got a sec alone so i could log on here. forgot my log doc though i have nothing long and detailed to report
the 4th was good, went to my uncles and hung out, drank some beers, ate some grilled meat, lit off some fireworks, smoked a cigar (i light the fireworks with my cigar usually, but it got a little low and i kept doing it and finally singed the hair off 2 of my fingers

only startled me though, no burn or nothin, just no hair now

)
other than that i've just been doing the same ole nothin mostly,smokin cigars, watching some tv and dvd's, went golfing with my dad a couple weeks ago, i caddy'd actually, didn't golf... i want to start though, it was a fun day
hope y'all are doing well too
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EDIT- here's my blog log from home, like 2 weeks worth of my life )i spoilered the more mundane day to day so it makes for quicker reading) and a couple of the collage things i'm puttin on my myspace page... i'm only half through the list of stuff i'm gonna collage, so lots more of them to do, and then i may edit the pile down and redo them all, we'll see
-wednesday- afternoon...
- went with mom and sis and bro and neice and bro's friend to see get smart... funny movie

loved it
- then home, online a sec, talked to karen for an hour or so then took my bro and his friend to church, then chilled at the mall, and barnes and noble, and joanns crafts until i picked them up, then back to moms, ate some pizza and we watched la bamba... sad movie, i cry at the end, sleepwalking always kills me



they were laughing that i'd be so sad and was crying, but it's fucking
SAD ok!?!

then watched the featurette and music video then came home, unloaded the couple things i had in the trunk of my car (my dad is giving me his playboy collection, like 20 years of playboys

tomorrow when i go hang out, and i'm bringing a small table and chairs back here for my sister, then brought in 2 cases of water from grandmas trunk, then on the comp listenin to music for a bit, then bed at 12
-thursday-
- up at 0630, hit snooze and slept til 0635 then got out of bed, on the comp a couple minutes, listened to a couple songs, then showered and off at 720
... so about half way there something on the roof of my car started banging away at the roof, i'm going 70mph or so down the freeway and this banging starts after i go under an overpass and just keeps banging and banging, and i can't figure out what it is, is it a bird, or some sort of weld popping and the headliner is coming loose inside the car? well, it was outside, and it just sounded like it was right over my head the whole time, so i'm driving like a half hour wjith this constant banging and it only let up a little when i changed lanes once, and then it stopped when i ran into traffic and had to slow way down, but once i started geting back up to speed it started again... so i'm trying to think of what it could be, and i recall there's a split in the weatherproffing at the top of the windshield, so i figured that's what it must be, and i was like,"Yes! I figured it out!" and the noise hadn't really been bothering me i'd just been concentrating on trying to figure out what it was, but once i did it was fuckin' ANNOYING
- so i get to my uncles and go in and my dad gets there a couple minutes later and we get all the clubs and put them in their trucks then go pick up rob (my uncles ex-son in law) and off to the golf course. it was Really nice course

so met up with another of my uncles friends there, who was late (there other buddy who was gonna join them didn't show so paul, the friend who came, had to drive there himself when he realized the guy wasn't coming) so we started around 11, and played til 5 something or 6, then drove along the coast back to redondo.
back to my uncles house they all started getting dinner ready, and rob came back with his girls (heather, my uncle danny's granddaughter, and destiny, rob's step daughter) and wife, carol(?), and i was drinking (coors, i had one bass too... maybe 2 bass) and a couple of my uncle and aunts friends came by too to join us, and we ate (grilled kabobs: chicken, pineapple, onion, red bell pepper; grilled teriyaki beef, a great salad, fruit salad, fressh baked bread... it was INCREDIBLE!


