since i can't seem to get it to work on my computer at home (the pictures get added, but not the blogs) i put them on my myspace blog, and now just add them here when i'm somewhere else.
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
suzy
Current mood: crushed
-friday- night
- "Death is the only great adventure I have left. "
"We come to love not finding a perfect person - but by learning to see an imperfect person perfect."
-saturday-
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice%27s_Adventures_in_Wonderland
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_who_have_disappeared
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_McGee%27s_Alice
i have the alice from the game tattooed on my arm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vorpal
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Mallory
After being asked repeatedly by reporters in New York City while on a lecture tour why he wanted to climb Mount Everest, Mallory is famously said to have replied, "Because it is there."
-sunday-
" a candle burning bright
a juicer ends his life"
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rocket_Queen
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Juicer_%28Rifts%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/You_Could_Be_Mine
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- continued -
- woke up to move my car so since it doesn't start right up all the time i used each start a little more wisely now, so i went to jack in the crack and got breakfast.
- http://suicidegirls.com/interviews/Tura+Satana/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Faster_pussycat_kill_kill
- is there really no word seperate word for the knuckles of your toes?
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beyond_the_Valley_of_the_Dolls
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valley_of_the_Dolls_%28film%29
i read the book, it was really good
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valley_of_the_Dolls
- cut my hari, took a shower, then went through my stuff i got at the comicon months ago.
- went to my moms, played motherload with my brother for like 3 hours, then got del taco and came home.
-monday-
- went to my uncles to babsit my 2 cousins. watched some tv, played some motherload, watched more tv, had pizza for dinner, watched prisonbreak, came home.
- tuesday -
- woke up a little after noon. went online, did a survey.
- Serious Question: Should you live for yourself, or for everyone else?
- ever think about something so hard it left you weak in the knees?
- you know what always made me not like britney spears mom, lynne? [spoiler]she gave both her daughters her name as their middle name. it always struck me as way beyond concieted.
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
suzy
Current mood: crushed
-friday- night
- "Death is the only great adventure I have left. "
"We come to love not finding a perfect person - but by learning to see an imperfect person perfect."
-saturday-
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice%27s_Adventures_in_Wonderland
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_who_have_disappeared
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_McGee%27s_Alice
i have the alice from the game tattooed on my arm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vorpal
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Mallory
After being asked repeatedly by reporters in New York City while on a lecture tour why he wanted to climb Mount Everest, Mallory is famously said to have replied, "Because it is there."
-sunday-
" a candle burning bright
a juicer ends his life"
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rocket_Queen
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Juicer_%28Rifts%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/You_Could_Be_Mine
-
- continued -
- woke up to move my car so since it doesn't start right up all the time i used each start a little more wisely now, so i went to jack in the crack and got breakfast.
- http://suicidegirls.com/interviews/Tura+Satana/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Faster_pussycat_kill_kill
- is there really no word seperate word for the knuckles of your toes?
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beyond_the_Valley_of_the_Dolls
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valley_of_the_Dolls_%28film%29
i read the book, it was really good
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valley_of_the_Dolls
- cut my hari, took a shower, then went through my stuff i got at the comicon months ago.
- went to my moms, played motherload with my brother for like 3 hours, then got del taco and came home.
-monday-
- went to my uncles to babsit my 2 cousins. watched some tv, played some motherload, watched more tv, had pizza for dinner, watched prisonbreak, came home.
- tuesday -
- woke up a little after noon. went online, did a survey.
- Serious Question: Should you live for yourself, or for everyone else?
- ever think about something so hard it left you weak in the knees?
- you know what always made me not like britney spears mom, lynne? [spoiler]she gave both her daughters her name as their middle name. it always struck me as way beyond concieted.
