-wednesday-
- early am, still tuesday night really, and i'm listening to henry rollins big ugly mouth, and i was gonna look at porn, or play the sims or something, but i don't want to stop listening to henry... i'll do the other stuff in the morning...
... listened to another 10 minutes or so, then listened to jim, i wore a tie today by the highwaymen, then amazing grace by... i forget, then put the player on random and it took me back to henry rollins, black coffee blues (continued) pt4...
- went to bed around 0130, then woke up and looked at the clock, and it said 1240, then put my glasses on and it was 0805...
laid in bed for another half hour, then got up
seems like it'll be a nice day
-my buddy joe called, i called him last night and left a message, left my home number, cause my cell is out of minutes; talked for like an hour, catchin up on the latest (not much on either end) and then just shootin the shit. good times
- played the sims, layed warcraft 2, watched tv, went to moms, ate some frozen chimechangas, some leftover pancakes and sausage, watched some of quidam, played on the computer, watched waynes world, ate some brownies, came home
-thursday-
- my hair, down
- a friend of mine from high school has decided she's going to change her gender and be a man. so she put a video on youtube and then in her myspace blog to announce her decision to everyone... wow.
it's taking forever to watch cause 'm on dial-up and the video only loads in like 2 second bits every 5 seconds or so, so this like 5 minutes video i've been watchign and listening to for 10 minutes or so and i'm only half through it. but it's cool, i'm hoping it'll be all good for her
good for him
- that's like some big news. i've got only 2 questions though: what i think is The Question in this matter (the penis question), and then i wondered if he'll grow out his facial hair, maybe a mustache or a goatee or a full beard... i can't really think of any other questions.
- just remembered: yesterday i was talking with my mom, about some huge outreach health help thing she is trying to get started (daydreaming about) and she said that alcohol is a drug. so appearantly i take drugs then. also, she likes o tell us that candy is poison, so i poison myself sometimes. wow, i'm pretty self-destructive
- so karen is messaging me on myspace asking if i'll call her mom and tell her she's at my moms so there won't be any drama about her being at her ex-bf (or current bf, or whatever he is), she says she wants to avoid the drama. so i told her it's already drama and if she wants to ignore it and not talk to her mom then don't, but if she wants me to take on a bunch of drama for her it's just too bad.
- it's just news all around today: the cousin of my sister nicoles friend who was driving the car during the accident that killed her died last night in the exact same kind of accident. she says he wasn't driving but the news report says the police can't determine yet who was driving, so we'll see i guess...
yep, it looks like it was him. on the news, it's his name and picture, and my mom called the da investigator for the case and he says everything looks like it is, he'll be more sure next week after he checks it some more. so the whle thing's over i guess.
kinda glad there won't be a trial about it all now, but sad someone else is dead.
- so i went to my moms, told her about the dude. played on the computer a bit, then lit up a seegar and drove to pick up my sis at her bf's, drove her home, then sat in the car listening to the radio and finishing my stogie. then went in, watched some spiderman, ate a pickle and cheese sandwich and went home.
played some sims, then watched law & order ci, then off to bed
-friday-
- log ont to myspace this morning and karen either deleted her myspace page or it got deleted...
-http://suicidegirls.com/interviews/Nina+Hartley/
"NH: Your relationship with yourself. These are skills that develop at completely different times. My father says there are feelings and then there are thoughts about feelings; our family had thoughts and theories and concepts about feelings. But feelings? Huh, fascinating. Like Mr. Spock. But your body cannot lie. It contains everything that ever happened to you. All of these feelings are here. And if you can learn to sit still and stay with them. Dont run, dont flee, dont fall asleep, dont eat. Just stay, stay, stay. Eventually all will be revealed. If you can just stay with it."
that strike home so much: i always think about feelingsd more than actually feel them...
- was online for an hour, then laid back down and rested listening to cd's. got up again a couple hours later, moved my car, went back online.
- picked up tara and her friend, went to the mall, walked around for an hour or 2, then took tara home cause she ran into an ex and it made her sad so she wanted to go home and not hang out anymore (and before that her friends went off to play chess but she didn't want to walk over to where they were going), so i dropped her off, then went to see red, hung out for a hlaf hour while he finished getting ready for work, drank a martini and had a shot of absolut citron, and a shot of coconut jack rum, and some hummus and pita crackers (since i haven't eaten all day) then he left for work and i went to moms. watched some more online news clips from the news about the dudes crash the other day, he was supposed to go to court today for a dui crash from january when he was the driver, and they mentioned he was gonna be charged next month with manslaughter in my sisters crash cause he was at 0.22 and grabbed the wheel which caused them to crash. he wasn't driving in the crash he died in either.
so at moms i watched those, then ate a couple sandwiches, some leftover chinese and a slice of apple pie and watched waynes world, then came home.
- and so i log on and go to myspace when i get home and some fake looking profile saying they're some reporter has sent me a message trying to contact my brother... sssshhhYEAH right!?! they didn't even do a decent job of faking the page.
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=131370514
so i replied to his message with a huge HAHAHA (like 100 or more "HA"'s) and then i emailed the news station just to let them know (about the faker, not the HAHA message)
- and here's some of the stuff i was checking out online thursday
http://en. wikipedia. org/wiki/Larry_Norman
http://en. wikipedia. org/wiki/Slow_Train_Coming
http://en. wikipedia. org/wiki/Bob_Dylan
http://en. wikipedia. org/wiki/Association_of_Vineyard_Churches
my mom was actually reading about larry norman on wikipedia when i got there and i just kept it up and read it and links from it
late
- early am, still tuesday night really, and i'm listening to henry rollins big ugly mouth, and i was gonna look at porn, or play the sims or something, but i don't want to stop listening to henry... i'll do the other stuff in the morning...