) and drank, i smoked a cigar, rank some more, then the girls satyed and rob and his wife went to the hotel and my uncle dad and i stayed up until 2 or 3 hanging out and drinking (i switched to water around 12) it was lots of fun.
[b-friday-
- since i was drinking i stayed the night, so in the morning i woke up, and we all just hung out for the morning, dad and i got donuts, then came back, and we hand donut, then an hour or so later we all went to breakfast at eat at joe's(had the joe's special:bisquits sausage and gravy, 2 eggs-over medium-, and it was an AWESOME meal too
so back at the house we loaded up all the stuff (my dad gave me his playboy collection, a little over 20 years of playboys) and i got a small table and chairs for my sis that she's gonna repaint and fix up, then off i went around noon

it was a great day
glued the weatherstrip back down on my car earlier, and it held perfectly, stopped once to use the restroom and get some gatorade, gott home a bit before 2, chilled in the cool air here, then unloaded the car, called aubrey, and they're coming up here to house sit her parents place for the weekend, so we'll hang out some too, so since i'm not driving to sd i'm just gonna go to my moms for a bit
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- went to moms, watched some movies, went on the comp a little, ate some taquitos and cheese and sour cream, drank water, watched august rush, was maybe gonna see the strangers but one of my sisters didn't want to and i didn't want to see any of the other miovies they said were playing at the cheapy theater, so i came home at 9:30... listened to music on my computer for awhile, bed at 1030
saturday
- woke at 4, restroom, then back to bed, out of bed at 1/4 to 8, on the comp... til 930, then watched raiders of the lost ark, showered, called chris and aubrey, they're just hanging out, so i went over and hung out with them, watched some tv, went swimmin, ate dinner (lasagna, peas, corn, beans), watch more tv, watched black snake moan, they went to bed so i left, stopped at moms but my sisters and bro weren't there so i left, came home, got some water, listened to music for a couple hours, and in bed at 1230
-sunday-
- up at 0710, used the restroom, thought about goin back to bed, but figured i might as well stay up, i'veb een wanting to start getting up earlier anyway
listened to music until 10, then moved the car, showered and went to moms...
first i got a couple cigars (1 la vieja habana, and 1 robusto reject) and some soda, then to moms, ate a couple hot dogs, then smoked a cigar (the la vieja habana) and drank some cactus cooler, then on the comp a little, then hung out with my sis for a couple hours while she packed for ehr trip to mexico (the 3 youngest are going to mexico with their church to do some kinda work at an orphanage), drove my brother to church, stopped at the mall for a sec, then back to moms, watched some of a chorus line with my sisters, then everyone left for church and i went on the computer for a couple hours, then they got back and i watched half of the right stuff, while they packed and were on the computer, then we watched a couple minutes of a chorus line, then they went back to packing and getting ready to go tomorrow, so i came home...
got home, pee'd, then on the computer, listenin to music and playin minesweeper...
bed at 1230
-monday-
- up at 8, on the computer listening to music for an hour or so, then showered and went to moms to see the kids before they left, then back home, mom went to knotts with my sis and her kids so i was home alone all day, ate some leftover chicken and spanish rice and stuff, watched real genius, watched tv downstairs with all the cable (it takes a thief,deadliest catch, some food channel stuff), finished the leftover chicken, talked on the phone to karen a bit, went to moms for ice cream and nobody was home so i went on the computer then had some ice cream and watched 10 minutes of raise your voice, then back home for more cable tv (animal cops, and other stuff, jon and kate +8), grandma got home at midnight, gave me half her cj $6 burger, listened to music on the computer for awhile, in bed at 0130
-tuesday-
- up at 0930, went on the comp for some music til 11, watched most of fight club, ate some tamales, listened some music for a bit more, took a shower, went to moms, smoked a cigar and drank some dr p and talked to karen on the phone for a couple hours and sat outside and sunned a little listening to the mp3's, went on the computer for a couple hours, came home at 8 to catch hell's kitchen, but no rerun of last weeks episode like they did last week, so i have to wait until 9... and watched it, it's only half the finale, have to wait til next tuesday for the final finale

should be good... i think petrozza's gonna get it
so after that i watched northern exposure, then moved my car, then listened to some music for a couple hours, then bed a lil after 1
-wednesday-
- woke up a lil after 6, back to sleep until 0840, listened to music on the computer for a couple hours, my mom called and said she'll be gone til 4 and asked if i was coming over, yes, and asked me to let the dogs out later cause she's gonna leave them inside for now, and said i can use their phone whenever i'm there so i don't have to use the minutes on my cell, listened to music a bit more, then showered and left to recyle, recyled some bottles, got some cigars and some soda, then to moms...
nobody home, went on the computer for a bit, then outside, smoked a cigar and listened to some mp3's and drank some soda and sunned a bit, it was fun and relaxing as always



