spud_bliss

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...and you may ask yourself how do i work this
and you may ask yourself where is that large automobile
and you may tell youself this is not my beautiful house
and you may tell youself this is not my beautiful wife...
same as it ever was
same as it ever was
same as it ever was
same as it ever was
same as it ever was
same as it ever was...
-wednesday-
...i've been
a puppet
a pauper
a pirate
a poet
a pawn
and a king
i've been up
and down
and over
and out
and i know one thing
each time i find myself
flat on my face
i pick myself up
and get back in the race...
-thursday-
played need for speed 2 underground on xbox...
-saturday-
smoked a cigar, made a bunch of peanut butter cookies (pb, sugar, eggs) and watched white oleander...
-sunday-
- was havin a weird dream when i woke up: dreamede i was back at chiron, but the buioldings had changed a bit (but looked familiar: they were the same as when i had a dream about them before) just walked in off the street and got my old job back, was walking a patrol in shorts and a regular t-shirt but with my parka and radio from work, walked in on a meet and great thing there with obama, then walked by a new division there that had a new building and new officers and their own security dept, they had guns too, and stopped me, and asked if i had any weapons and i did and said i did then shot them all, then went back to the main building cause my break was over, shift nded in the meeting room and the whole crew for the new shift was late so we all stayed over and were getting drunk and for some reason lindsey lohan was one of the officers and kept sitting on my lap and then i went in the dispatch office and asked if they were always this late and they said yes and i said i'm gonna go on another patrol and decided to change into pants first so i was tugging on a tight pair of wrangler jeans that were just a lil too tight but they were getting on and i realized i was dreaming and then that i was pulling on the covers and i woke up... ... had dinner at the bass pro shop...
-monday-
- had a crazy scary dream last night: was back in my old apartment (actually, was my friends (aubs) old apartment, but the complex i'd had in old dreams and in my dreams it's my old apartment) and jose was my roommate again and a couple unnamed facelesss sg's, and cleaned the apartment up, they'd moved my stuff around and then had to throw out the trash and a bunch of bums out there in te trash and beggers and saw the managers and owners and they had me come to the office and demanded i pay the rent right away cause it's the 11th and it was due on the 5th and they were thjreatening me with eviction and suing me and sending me to jail even if i paid it so i left and was going up to the apartment to kill myself and they were foloowing me and saying we could work it out and i was about halfway back and feeling really depressed and realized it's just a dream i'll wake up andthe apartment'll be fine and i'll be fine, but then i woke up and hadn't opened my eyes yet and couldn't recognize where i was and why i wasn't in my apartment and i was even more freaked out then i remember what is what and i was better... except all freaked out from the dream still... ... woke up at 0930ish again, just before, then turned on the computer, got some water, used the water closet, typed out my dream in my blog doc, listened to music... now i feel really bad... ...gotta get up and out of the house by 0820 tomorrow

-tuesday-

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ate some donuts, read may '08 smithsonian magazine about hyenas, marilyn, foxes and deer, rococo, and other stuff... bought 1.049 gallons of gas ($4.75)...
-wednesday-
had to hear a couple seconds of me at the funeral and it put me in a really bad mood so i just went home and went to bed, just before 9, also realized on the way home that i'd missed hell's kitchen last night , woke up around 11 and parked my car in the driveway, then back to sleep...
-friday-
...borrowed gas money from grandma, gassed the car, then to karens graduation, nobody who was working the event knew which side i was supposed to sit on so i just stood in the center in back, and karen looked DAMN Good, Beautiful, so amazingly beautiful and happy , then when it was over i went down onto the field to meet up with karen but couldn't find her in the huge mob down there, so i just left... and the graduation made me feel really shitty, realizing that graduating high school has been the high point achievement of my life so far, and that was 12 years ago, and it sucks. felt really bad all night went to moms and called karen, left a message, ate some mac and cheese, went online a second, then home, went right to bed, about 10, cried myself to sleep, felt like snuffing it...
-saturday-
...was havin a dream i got kicked out of some reality show and then almost raped then fought them off with a knife then stole a car then was driving around with a friend then i was somehow the actor playing in some steve mcqueen ths thing and some voiceover was playing while wierd shit was happening and stuff, then i was driving along in a car down a road and the engine blew out and wouldn't start and britney spears was playing on the radio and then i woke up... wierd...talked to karen on the phone...
-sunday-
- in bed at 2ish, couldn't sleep, out at 330, stayed up until 8ish, back to bed until 1145, up,..., called dad to say happy fathers day, he'll be down in a week and a half or so and i'm gonna caddy for him when he goes and plays golf... made another cigar accessories case... smoked a cigar and drank some sprite and listened to mp3's, then watched lost in space, ate some chicken and cheese, finished lost in space, came home, on the computer, in bed at 1ish.
-monday-
we have a/c but my grandma has it set to go on at 85 degrees -as of today, it was at 80 yesterday and this morning but it was too cold for her, even though it's still oven like upstairs- so it never even comes on really, even when outside it's 90 or 100 degrees

-tuesday-

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... had a nother wierd dream last night, had me in bed with 2 awesome woman though, so wasn't too bad...
- wednesday -
...on instructables.com and registered as a user...
- well, my moms catscan results came back, she ain't pregnant, no tumor either... guess she's just been getting fat from all the bedrest and eating