... listened to another 10 minutes or so, then listened to jim, i wore a tie today by the highwaymen, then amazing grace by... i forget, then put the player on random and it took me back to henry rollins, black coffee blues (continued) pt4...
- went to bed around 0130, then woke up and looked at the clock, and it said 1240, then put my glasses on and it was 0805...
laid in bed for another half hour, then got up seems like it'll be a nice day-my buddy joe called, i called him last night and left a message, left my home number, cause my cell is out of minutes; talked for like an hour, catchin up on the latest (not much on either end) and then just shootin the shit. good times
- played the sims, layed warcraft 2, watched tv, went to moms, ate some frozen chimechangas, some leftover pancakes and sausage, watched some of quidam, played on the computer, watched waynes world, ate some brownies, came home
-thursday-
- my hair, down
- a friend of mine from high school has decided she's going to change her gender and be a man. so she put a video on youtube and then in her myspace blog to announce her decision to everyone... wow.
it's taking forever to watch cause 'm on dial-up and the video only loads in like 2 second bits every 5 seconds or so, so this like 5 minutes video i've been watchign and listening to for 10 minutes or so and i'm only half through it. but it's cool, i'm hoping it'll be all good for her
good for him
- that's like some big news. i've got only 2 questions though: what i think is The Question in this matter (the penis question), and then i wondered if he'll grow out his facial hair, maybe a mustache or a goatee or a full beard... i can't really think of any other questions.
- just remembered: yesterday i was talking with my mom, about some huge outreach health help thing she is trying to get started (daydreaming about) and she said that alcohol is a drug. so appearantly i take drugs then. also, she likes o tell us that candy is poison, so i poison myself sometimes. wow, i'm pretty self-destructive
- so karen is messaging me on myspace asking if i'll call her mom and tell her she's at my moms so there won't be any drama about her being at her ex-bf (or current bf, or whatever he is), she says she wants to avoid the drama. so i told her it's already drama and if she wants to ignore it and not talk to her mom then don't, but if she wants me to take on a bunch of drama for her it's just too bad.
- it's just news all around today: the cousin of my sister nicoles friend who was driving the car during the accident that killed her died last night in the exact same kind of accident. she says he wasn't driving but the news report says the police can't determine yet who was driving, so we'll see i guess...
yep, it looks like it was him. on the news, it's his name and picture, and my mom called the da investigator for the case and he says everything looks like it is, he'll be more sure next week after he checks it some more. so the whle thing's over i guess.
kinda glad there won't be a trial about it all now, but sad someone else is dead.
- so i went to my moms, told her about the dude. played on the computer a bit, then lit up a seegar and drove to pick up my sis at her bf's, drove her home, then sat in the car listening to the radio and finishing my stogie. then went in, watched some spiderman, ate a pickle and cheese sandwich and went home.
played some sims, then watched law & order ci, then off to bed
-friday-
- log ont to myspace this morning and karen either deleted her myspace page or it got deleted...
-http://suicidegirls.com/interviews/Nina+Hartley/
"NH: Your relationship with yourself. These are skills that develop at completely different times. My father says there are feelings and then there are thoughts about feelings; our family had thoughts and theories and concepts about feelings. But feelings? Huh, fascinating. Like Mr. Spock. But your body cannot lie. It contains everything that ever happened to you. All of these feelings are here. And if you can learn to sit still and stay with them. Dont run, dont flee, dont fall asleep, dont eat. Just stay, stay, stay. Eventually all will be revealed. If you can just stay with it."
that strike home so much: i always think about feelingsd more than actually feel them...
- was online for an hour, then laid back down and rested listening to cd's. got up again a couple hours later, moved my car, went back online.
- picked up tara and her friend, went to the mall, walked around for an hour or 2, then took tara home cause she ran into an ex and it made her sad so she wanted to go home and not hang out anymore (and before that her friends went off to play chess but she didn't want to walk over to where they were going), so i dropped her off, then went to see red, hung out for a hlaf hour while he finished getting ready for work, drank a martini and had a shot of absolut citron, and a shot of coconut jack rum, and some hummus and pita crackers (since i haven't eaten all day) then he left for work and i went to moms. watched some more online news clips from the news about the dudes crash the other day, he was supposed to go to court today for a dui crash from january when he was the driver, and they mentioned he was gonna be charged next month with manslaughter in my sisters crash cause he was at 0.22 and grabbed the wheel which caused them to crash. he wasn't driving in the crash he died in either.
so at moms i watched those, then ate a couple sandwiches, some leftover chinese and a slice of apple pie and watched waynes world, then came home.
- and so i log on and go to myspace when i get home and some fake looking profile saying they're some reporter has sent me a message trying to contact my brother... sssshhhYEAH right!?! they didn't even do a decent job of faking the page.
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=131370514
so i replied to his message with a huge HAHAHA (like 100 or more "HA"'s) and then i emailed the news station just to let them know (about the faker, not the HAHA message)
- and here's some of the stuff i was checking out online thursday
http://en. wikipedia. org/wiki/Larry_Norman
http://en. wikipedia. org/wiki/Slow_Train_Coming
http://en. wikipedia. org/wiki/Bob_Dylan
http://en. wikipedia. org/wiki/Association_of_Vineyard_Churches
my mom was actually reading about larry norman on wikipedia when i got there and i just kept it up and read it and links from it
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I did have fun, thanks mate. Twas a great weekend and there shall be massive new bloggage tomorrow.