then i went back in onto the computer for hours more, myspace and instructables and miniclip and youtube, just goofing and looking around keeping busyish, then ate some lasagna (had some earlier too) and watched half of raise your voice, then came home, grandmas car was still parked outside so i had to park on the curb and wait (she still thinks it'll be cooler outside in the shade than inside in the shade of the garage) and then start my car again and park in the driveway, then inside and onto the computer for some music and waiting for the time for bed to come... bed at 230 or so, 3, whatever
-thursday-
- woke up at 0820, got more water, went on the computer for more music, that's why i was up til 0330 last night, was listening to musci and sorting out a new playlist for a cd and lost track of time
so i've decided to do more collage pics for my myspace, so i looked through ALL my pictures, not just the quote ones but lots of just visual pictures too, so i'll be doing that for a bit, i 've narrowed it down and i have 940 pictures of things, so we'll see how many collages that makes, last time i had 240 or so and it made like 20 so i'm probably looking at 80 or so maybe, we'll see... did that all mornin g until 2 then drove grandma to sprouts and trader joes, then back home, worked on the collage's a bit more, ate some hot dogs and potato salad, then showered and off to moms
- got there, got a glass of soda and went online, myspace mostly, played some games, looked at pictures of motorcycles, for like 4 hours, then finished watching raise your voice and ate a bowl of spaghetti, then hung out with red for a ocuple hours while he did a security patrol of his wife's church, smoked a cigar and talked, drove around some, then came home, on the comp listening to music and collaging... bed at 3
-friday-4TH OF JULY-
- woke up, had a wierd feeling i was mising something, maybe had to do with my dream, but i don't remember my dream.... something about cars being moved to the high school and then back to some house, can't reemmber... up at 0830, lsietend to music and collaged for an hour or so, laid back in bed listening to music too for an hour , got up, more music on the computer and collaging, showered and off to my uncles...
got there and had a beer, and had fun the rest of the day, drank, ate some hot dogs, hamburgers, steak, shark, shrimp cocktails, more beer, fruit, cookies (my sis made me a hug batch of cokkies of a recipe i wanted in my cookies: peanut butter cookies with chocolate covered raisuns, peanut butter chips, butterscotch chips, coconut, brown sugar, chocolate chips... they came out AWESOME
... she also made a couple other kinds of cookies too ) some soda, then when it got dark we went out front and lit off fireworks for a couple hours and i smoked a cigar, i was lighting firworks with it and when it got to short i was still lighting with it and was a lil too close and a fuse singed the hair off of 2 of my fingers, so i switched to lighting with my torch (the flashing bikini one my sis got me in vegas a couple years ago
it was a good day
-saturday-
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- i stayed the night, watching tv with my uncle and going online, playing mobsters on myspace, then went to bed at 4 but karen called and i talked to her a bit until my phone went dead then got online for another hour to message her, then went back to bed at 5ish, slept until almost 9 and got up, watched tv and ate some cookies, had hot dogs again later and played some wii, and hung out there all day until 830ish when i went home...
over to moms, hung out with my sis and their friends for a bit, and dominique wanted to stay up all night so i stayed there until 4am, actually talked to karen for like 3 hours about her meeting some dude she met online last month who kinda says creepy things to her and she's kinda worried about meeting him, and i'm worried she's just gonna go do whatever he wants and end up getting forced into something and she is scared of that too but i'm not sure she's gonna take my advice and first meet him at the mall or something and get a feel for him before going off wherever with him...


