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-saturday-13-afternoon
updated blog, goofed around online a couple hours, ate a couple sandwiches, watched swat, went home, listened to music some, talked to karen, more music, bed at 2
-sunday-14
- got up around 11 (actually, i woke up around 0845 when karen called, but for the life of me i can't recall what we talked about... i have a vague feeling i really pissed her off though), moved my car, played warcraft 2, played the sims, showered, went to moms, hung out with my sis' and bo and friends, ate some xlnt tamales with sour cream, took a nap, ate some lasagna and corn on the cob, went online a couple hours, watched K-PAX, came home, played the sims, bed at 0330
-monday-15
- up at 0915, played the sims, for hours, watched some cops and ate sandwiches and drank some water, talked to karen, showered, went to moms, went online some, ate some thai food, watched little women, went online more, watched last weeks bones, youtube, myspace, sg, came home, listened to some music, talked to karen, played sims, bed at 0300
-tuesday-16
- up at 10, played the sims, talked to rred (i'm outta gas so i couldn't go hang out), showered and went to recycle, recycling place was full so i have to wait til tomorrow, went to moms, went online, watched little women, ate some lasagna and brownies, hung out with my sisters and their friend and walked around the mall, rented movies, came hoem, talked to karen, bed at 1200
-wednesday-17
- karen called at 0815, talked for 50 seconds, got out of bed, listened to music, played sims...
... i want to start a band where we just play covers and stuff but we play them correctly but sing half or all the lyrcis wrong, call the band Almost or something...
... showered and recycled the bottles, gassed the car a little (4.65 from bottles and 1.60 in dimes .50 in nickels and .05 in pennies from my car= 1.777 gallons of 89oct), gassed grandmas car, then picked her up and drove her to the mall, then lunch at carrows (burger w/ lettuce, tomato, avocado, 1000 island, on a reg. white bun, and fries, water and a mt dew) then dropped ehr at home and went to moms, napped a bit, then online some, dropped my bro at church, checked fabric at jo-anns crafts (didn't have the exact one or even close to what i need for the cushions for my moms backyard set) but my mom and sis where there getting art supplies (she's home schooled and had to go buy all her art supplies, like paint and pencils and paper and assorted other stuff, $100 worth) then back to moms, on the computer somemore, ate some of last nights roast, picked up my bro from church, dropped him off and came home, listend to some music, practice my guitar for about 20 minutes and my finger positioning sucks for shit but i'm sure i'll get better, watched some tv (seinfeld, friends, law and order), talked to karen a bit, listened to music a bit more, bed at 0330
... so last night when we went to rent movies they got like 4 or 5 movies, and i picked In Bruges, which is like a comedy about these 2 hitmen in brussels waiting around for a job or something, colin ferrell and that other english guy who's in those movies, and they all thought it would kinda suck but it looked ok, and theywere all psyched to watch some other crap, so i get there today and that was the first movie they watched last night after i left, cause i wanted to watch the movies right as we walked in the door and they said to wait and what was the hurry and started playing instruments and stuff so i went home, and this monring they said they stopped goofing off as soon as i left and watched In bruges, and mom heard all the cussing and took the movie and returned it first thing this morning
...
... oh, and so i found the fabris for my moms backsyard patio set stuff, and the site i found it online at had it listed at $208.99, WAY more than any other fabric (some of the others were like 30 or 40 $ but nowhere near 208) so i email the addy there to ask if it's a typo or something, and wait awhile, and i tell my mom and she's all like "oh, well i talked to some guy at the (patio furniture store? i forget where she said she talked to this guy) and he said the set i described to him the cushion wholesaled for like $500 dollars, so that sounds like the right price for the fabric", and i'm thinkin sure, right, like something that's $208 A YARD you're gonna get for a little over double for like 10 times that fabric once it's sewn... yeah, ok... but i checked the site an hour later and it's only $29.99 a yard, which is right about the same price for the rest of the similar fabrics...