-wednesday-
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Thursday, October 04, 2007
crappety crap crap
Current mood: crappy
-sunday-
woke up, moved the car, went back to bed for an hour.
woke up, got my other soda, came upstairs, got online.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ghost_in_the_Shell_%28film%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RealDoll
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uncanny_Valley
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TranshumanismDehumanization_.28Frankenstein_argument.29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parahuman
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ghost_in_the_Shell_%28philosophy%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Full_Metal_Alchemist
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-
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ship_of_Theseus
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philosopher%27s_Stone_%28Fullmetal_Alchemist%29
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- hung out at my moms, with my brother and sisters, went online, went shopping. kara said people that work at 7-11 are beneath her, well, her exact words were," he was checking me out, and he's cute, but i didn't look back at him or anything, cause i'd never go out with someone like that, who didn't go get a better job than at 7-11. he was washing the windows, and he probably mops too"
-monday-
- another night in which i slept and then awoke, rested and ready for another day
1
- just watching movies and cutting up magazines again.
- all i have to say is truth isn't. all there is is perception.
- picked up my bro and sis', watched prisonbreak and the the season premiere of Heroes then i took them home and put $10 in gas in my car. came home, sorted the last of the magazines and watched The 13th Warrior.
-tuesday-
- my grandma was freaked out about a lizard that she couldn't scare away (she doesn't like lizards, so instead of leaving them alone she walks around the backyard banging a stick on the ground to get them to come out so she can scare them away) so i went outside and it was half under the Greens waste barrel and i picked up the barrel and the reason it couldn't be scared away was because somebody flattened it with the barrel, it was dead.
- another day of nothing much. sorted, trashed, watched movies and tv, moved my car, moved it back, ate pizza, drank water.
- why is it that the best advice you give is never to yourself?
- http://bigchillfridge.com/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minnie_Driver
http://www.kikker5150.com/hardknock.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/General_Zod
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bizarro_fiction
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Supergirl_%28film%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Legend_of_Billie_Jean
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yeardley_Smith
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Three_O%27Clock_High
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/4_Non_Blondes
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Linda_Perry
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gina_Gershon
-wednesday-
- slept. woke up... again.
spent the night at my moms. drank some budaweisers and smoked a nice cigar, ate some homemade chicken soup my sis and bro made. and looked up at the full moon
thursday-
- my cousin is getting over the flu so he satyed home one last day today but my aunt had to go to work so i went over and watched him. played on the computer, watched tivo'd kitchen nightmares, family guy, and kid nation. then played motherload at miniclip for a couple hours. del taco for dinner
- stayed the night at my moms again. when i got there i got online and started playing motherload again, at about 1030, and didn't stop or go to bed until 6:15am it was fun, ended up with a final score of 6.3 mil, and i'd mined down to a little over 5000 feet. it's fun.
-friday-
- woke up, played another couple hours of motherload, then dropped my sis at ballet and came home. i'm supposed to take my grandma to the laundrymat to was all the bathroom mats.
- "Death is the only great adventure I have left. "
"We come to love not finding a perfect person - but by learning to see an imperfect person perfect."
-saturday-
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice%27s_Adventures_in_Wonderland
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_who_have_disappeared
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_McGee%27s_Alice
i have the alice from the game tattooed on my arm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vorpal
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Mallory
After being asked repeatedly by reporters in New York City while on a lecture tour why he wanted to climb Mount Everest, Mallory is famously said to have replied, "Because it is there."
-sunday-
" a candle burning bright
a juicer ends his life"
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rocket_Queen
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Juicer_%28Rifts%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/You_Could_Be_Mine
-
- continued -
- woke up to move my car so since it doesn't start right up all the time i used each start a little more wisely now, so i went to jack in the crack and got breakfast.
- http://suicidegirls.com/interviews/Tura+Satana/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Faster_pussycat_kill_kill
- is there really no word seperate word for the knuckles of your toes?
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beyond_the_Valley_of_the_Dolls
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valley_of_the_Dolls_%28film%29
i read the book, it was really good
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valley_of_the_Dolls
- cut my hari, took a shower, then went through my stuff i got at the comicon months ago.
- went to my moms, played motherload with my brother for like 3 hours, then got del taco and came home.
-monday-
- went to my uncles to babsit my 2 cousins. watched some tv, played some motherload, watched more tv, had pizza for dinner, watched prisonbreak, came home.