came home and went to bed at about 0430
-sunday-
- woke up at 10, moved my car, updated my blog file and listened to some music, then showered and went to moms... only dominique was there, took turns on the computer for an hour or so until everyone came back, then i stayed on the computer a bit, then ate some hot dogs and cheez-its, then took a nap, then drove my sis and her friends to church, then came home and listened to mp3 player, then got on the computer and listened to music...
- can't get ahold of karen, but i'm not worried, she doesn't always answer her phone when i call so this isn't anything big...
... well, she finally called at about 7, and the dude raped her, smacked her around, smacked her pussy and twisted her tits, got all mad with her for not being into and for not getting wet, held her down, forced her mouth open and then pushed his cock in and made her gag and choke on it, he was just an overall all around abusive shit


so i talked to her for like 4 hours almost and she got it off her chest adn told me all that happened and i told her it's not her fault, she was saying no and he didn't stop and was probably getting off on her crying and saying no... fucking asshole
but she's at home and safe and hopefully won't be too bad tomorrow, some bruises are already starting to form a bit

it's fucked up...
listened to music somemore and tried to calm down a little, i'm pissed off now, and sad that this happened to her...
moved my car into the driveway and then in bed at 12...
-monday-
- set my alarms for 7 so i could go run, but i just shut them off and slept, out of bed a lil after 9, on the computer, music and collaging until 1030, then showered and went to moms... well, realized i had no underwear so i did a load of laundry and watched the rest of la femme nikita and most of way of the gun then showered and went to moms around 1:30...
ate a couple hot dogs, watched half of la bamba, went on the computer, my brother broke up with his gf right before he left for church so she was there crying her head off for about a half hour before i left, came home, watched deadliest catch and it takes a thief and animal cops, then grandma came home so i had to watch tv upstairs and watched big bang theory how i met your mother and half of house and big bang theory again and surreal life, took out the trash, finished watching surreal life and went on the computer for music and collaging...
in bed at 1115
-tuesday-
- woke up at 7, switched to sleeping on the couch for an hour or so, then back into bed and slept until 930, got up and on the comp for an hour, then showered and off to moms...
ate some taquitos with cheese and sour cream, watched underworld, ate some hot dogs, watched underworld 2, then underworld with the commentary, then on the computer some, picked up my brio and sis from church, then watched underworld again and ate some tuna helper alfredo, then home... bed at 11
-wednesday-
- woke up at 6, used the restroom , put a new battery in my mp3 player and went back to sleep... out of bed at 10, on the comp...
showered and off to moms at 11...
- but first i recycled some bottles, then bought some soda and a cigar, went to moms, played mobsters on myspace for a sec, then smoked my cigar and drank my soda and listened to my mp3 player and relaxed outside in the sun and the warmth

a good time... then online a bit, watched underworld again, ate some leftover lasagna, took my bro to recycle the bottles at moms, online some more, helped my mom cook dinner (she was totally gonna f up the mac+cheese cause she didn't read the directions), then dropped my bro and sis at church, walked around the mall some, checked out barnes & nobles, picked up my bro and sis, dropped them at home, played mobsters real quick, came home, on the comp for some music triede calling karen, no answer... bed at 11ish, fell asleep around 12ish
-thursday-
- up at 9, on the comp til 12 or so, then showered, ate a sandwich, and off to moms... on the computer there a bit, then took my sis to our bro's to feed his cat, then back to moms, on the computer a bit more, watched fast and the furious, then underworld with the commentary (still didn't finish it), then to the store with my sis for milk, then back to moms, then left for home, home, on the comp...
- for like a week now my hands have been itching for no reason, just from the heat or something, it's really annoying, they're not even red or anything they just itch, and if i scratch and rub them together they feel better for a sec then hurt and itch again... i put some aloe vera gel on them earlier, that helped alot
... in bed at 12ish
-friday-
- out of bed at 10, on the comp til 1230ish, then showered and off to moms... hung out, went on the computer some, updated sg profile really quick, ate some mac and cheese, some tamales, on the computer a bit more, hung out with my sis and her friend, watched school of rock, and mean girls, ate a sandwich, hung out, came home, on the comp, bed at lilafta 2
-saturday-
- up at 820 or so, on the comp til 11ish, showered and off to moms
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Yeah you ain't wrong, in future tell me I'm full of shit if I say I can't talk to girls I am as proved last night a raging liar it seems on this count.