spqremp

so i was looking at my past journal entries and realized they sound a little bitter. to me a journal i something that i may use to vent, i am really not as bitter as i read--a disclaimer.

so last night i had sex with rr, and five humps away from the big O her friend knocks knocks knocks at the door...rr tells leah that she is busy with out getting up, leah takes the clue...so time passes (hump hump hump...o,O) {tasteless isnt it} so rr gets up and puts on a robe and JUST THEN kendra knocks on the door. so rr opens the door--mind you that im naked under a blanket--and kendra comes in. now kendra is high and she hangs out in the room and she was oozing sex, she was so incredibly horny. so we are all on the bed rr is being molested by kendra, rr didnt much like this. it was amusing until i realized that i was completely ignored, if there was to be any more sex it would have been kendra and rr i would only get to watch...that would only be fun of the first five minutes.
but rr got sandwiched between myself and kendra who than just passed out. so...i very sneakily get dressed and than we, rr and i manage to boot kendra back to her own room. it was only after we did this that i realize that after having sex i just hung out with someone other than my sexual partner naked and it did not even phase me. it is weird that i didnt bug out when kendra came in, and it was weird that kendra didnt care and came in.