- tuesday -
- woke up a little after noon. went online, did a survey.
- Serious Question: Should you live for yourself, or for everyone else?
- ever think about something so hard it left you weak in the knees?
- you know what always made me not like britney spears mom, lynne? [spoiler]she gave both her daughters her name as their middle name. it always struck me as way beyond concieted.
Thursday, October 04, 2007
crappety crap crap
Current mood: crappy
-sunday-
woke up, moved the car, went back to bed for an hour.
woke up, got my other soda, came upstairs, got online.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ghost_in_the_Shell_%28film%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/RealDoll
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uncanny_Valley
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/TranshumanismDehumanization_.28Frankenstein_argument.29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Parahuman
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ghost_in_the_Shell_%28philosophy%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Full_Metal_Alchemist
-
-
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ship_of_Theseus
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Philosopher%27s_Stone_%28Fullmetal_Alchemist%29
-
- hung out at my moms, with my brother and sisters, went online, went shopping. kara said people that work at 7-11 are beneath her, well, her exact words were," he was checking me out, and he's cute, but i didn't look back at him or anything, cause i'd never go out with someone like that, who didn't go get a better job than at 7-11. he was washing the windows, and he probably mops too"
-monday-
- another night in which i slept and then awoke, rested and ready for another day
1
- just watching movies and cutting up magazines again.
- all i have to say is truth isn't. all there is is perception.
- picked up my bro and sis', watched prisonbreak and the the season premiere of Heroes
then i took them home and put $10 in gas in my car. came home, sorted the last of the magazines and watched The 13th Warrior.-tuesday-
- my grandma was freaked out about a lizard that she couldn't scare away (she doesn't like lizards, so instead of leaving them alone she walks around the backyard banging a stick on the ground to get them to come out so she can scare them away) so i went outside and it was half under the Greens waste barrel and i picked up the barrel and the reason it couldn't be scared away was because somebody flattened it with the barrel, it was dead.
- another day of nothing much. sorted, trashed, watched movies and tv, moved my car, moved it back, ate pizza, drank water.
- why is it that the best advice you give is never to yourself?
- http://bigchillfridge.com/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Minnie_Driver
http://www.kikker5150.com/hardknock.html
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/General_Zod
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bizarro_fiction
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Supergirl_%28film%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Legend_of_Billie_Jean
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yeardley_Smith
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Three_O%27Clock_High
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/4_Non_Blondes
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Linda_Perry
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gina_Gershon
-wednesday-
- slept. woke up... again.
spent the night at my moms. drank some budaweisers and smoked a nice cigar, ate some homemade chicken soup my sis and bro made. and looked up at the full moon
thursday-
- my cousin is getting over the flu so he satyed home one last day today but my aunt had to go to work so i went over and watched him. played on the computer, watched tivo'd kitchen nightmares, family guy, and kid nation. then played motherload at miniclip for a couple hours. del taco for dinner
- stayed the night at my moms again. when i got there i got online and started playing motherload again, at about 1030, and didn't stop or go to bed until 6:15am
it was fun, ended up with a final score of 6.3 mil, and i'd mined down to a little over 5000 feet. it's fun.-friday-
- woke up, played another couple hours of motherload, then dropped my sis at ballet and came home. i'm supposed to take my grandma to the laundrymat to was all the bathroom mats.
- "Death is the only great adventure I have left. "
"We come to love not finding a perfect person - but by learning to see an imperfect person perfect."
-saturday-
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alice%27s_Adventures_in_Wonderland
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_people_who_have_disappeared
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/American_McGee%27s_Alice
i have the alice from the game tattooed on my arm
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vorpal
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Mallory
After being asked repeatedly by reporters in New York City while on a lecture tour why he wanted to climb Mount Everest, Mallory is famously said to have replied, "Because it is there."
-sunday-
" a candle burning bright
a juicer ends his life"
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rocket_Queen
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Juicer_%28Rifts%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/You_Could_Be_Mine
-
- continued -
- woke up to move my car so since it doesn't start right up all the time i used each start a little more wisely now, so i went to jack in the crack and got breakfast.