-thursday-18
- woke up at 0900 when karen called and talked for a couple hours, listened to some music, played the sims, ate some sliced ham, watched a lil tv, showered, went to moms, ate some leftover roast and potatos and carrots, ate some chicken mcnuggets, drank a coke, took a nap, went online, dropped my brother at church and then turne4d around 30 seconds later and picked him up cause his practice had been cancelled for some church metting, gassed my car, went online a bit more, ate some ice cream (rocky road and pb chocolate), cam ehome, watched my name is earl, and kitchen nightmares, and seinfeld, friends, talked to karen, watched l&o:ci, listened to some music, bed at 0200
-friday-19
up at 10, listened to music an hour, played sims, talked to karen, played more sims, watched tv, showred, went to moms, ate some bagels, went online a few hours, watched some of juno and ate some pot roast, and ice cream, finished watching juno, went and saw Wanted (Excellent movie
i liked it alot), dropped my brother at home, came home, called karen and talked for an hour, listened to music, ... bed at 0145
... so my friend tara called earlier and asked if i could drive her to visit my cousin AND pick up my cousin and take her to her ex-gf's house to try and get back together with her, and tara said she could chip in for gas like $20, but it's gonna be like a full tank of gas which is like $60 or so now, so when she calls back in the morning i'm gonna say no i changed my mind... i know that she just wants to get back with her gf cause my uncle and aunt said she can move back in but when they move in a month or 2 then she can't move with them unless she has a job and pays rent and she refuses to get a job, so... you know, when i feel like someone is using me i have to remember to look out for myself above all others, cause nobody else is gonna... fuck it all!
-saturday-20
- up at 1135, tara hasn't called or nothin so i guess she doesn't want to go anyway, called and left karen a funny message so she can hear it after class, listened to music and played solitaire, showered, left, got some stuff (shampoo, conditioner, root beer, batteries, ribbon) at the dollar tree, went to moms, measured the patio chairs, smoked a cigar drank root beer and listened to my mp3 player, ate some hamburger helper and played scrabble with my sis and mom, won the game, went online, watched some of juno, went online some more, made 2 sandwiches (pastrami, roast beef, salami, pickles, chedder+motzarella cheese, with mustard and mayo on white bread) and as soon as i bite into one my brother calls and says everyone else is going out for mexican food and invites me and my sis who's there, somethin about it puts me in a bad mood so i wrap 1 and 1/4 of the sandwiches up and come home and go right to bed, about 0830, then at 1130 my grandma knocks on my door and i wake up and immediately she says nevermind i didn't mean to wake you and when i ask what she wanted she says nevermind again it's nothing, so i lay there wide awake for a half hour trying to sleep again and can't, so i call karen and talk awhile, then go on the computer and listened to music a bit, bed 0445
-sunday-21
- up at 0845 when karen called, talked an hour, listened to some music and made a cd for today's trip:
Sep21 CD-
- picked up my sisters and drove to garden grove for the cal-islanders humanitarian assoc. picnic. had some great fod (homemade corn and flour tortillas, red rice, fried chicken, chicken kelaguin, beef spare ribs, octopus kelaguin, cabbage and cucumber salad, roast beef and gravy, honeyed ham, red and yellow watermelon slices (thought he meant pineapple, looked like it, but he said yellow watermelon and i thought it was some sorta slang i'd never heard or i missheard , but when i was eating and looking at it i thought that really does look like watermelon and ate it and it IS A YELLOW PIECE OF WATERMELON!!!)... and i think that is all the food. i was stuffed full at the end
and i didn't even have dessert ) and saw some extended family i don't see too often...
... then to the lbc for my neices 4th b-day, at chuck e cheese, which was fun, except my niece likes playing at chuck e cheese but is scared out of her mind hysterical when she see's him, like the stage anamatronic one was out when they open the curtains and she stopped eating pizza and got out of her chair and to walk away and got sadder and sadder and started just balling walking away from there didn't notice her mom and when she did she lost it and started crying harder and jumped in her moms lap, well, so, when they bring out the cake and are singing the dude in the suit come out and my niece FLIPS OUT hysterical like she's gonna die, and dude walks to the other side of her going past and he dad is there and reaches down to pick her up and she looked like she was dead and while she was trying to jump off her chair she looked up and saw her dad and so calmed down a bit and let him pick her up, but kinda put a damper on things a bit but other than those couple minutes she had a ball for 4 hours or so...
