spookie

bleh...shitty day...had a lot of really bad dreams...all my friends are having problems and i wish i could help them all...i'm having my own issues..don't even care to leave the house...i hate hinesville...i'm already seeing things go down the shitter...i dunno what the hell to do with my life...i'm afraid that i can't live a normal life with out meds...ya know all the fun stuff...so yeah
oh i have also recently found out that i am quite the violent little girl...hmmm i dunno why now or what has caused it...i just don't feel like i have to be afraid anymore i guess and some ppl don't seem to like it, but honestly i just don't give a fuck!!
damn today sucks with all these deep thoughts and depressed feelings...
oh and i also hate hate hate computers, but not for any reason taht has to do with myself.
i like puters just fine, but its what it turns other ppl into is what i hate.