spott

Energetic. Inspired. Head in a Gutter and loving it ~ allowing a manic attitude supress deeper things (and its working) ... feeling like getting into some trouble ~

Spontanious.

Jump in car. Speeding. Racing to a place for an impulsive reason.

Singing. Off-key to Music Blarring ~ hardcore - perverted - fun music. Thinking of this random thing - prank - gaggift to encourage a fun inside joke. Rushing ... place will close.

Run. Smirk. Laugh.

Buy. Fun. Trouble. Lots of Trouble. Gutter. Smirk.

~ phone rings ~

Gift ... lost inspiration. Desire to break. Trash. Except too drained to do more than just drop.
Drive - home. Slow. Visability hazed with rain or tears.
Music killed. No sound but rain and breathing.
Pray for that deer to jump in front of you.

Energy - gone.
Passion - gone.
Gutter - closed.

Dirt has been thrown on the fire.