came home, went to moms, online some, picked up my bro after church, dropped off his friend, returned movies, finished the 1/4 sandwich i had left from yesterday (still have 1 whole one left), went and saw rightous kill (in-FUCKING-credible!!! 10 out of 10, i LOVED it!!!), came home, talked to karen a couple hours, listenend to some music, bed at 0345
-monday-22
- up at1/4 to 10, talked to karen some, listened to music a bit, karen called again saying how her boyfriend hasn't called her since last night when he freaked out on her and called her all kinds of names and acted liek a complete asshole (well, he always acts like a complete asshole and a jerk and yesterday he just was worse than ever) then she decided to smoke a cigarette and hung up on me, oh well, listened to music some more, my sis called and wanted me to go right over to sprint so they could transfer her number (which is on an account in my name with tmobile) to my moms sprint account, so i jumped in the shower quick, and get out and check my phone and there're like 6 missed calls from my mom and sis and a text saying nevermind we can't do it til later don't come and a voicemail message saying the same thing, so i finish getting ready and my grandma is yelling upstaris to me'your phone was ringing the whole time you were in the shower" and i say i know, and then she's like who was it? is it an emergency? what's going on? and i tell her it's nothing, and she says then why is it ringing so much?a dn i say cause my mom and sister don't answer their phones and always have them on silent so they figure that's how everyone is and so they ring a bunch of times, but anywho, so i go to the sprint place and see what i have to do but the salesguy is gone to lunch, so i go pay my car registration and car insurance, go to moms, and finish my sandwich from saturday and drink some root beer and go online, then i go back to sprint, then to tmoblie to ok the number being transfered, then back to moms to leave the bill so they have the info, then home, and grandma isn't even ready to go or nothing, and is just going through old mail and not even doing anything really, so i listened to music for an hour until she was ready, went to send off her envelope fedex, shopped a little, dropped her at home, went to moms, went online, ate some pizza, finished watching juno with the commentary, went online again, came home, put out the trash, brought in the mail, listened to music, sleep at 11, karen called and talked to her an hour , i was half asleep too (she said the apts her and her bf looked at are only $7+$5 a month, yeah i asked she said she asked and the lady said,"yes, $7 dollars a month"
), back to sleep at 1ish
-tuesday-23
- up at 745, moved my car (grandma has bible study at 9), back to sleep, up at 10, called karen and talked for a couple hours, listened to music more, showered, went to moms, went online, hung out, ate some pizza, watched mean girls with the commentary, talked to karen an hour or so, mostly about how i think her moving in to these suck ass crap shady apts is a bad idea and so is staying with this dude or having anything to with him (i basically think he's such a jerk that if she is pregnant i think aborting the kid and not letting him be a parent to anybody is better than letting a kid have anything to do with him) and we just kinda pissed each other off, went online some more, sat in the back yard and smoked a cigar drank dr p and listened to the mp3 player, went online a bit more, updated my sg blog and looked at some pics (member=faye], anissa, and from 2 new sets from today: and georgia), downloaded the kid rock song warrior from online (the song from the national gurad video at the movie theaters), went to the store with my sisters, ate some more pizza, watched some of how to deal, came home, listened to music
... talked to karen for another couple hours, talkin pretty serious cause it's pretty certain she's pregnant and she thinks her parents will kick her out as soon as she says she is or might be and she feels, and it seems her boyfriend wants her to feel, that he's the only one she has to relie (i can't for the life of me remember how to spell relie, as in reliable, is relie right? i'll check later) on and i'm tellin her she has to stand up and take charge and do whhat she has to for her and her baby and tell him what's what and she doesn't "have" ot move into some shithole cheapass shady apartments cause he wants to and she should call him out on all he's been telling her like he's "gonna get" a second job and he's "gonna get" them a nice place to live and he's "gonna" take care of her, well if she doesn't feel safe or well taken care of in the crap apartments they went to (didn't even look at an apartment just got the forms to get any apartment sight unseen) then she has to tell him no that's not what he promised her and it's not taking care of her properly, and so they have to stay at his parents for awhile, or longer, thenthat's what it'll take for her to get the comfort and safety she needs and deserves... the situation pisses me off some but more so i'm pissed that she just goes along and feels bad about it instead of standing up to him when he belittles her or acts like a jerk and i'm trying to help her tell him what she wants and making him listen to her and hear her and not just ignore her and have her say "oh well"... i'm just frustrated by it all. so hopefully she will go check out about mdeicare and stuff tomorrow so she'll have some healthcare at least when she needs it, that'll be a big step to get that for herself and help her know she can get things done without him too.