- http://suicidegirls.com/interviews/Tura+Satana/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Faster_pussycat_kill_kill
- is there really no word seperate word for the knuckles of your toes?
- http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Beyond_the_Valley_of_the_Dolls
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valley_of_the_Dolls_%28film%29
i read the book, it was really good
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Valley_of_the_Dolls
- cut my hari, took a shower, then went through my stuff i got at the comicon months ago.
- went to my moms, played motherload with my brother for like 3 hours, then got del taco and came home.
-monday-
- went to my uncles to babsit my 2 cousins. watched some tv, played some motherload, watched more tv, had pizza for dinner, watched prisonbreak, came home.
- tuesday -
- woke up a little after noon. went online, did a survey.
- Serious Question: Should you live for yourself, or for everyone else?
- ever think about something so hard it left you weak in the knees?
- you know what always made me not like britney spears mom, lynne? [spoiler]she gave both her daughters her name as their middle name. it always struck me as way beyond concieted.
-wednesday-
- suzy i think of thee often...
- went to the laundrmat, dinner at the japanese restuarant, took my sis' to church, walked around the mall a bit, picked my bro and sis' up, dropped them at home, watched ramseys kitchen nightmares, finished the handles on my sisters bag, so that project is complete
it looks kinda crappy, i'm gonna make another one for her
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eep op ork ah ah
Current mood: lonely
-thursday-
- went to my moms, played motherload. had to call my sisters loan company cause she didn't fill out the paperwork all the way and they needed somemore information from me (i'm her co-signer). played somemore motherload. came home. took a nap for a couple hours until 8, woke up.
-friday-
- got jack in the box for lunch, around 3ish, then came home and ate, then made some shorts
the first pair is little tight, and the second pair is the right size, but the fit is wrong, i didn't have any curves on the inside seams so they bulge instead of conforming. i'll do better on my next pair. they are both very comfortable though.
- making another pair of shorts. hips are a little too small still, but i think i figured out what's wrong with my pattern, so next pair should be better.
but the good news is i'm getting more comfortable and quicker doing the sewing this pair i styled after a pair of bdu's, but i didn't pattern all the extra pieces, so next time i'll have to do that. but the pattern should be better next time so the next ones should fit perfect... i hope
-saturday-
- woke up, went online, ate pizza, watched diner, cleaned my room some, went with my aunt to pick up my sisters, went online, watched diner again, cleaned my room, cleaned the bathroom, went online.
- http://suicidegirls.com/albums/hopefuls/group/14590/ 
- my aunt and great uncle came back at 9 from the b-day party they went to and went to bed, so i left and went to my moms, hung out with my bro and sis and their friends til4 and then came home.
-sunday-
- woke up, rested in that room, then went back to bed. finally got out of bed again once i heard nobody downstairs. refilled my water cup, and reheated the last of the pizza from yesterday. i think i'm gonna go to my moms in awhile and eat somemore of the pb cookies my sis made yesterday
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-monday
- ah, another monday
- watched jay and silent bob strike back, then picked up my sister and took her to the mall to pay her phone bill, then said hello to some friends, then took my sis home, went online a little, watched some of under the tuscan sun, ate some leftover tuna helper, brought my sis and bro to my house to watch prisonbreak and heroes, then took them home, drove around listening to loveline, put some gas in my car, then drove a little more, then came home, watched ernest goes to camp a couple times, listened to some music, and ended up going to bed at 6am.
tuesday
- i'm now not supposed to use the lights at night.
- watched eurotrip and sewed felt stuff onto my sweatshirt, then went to my moms. when i got there they were all leaving to go see feel the noise, which looks like it sucks so i didn't join them, stayed there and went online for a couple hours, then came home a little before 8 and went to bed, woke up to potty around 1030, then went back to sleep...
-wednesday-
- ... until1230, can't fall asleep again so i figured i'd get up for a bit and go online.
- "I have learned this: it is not what one does wrong,but what one becomes as a consequence of it."