-saturday-
- up at 8, listned to music for an hour or 2 and made some cd's for my dad and sis (cd 50; cd 51 Laughing + Such as), watched some tv (saved by the bell, that's so raven, and hannah montana), worked in the garage for a bit, showered, went to moms around 3 somethin...
got there and grandma and mom where arguing with liv cause her and g-ma went to see baby mama with her 3 kids and almost next door is trader joes and she was gonna go but grandma didn't want to go so they went back to moms and i get there and liv asks if i want to go to trader joes with her cause she has to shop and i say yes and she says she's gonna ask brit and dom to watch the kids and then grandma says oh i want to go to trader joes and get some stuff and liv is like i asked you that when we were right there and you said you didn't want to go (and it's obvious she just didn't want to go with liv's kids) and she's all like well of course i want to go and liv is like why didn't you say that then niow i wasted the gas coming back here instead of just going then after the movie,"we were right there', and mom and grandma are like,"well, you're going anyway, so what does it matter?" and she's just like it matters cause i've wasted gas making the trip here when we could have just gone already, and they're all on her about well the parking lot there is dangerous and the kids wouldn't have wanted to go cause it's hot and it's cooler in the house (which i say," yeah, they would have hated how cold they keep trader joes") and they just keep saying leave it alone what does it matter liv, and i call shotgun and mo is like let grandma sit there and i'm like i thought she wasn't going? and they're both like of course she/i is/am!" and i say fine sit there i'm not going, and then they're mad that i'm not and all what? go! why aren't you going? and start in on me and then say why don't you watch the kids then? and i say cause i'm just gonna go back home, so i get my back and leave...
i/m tired of mom and grandma's bullshit, they're selfish self srving hippocritical bs when they just do what they want and try to say it's for others or they were thinking of others instead of just saying it's wht they want cause they're selfish... or even if they just admitted they do things for themselves instead of trying to be martyrs about everything all the time and saying how they do everything for other people...
so i came home and changed into shorts and openede the windows and just laid there listening to music for an hour or so in the heat feeling good and relaxing in my sweat and ended up falling asleep for a couple hours, got up around 1930... out to the garage, made a nosepiece for the goggles and painted the inside of 2 of the moldings i made... then to moms, hung out, watched sister act, ate some burgers and dogs, watched 15 minutes of casino royale, then watched juno, came home... bed at

-sunday-
- up at 0820, well, i was up at about 8 and laid in bed listening to my cd player, then got out of bed and on the computer to listen to music on the computer at 0820... did that for a couple hours, watched spygame and drawed stuff... did my garage project, came in and watched american beauty and ate sandwiches, showered, went to moms, they was rushing to go to their dance rehearsal (tomorrow is the show) and so i played a bit of gran turismo 2 but their dogs were jumping all over me and messing me up so i stopped, then my bro in law and i drove to hemet to look at a car he wanted to check out, wasn't what he was looking for so we came back, went on the comp for an hour or so, bro in law and sis came back with subway, ate my roast beef avocado lettuce pickle mayo mustard on wheat sub, helped look for doms lost shirt, played gran turismo 2 for an hour, came home
- grandma doesn't want to drive to the dance tomorrow and wants me to drive her, but she doesn't to take her car full of gas (she doesn't like the parking lot there or something) so she wants me to drive back here from my moms to get her and then go there and i'm low on gas so it's like 5 miles extra and i barely have gas to go there and back so i said no
- bed at 1

-monday-
- up at 830
- so last night i brought a wire hanger from my moms house home, causwe my bathroom sink hasn't been draining right, it starts to fill up and takes a minute or 2 to drain, and we have no wire hangers here (well, i don't and i wasn't gonna go through my grandmas closet to check), so i undid the hanger and bent a tiny hook in the end and shoved it down the sink drain a couple times, pulled up only a tiny bit of hair, but i turned on the water and it drained right away, left it running a bit and it never filled, so problem fixed
- on the comp listenin to music for a couple hours, cut my hair (looks like crap, but it's cooler, so i don't care) showered and went to moms. everyone left for dance rehearsal so i watched the kids for an hour and half or so til my sis got there, then i went online for an hour or so, then sat and made cookies with my sis (quiron(?) chocolate raisun cookies, one batch with sugar +chocolate and one batch with splenda + carob... which the splenda carob ones didn't spread out so they just stayed spooned out clumps), then they left to get grandma and go to the dance, and i waited for the cookies to finish, took them out, then got the flowers my mom got for everyone after the performance and went to the dance.
- and they were good it was fun and they all danced awesome afterwards we went to bj's pizzaria and brewery, hung out, ate some food, then back to moms...
and i didn't let out the dog that has the bad leg (or put him in the bathroom... which i'm supposed to do i guess if i don't leave him outside) so i guess that dog shit on the floor while we were gone oops i didn't step in it and i walked right through were it was at, so i think the dog shat after i got there before the others got there 10 minutes later.. so my sis brit was pissed that i didn't let out the dog or shut him in the bathroom...
went home, put out the trashcan, and listened to music some more...
did you here? george carlin died today
bed at 1ish

-tuesday-
- up at 7, still kinda tired, so i used the restroom then chugged some water, then back to bed. out of bed at 11, turned on the comp, listened to some music and zoned out for an hour or so, showered and off to moms...
watched some of mi3, ate some spaghetti, played gran turismo 2, watched the end of mi3, played on the computer some, came home, watched hell's kitchen, then without a trace, then friends, then on the comp listening to music for awhile... bed at 1

-wednesday-
- up at 0915, listened to a couple minutes of music, then showered and off to the bank... cashed a check, put $50 in the car for gas (11.016 gallons) then got a MO at the PO and 2 stamps, then home and mailed my cc payment and car insurance renewal, then got minutes for my cell, then to moms, and on the computer

and now: PICTURES!!!





My little homemade vacuum former set-up... and the crappy lookin shop vac i now have but it works, so oh well


and heating up the milk jug plastic over the hot plate then forming it it's fun to do



and i put lenses in the mad scientist goggles


and i cut my hair it's so much cooler now

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