listened to music a bit more, bed at 0305
-wednesday-24
- so. up at 820 or so when karen called, her bf didn't show to meet her before class like he said he would last night, talked abit, then texted some when class started (when she can't answer her phone during classes i leave her crazy mesages, sometimes crying about why she's not answering or acting crazy and saying shit like answer your phone or the beast will come out and bring the pain and mabe donuts! ANSWER YOUR PHONE WHEN I CALL!!! AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!! you know, funny shit like that ), listened to some music, texted karen a lil more, showered, left to drive my grandma to the chiropractor, an hour and a half away, stopping first at the pack+mail place to pick-up her fedex envelope cause it was misslabeled and so didn't make it to my uncles, drove to the chiropractor, read some magazines, lunch at mimi's cafe (beef dip w/fries, a coke and a water), then drove to my uncles, and my granmda freaking out cause she'd never driven the way i took to get there and called my uncle a couple times to try and tell him i had no idea where i was going and i told her when she got on the phone exactly where we were and where i was going and she wouldn't listen to me and then i got on the phone with him and told him and he said "oh, ok, yeah that's how you get here" and then talked to my grandma and told her i know exactly what i'm doing, watched some icarly with my cousins and then napped a little cause no tv while they do homework, then drove home, went to my moms, online a bit, nobody was there, bought some cigars, hung out with red a couple hours, came home, listened to music, bed at 12, karen called and i talked to her a bit and have no idea what we talked about cause i barely recall her calling me i was asleep kinda
-thursday-25
- up at 8, called karen and talked for a couple hours, listened to music, showered, went to moms, ate some pizza, went online, smoked a cigar, watched the wedding date a couple times, ate some leftover hamburger helper beef stroganoff, finished the wedding date, came home, talked to karen for an hour (she told me about her friend posting goofy pictures of them on her myspace page of the two of them taking goofy "look we're kissing and squeezing each other like 2 bicurious drunk sorority girls"pictures and saying how some guys were like yeah take it off and take some pictures and just watching them goof around and then she talked about some other stuff and then in the middle of saying she's watching the steve wilkos show she asks me,"what's The Beast thinking about?" (in regards to The Beast:
) i tell her The Beast is thinking about a 3 way with her and her friend and all the sick twisted 3way stuff they'd do and he'd switch off and pull their hair and spank them and howl at the moon and brand "the Beast" into their asses with a red hot branding iron... and now that's the only stuff i can think about for about a half hour... yeah, i'm kinda messed up sometimes
), listened to music, talked to karen a bit, realized i'm all sad, listened to more music, bed at 0045
-friday-26
- up at 8, laid in bed awhile, listened to my mp3 player for an hour and rested, called aubrey and made plans to go to SD tomorrow (tried to figure out what the hell distributed cognition is??? any ideas?)got on my computer and listened to music, showered and went to moms, ate some leftover mexican food (carne asade, guac, refried beans, spanish rice, shredded beef flautas, bean+cheese+chicken burritos, quasadillas, just a whole plate piled and crammed with food all mixed into a big heap), went online, ate some steak, smoked a cigar (drew estates java maduro 5x58, very yummy, haven't had one in years) and drank some dr p and sat outside listenin to mp3's, hey that rhymed, watched half of this weeks grey's anatomy online with my sis, got minutes for my phone, came home, talked to karen a couple hours about her relationship and trying to help her see she should dump this guy (today's happening: he took her by the face and told her she needed to look into his eyes, which she said he looked serious and scary, and said she should trust him, and his family, and people who don't and become their enemies then bad things happen to them and some of them die, don't ask how ), inspired by Issue_ i took some pictures with a couple of my guns
i love them
then listened to some music, played some solitaire, bed at 0130
-saturday-27
- up a little after 8, listened to mp3's and laid in bed awhile, got up just before 0830, lsitened to music on the computer, showered, left about 10ish, gassed the car then off to SD,
hung out with aubs and the kids, ate a pb+strawberry j and a turkey sandwich for lunch, kids napped, talked with aubs about distributed cognition and just joked around, watched some P&T BS, played with the kids, had asome grapes and granola bars for a snack, played at the park for a half hour or so, watched more P&T, read more of jeena jamesons book while they picked up chris from the airport, went for mexican food ( i had a cheese enchilada and fish taco with rice+beans, very yummy), got some ultimate berry pie from trader joes, watched prom night and ate some pie and drank a rusty sam adams, they went to bed so i left, smoked a cigar on the drive home, visited my sisters grave (i don't so much feel anything anymore when i go there now, i used to feel sad and emotional some but now it's just a grave still kinda feel sad when i go there), came home, talked to karen a bit then was getting sleepy so i said goodnight, listened to my mp3 player and fell asleep around 1
-sunday-28
- up at 8, called karen a bit, listened to a little music, showered, off to church, kinda of forgot when service started and 9:45 popped into my head, so i get there at 9:45 and tons of cars but nobody coming or going or outside, so i figure i'm late for first service and early for second, so i go in and catch the last 10 minutes or so of the first service, then sit and read my bible for awhile and go to the whole 2nd service, it was a good sermon, about God gives us all things we're good at and that we do well but we should do all we can and as much as we can (nothing is beneath us and nothing is beyond us) and not wait for things to be easy or perfect and just do what we can when we can... paraphrased a little, but that was basically it, went to moms, ate some leftover red lobster shrimp alfredo, onl9ne, and updated my blog now
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