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- can't seem to fall back asleep, so i do some pushups and put in a new cd. i'm listening to a cd, and one tin soldier is playing and i listen to it a couple times and realize i don't really know what a tin soldier is really, so i wake up and do more pushups then go online to look it up.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/One_Tin_Soldier
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Billy_Jack
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late?
eep op ork ah ah
Current mood: lonely
-thursday-
- went to my moms, played motherload. had to call my sisters loan company cause she didn't fill out the paperwork all the way and they needed somemore information from me (i'm her co-signer). played somemore motherload. came home. took a nap for a couple hours until 8, woke up.
-friday-
- got jack in the box for lunch, around 3ish, then came home and ate, then made some shorts
the first pair is little tight, and the second pair is the right size, but the fit is wrong, i didn't have any curves on the inside seams so they bulge instead of conforming. i'll do better on my next pair. they are both very comfortable though.
- making another pair of shorts. hips are a little too small still, but i think i figured out what's wrong with my pattern, so next pair should be better.
but the good news is i'm getting more comfortable and quicker doing the sewing
this pair i styled after a pair of bdu's, but i didn't pattern all the extra pieces, so next time i'll have to do that. but the pattern should be better next time so the next ones should fit perfect... i hope-saturday-
- woke up, went online, ate pizza, watched diner, cleaned my room some, went with my aunt to pick up my sisters, went online, watched diner again, cleaned my room, cleaned the bathroom, went online.
-
http://suicidegirls.com/albums/hopefuls/group/14590/ - my aunt and great uncle came back at 9 from the b-day party they went to and went to bed, so i left and went to my moms, hung out with my bro and sis and their friends til4 and then came home.
-sunday-
- woke up, rested in that room, then went back to bed. finally got out of bed again once i heard nobody downstairs. refilled my water cup, and reheated the last of the pizza from yesterday. i think i'm gonna go to my moms in awhile and eat somemore of the pb cookies my sis made yesterday
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-monday
- ah, another monday
- watched jay and silent bob strike back, then picked up my sister and took her to the mall to pay her phone bill, then said hello to some friends, then took my sis home, went online a little, watched some of under the tuscan sun, ate some leftover tuna helper, brought my sis and bro to my house to watch prisonbreak and heroes, then took them home, drove around listening to loveline, put some gas in my car, then drove a little more, then came home, watched ernest goes to camp a couple times, listened to some music, and ended up going to bed at 6am.
tuesday
- i'm now not supposed to use the lights at night.
- watched eurotrip and sewed felt stuff onto my sweatshirt, then went to my moms. when i got there they were all leaving to go see feel the noise, which looks like it sucks so i didn't join them, stayed there and went online for a couple hours, then came home a little before 8 and went to bed, woke up to potty around 1030, then went back to sleep...
-wednesday-
- ... until1230, can't fall asleep again so i figured i'd get up for a bit and go online.
- "I have learned this: it is not what one does wrong,but what one becomes as a consequence of it."
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- can't seem to fall back asleep, so i do some pushups and put in a new cd. i'm listening to a cd, and one tin soldier is playing and i listen to it a couple times and realize i don't really know what a tin soldier is really, so i wake up and do more pushups then go online to look it up.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/One_Tin_Soldier
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Billy_Jack
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late
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early thursday morning, 11oct2007
- i forgot to call my dad yesterday fir hus b-day. i remembered a couple times that i needed to call hi, but when i was near a phone i was doing something else and forgot to call... damn
Nixon
i'm on my laptop at my moms. using some neighbors unsecured wireless signal. this is cool
Elsie
this is fun. i love high=speed
Flux
and my comment to flux's video here
" i've wanted to read finnigans wake since i heard about it in the meandering leadup to someone singing finnigans wake on some irish drinking songs cd i have... and i believe one of the best lines i 've ever heard sung is," then the war did soon engage, woman to woman, and man to man""
-Trixie
HAHAHA I love it
and part 2
ouch
-Pistolita
-Twwly
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Have a good w/d brotha...
BTW, I'll most likely be in San Diego in December/January to see my surgeon. I'll fill you in as it gets closer...