersexy Swingin' Sounds) and played solitaire, called the animal shelter a lil after 10 and they're full still, more music ( Supersexy Swingin' Sounds,The Who- Tommy, wild orchid- at night i pray (single), Willie Nelson- Country Favorites, Willie Nelson Style, Greatest Hits (& Some That Will Be)) and myspace pics, showered, off to moms at 3, nobody there, went online a bit, ate some leftovers (potato salad, ham, hawaiian rolls) and watched orange county, online a bit more, off to SD around 5...
... got there at 6, ate some dinner (burger and hot dog, mac+cheese, veggies, potatoes), hung out, listened to music and stuff, walked to the store for chips and beer (coors), watched mamma mia! and drank rum+dr pepper with a shot of blue curaque in it, a lil too much alocohol in it so i drank a beer with it too, finished mamma mia and listened to music for a couple hours with chirs and drank a couple what i'm gonna call Pond Waters from now on (3oz capt morgans, 1oz blue curaque, 1 oz OJ (with pulp), 12 oz dr pepper) and they were really good but did look like we just dipped our cups in a pond and started drinking, with the pulp floating around and when you first pour the dr p in it foams up and stays foamy cause of the oj, and the whole drink is a sickly green, but listened to music and sang along til like2 something with chris then i stayed up until 4 on myspace and checking email, bed at 4
-saturday-29 woken up around 6ish or so when wade came down and walked on me wanting to play but i just rolled over and went back to sleep (i was sleeping on the floor, it's comfortable actually), then got up at 8, ate some breakfast (eggs and potatoes with salsa, cheese, sausage and sour cream) and listened to more music, left at 1030ish when they went to the library, smoked my last garcia y vega and drove home, home at 1130, chenged into shorts, listened to music (Greatest Hits (& Some That Will Be), Red Headed Stranger, The Very Best of Willie Nelson Disc 1) and worked on myspace profile collages, showered, went to moms at 2ish,
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and i put this on the disk a couple days ago, so the next one will have the the past couple days.
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VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
harlot:
Thanks for the smiley
aesirr:
True it could work dude. Not sure I'm interested in testing it.