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god, i'm so lonely. i feel like singing some sad lonely cheesy song to myself lol. it just sucks to be lonely and not to mention horny...the dreams i have been having..MY GOD!!! i liked the show prision break before, but now i think i will be an avid watcher lol...wow
so not much else is going on. just sitting around letting the time go by waiting for my husband to come home.
oh yesterday i was eating a huge chimichanga and it was really hot, but i was really hungry lol so i took a huge bite and burnt my throat....it hurt. hell it still does a little bit...damn chimichangas anyways. i'll prolly end up doing it again too.
i usually love the holidays, but this year for some reason its just down right depressing....it seems as if every where i go i see happy couples together holding hands and all that shit. it just sucks to be me i guess. it sucks even more that my husband isn't the romantic type and to get anything sweet outta him is impossible. its like asking him to wash his feet after he comes in from the field lol. so i have to live with stuff like...'babe you put the pepper in my oni'...but i love him for it anyways =) i know he really tries his best most times and i don't give him enough credit.
well for now i have nothing fun planned for the near future untill my b-day. hopefully someone this year will remember lol and maybie buy me a drink that would be nice.
to all you pen pallers of mine i thank you for you have brightened my afternoons and i will be getting back to each of you soon