Quitting smoking. again. Day 2. Mild discomfort. MAD TV sucks. Went grocery shopping today. Am domesticated animal. Laundry and dishes and all that. was really feeling sick yesterday but i went for a run anyways and cleaned out the old lungs. was a big wake-up call. so, again for exercise reasons, i quit smoking. This will probably mean no drinking as well. sometimes i'm addicted...
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ahhh... back to normalcy. going home was extremely rejuvinating. amounts of crying and hugging and being told i am beautiful tend to help the soul. not too vain, yet do enjoy every family member telling me and my sister that we are the most beautiful girls at the funeral parlor. odd. i have a huge family. and we are all very close. number one reason...
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brankauti:
Sorry I missed you while you were down our way. And glad that the visit was theraputic. I wish I had had the money and guts to travel after graduating. I went to Naples for a couple weeks with my friends, and then settled back home with the fam til I found a job, and then met dekews. Well, it turns out I am glad I didn't travel so much or I wouldn't have met him! But if I hadn't, I was considering moving to Italy or Ireland.
brankauti:
Hope you feel better soon. I was a writing major when I first went to college, too! I was in St. Lawrence's writing program for a year. I do miss it - I feel like I haven't written anything in so long I have forgotten how. I have to get back at it. What do you write?
well, then. happy motherfucking halloween kids. i was Jackie O. Everybody guessed it. Goog job everybody. She and i share a B-day. My soul mate's B-day is the same as JFK"S. pretty eerie. i got hit on more than is usual. musta been the glasses.
in other news...more family members are dying. comes with the territory i suppose.
my ears are ringing like mad.
time...
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in other news...more family members are dying. comes with the territory i suppose.
my ears are ringing like mad.
time...
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brankauti:
Aaahh! That sucks. 
Congrats on the great costume though.
Congrats on the great costume though.
dekews:
Sorry to hear that.
Sorry to hear that.hehe. oh tobiko, maguro, hamachi, saba, and maki of all sorts... why can't i just live on the coast and spear all of this delicious raw fish?
My degree, riiight...
soon enough i will be near the ocean again.
a japanese girl i work with told me i was more asian than she is. i didn't know there was a way to measure these kinds...
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My degree, riiight...
soon enough i will be near the ocean again.
a japanese girl i work with told me i was more asian than she is. i didn't know there was a way to measure these kinds...
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brankauti:
Nope, the Liberty Tree closed up a couple of years ago, but I do remember it fondly! But I would be happy to meet up with you while you are here! I'm sorry to hear about your grandad. When you will you be down? I have tomorrow off, and then I am working like a dog all week. I have mornings free until noon, though.
When you will you be down? I have tomorrow off, and then I am working like a dog all week. I have mornings free until noon, though.
sprinkle:
i dunno exactly when i'll be there. everything is in a state of tumult. i'll keep you posted though. I'm renting a sweet ride for the drive. fun. wish it was under better circumstances. have a good night.
first snow came pretty early this year. 
yes, mad. angry. These things happen.
Have eaten sushi or sashimi for every meal in the past 2 days. feels great. Tasty. little expensive but money is made to be spent.
Here for a good time not a long time, eh?
Tattooing tonight in about an hour. Not looking forward to leaving my cozy apartment. Watching Casino. Joe...
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yes, mad. angry. These things happen.
Have eaten sushi or sashimi for every meal in the past 2 days. feels great. Tasty. little expensive but money is made to be spent.
Here for a good time not a long time, eh?
Tattooing tonight in about an hour. Not looking forward to leaving my cozy apartment. Watching Casino. Joe...
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dekews:
Doesn't look like we'll be making it up there.
Not sure I'm ready for snow yet anyway.
<Jealous> I wish I could eat sushi all the time.
Are you going to post pics of the new tat?
Not sure I'm ready for snow yet anyway.
<Jealous> I wish I could eat sushi all the time.
Are you going to post pics of the new tat?
i need a book to read. am thinking about john krakauer. insomnia strikes again. wish i lived alone.
dekews:
I read the new Steven King book Colorado Man. I wouldn't read it if I were you. I'm reading the new Series of Unfortunate Events book. I'm about 2/3 done. Good so far.
On A Pale Horse is my favorite book of all time.
The Universe and the Teacup is a good read too.
On A Pale Horse is my favorite book of all time.
The Universe and the Teacup is a good read too.
dekews:
We were thinking we might go foliage peeping. How's it look up that way? Have all the leaves turned and/or fallen yet?
i am:
an exceelleent writer
a slacka
an aunt to the cutest lil kid
burnin 4 u
still drunk
my gg
(great gramma) died today, she was 99.
my whole family is dying, no joke. Tis the season i suppose
i am also:
missing my wallet
gonna be sad
realizing the pointlesness
dealing with a bad taste in my mouth
an exceelleent writer
a slacka
an aunt to the cutest lil kid
burnin 4 u
still drunk
my gg
(great gramma) died today, she was 99.
my whole family is dying, no joke. Tis the season i suppose
i am also:
missing my wallet
gonna be sad
realizing the pointlesness
dealing with a bad taste in my mouth
chainlink:
I'm sorry , that sux .
did lotsa drugs tonight. valium was my favorite. although they all were good. i don't usually do a lot of drugs but i have visitors from my hometown. my hometown (as most are) is a fuckin pharmacy. i'm about to watch "What's Eating Gilber Grape." never seen it. i did see "Me you and Everyone we Know" last night and it's so fuckin good. gonna...
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my hoodie just came from neighborhoodies, it rocks. very comfortable. very cool site. personalized clothes n the like. fun stuff. in other news, now is the time of year that i either start drinking very heavily or sleep a lot, i think my body and mind agree on the latter of those options. slingin the soosh tonight. Make money money make money money monaaay... 
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chainlink:
I want a neighborhoddie !
well i am just about a totally speachless blithering idiot lately. Sry , very preoccupied
I am hugely in love with avacado
well i am just about a totally speachless blithering idiot lately. Sry , very preoccupied
I am hugely in love with avacado
chainlink:
Thanks
between my poor old dog bein wacked and my house closing I am mega stressed. Hopefully the house shit will be over this week . Then life can finally go on and i can devote myself to just worryin about my dog full time.
between my poor old dog bein wacked and my house closing I am mega stressed. Hopefully the house shit will be over this week . Then life can finally go on and i can devote myself to just worryin about my dog full time.
shit's better. going to see an old friend, one of my only real friends. she's a fucking riot. much merriment to be made at the expense of my homework. dah well. made a thanksgiving feast for a few good friends. one of my boys brews beer and he brought over a bunch to sample some were shit but there were a few really good ones....
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chainlink:
Nice , I love old friends. Funny I had a big turkey feast for lunch today and some harvest weed too ,... life IS good .
I haven't had any homebrew or dandalion wine yet this year. soon enough
I haven't had any homebrew or dandalion wine yet this year. soon enough
hope everything else is good.