god, i'm so lonely. i feel like singing some sad lonely cheesy song to myself lol. it just sucks to be lonely and not to mention horny...the dreams i have been having..MY GOD!!! i liked the show prision break before, but now i think i will be an avid watcher lol...wow
so not much else is going on. just sitting around letting the time go...
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so not much else is going on. just sitting around letting the time go...
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french_frog:
take care.
i have had the most wonderful, relaxing weekend...
and i am looking forward to another this weekend =)
and i am looking forward to another this weekend =)
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outlawtanker:
Just joking, I love you woman.
Glad you had a nice weekend, Not too much longer, and God willing, I'll be home to have a nice long relaxing weekend with you too. I miss you two soo much. You guys are the pepper in my oni.
Glad you had a nice weekend, Not too much longer, and God willing, I'll be home to have a nice long relaxing weekend with you too. I miss you two soo much. You guys are the pepper in my oni.
mandy:
haha scroll back through my comments some one else said the same thing. i told my son son what you both said and he pissed himself laughing so much that it started bleeding again hehehe
things are getting a little better now except for the fucked up ppl that like to spread rumors that are not true because they are getting a divorce and are bitter...
how can a 'friend' say he is trying to HELP by spreading rumors ...i dunno. even after he asked me about it and i said it wasn't true he still goes and tells my...
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how can a 'friend' say he is trying to HELP by spreading rumors ...i dunno. even after he asked me about it and i said it wasn't true he still goes and tells my...
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piksy:
good for you! you sound like you are doing much better.
ragefilledmuffin:
Yeah there are too many stupid ppl out there. The ones who say they are your friends and then backstab are the worst. Good for you for standing up for yourself. You can't please everyone, so why not try to make yourself happy?
i just dunno what to do anymore...i'm this monster that has destroyed so much all around me and i am meant to live a miserable fucking life alone.
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mandy:
mail coming your way sweet lady.
ragefilledmuffin:
Life gets rough--I'm sorry this is a bad time for you. I hope you have people to talk to and vent to--sometimes, that can make things just a little bit more bearable. Even writing it all down can be therapeutic.
i really fucking hate life and love right now!!
how can something you thought was so good one day all be a lie =/
how can someone who loves you stab you in the heart so deep...i will never heal.
how can something you thought was so good one day all be a lie =/
how can someone who loves you stab you in the heart so deep...i will never heal.
piksy:
what heppened? are you ok?
it fucking sucks not to be loved or wanted...
it fucking sucks to love someone who doesn't love you back...
all of it lies and pretending...
all the smiles and laughs...the 'i love yous' and 'nothing is worth losing you overs'-
ALL BULLSHIT!!!!
how could i have not seen it coming...
how could i have let you hurt me so bad and make me feel...
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it fucking sucks to love someone who doesn't love you back...
all of it lies and pretending...
all the smiles and laughs...the 'i love yous' and 'nothing is worth losing you overs'-
ALL BULLSHIT!!!!
how could i have not seen it coming...
how could i have let you hurt me so bad and make me feel...
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halloween parties everywhere
i <3 halloween
i was listening to the radio this morning about the 1001 ways to identify your personality book and how you show your inner personality by what you dress up as for halloween...well i have always wanted to dress up as a hooker, but never have, so anyways it says that if you dress up as a hooker you are...
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i <3 halloween
i was listening to the radio this morning about the 1001 ways to identify your personality book and how you show your inner personality by what you dress up as for halloween...well i have always wanted to dress up as a hooker, but never have, so anyways it says that if you dress up as a hooker you are...
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another rainy day...
and why do i have to take shit from assholes
why do i let myself get treated so badly for fear of being lonely
why is it so hard for me to say no, fuck off, or i don't want to be here (with you)
why do i feel like i have to please everybody
and if i don't i feel really...
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and why do i have to take shit from assholes
why do i let myself get treated so badly for fear of being lonely
why is it so hard for me to say no, fuck off, or i don't want to be here (with you)
why do i feel like i have to please everybody
and if i don't i feel really...
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its final i'm just gonna be a slut for halloween lol. my husband is always saying that he loves it when i'm a slut and to tell ya the truth i kinda like it j/k hehe so me in some colored plastic wrap and boots... comin to your door begging for your goodies ....
so me in some colored plastic wrap and boots... comin to your door begging for your goodies ....
outlawtanker:
you better not be running around with the boy like that woman.
you'll warp his mind.
I will never forget when my dad dressed as a flasher for halloween, he didn't do the whole thing while I was around, but I knew it was wierd and it still warped me.
you'll warp his mind.
I will never forget when my dad dressed as a flasher for halloween, he didn't do the whole thing while I was around, but I knew it was wierd and it still warped me.
kingskottie:
i'm a slut all year round.
well it was picture day for my little monster at preschool today yay!!
i was told he had the cutest smile in his class.
and 3 days ago, sadly enough, the halloween costume i really really wanted at hottopic is no longer in stock...or is the other 3 i liked in case i couldn't get the one i wanted. damn it!!
i have been searching...
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yay!!
i was told he had the cutest smile in his class.
and 3 days ago, sadly enough, the halloween costume i really really wanted at hottopic is no longer in stock...or is the other 3 i liked in case i couldn't get the one i wanted. damn it!!
i have been searching...
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purplemongoose:
Hi new friend!!!!
spanky84:
yeah sorry works been suckin out here. If you want I'll explain it to you and outlaw over two dozen shots when we get back
its funny i have just noticed that i've been happier lately. maybie the zoloft+zanax+some sleeping pill i have to take to stay asleep at night really are working . i just wonder if i were to stop taking them if i would still feel happy????
not as many panic attacks and not so many urges to cut.
on a brighter note i have an alright...
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. i just wonder if i were to stop taking them if i would still feel happy????
not as many panic attacks and not so many urges to cut.
on a brighter note i have an alright...
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outlawtanker:
and I resent this comment about your virginity
<-------------- it doesn't sound funny. there. i said it.
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<-------------- it doesn't sound funny. there. i said it.
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outlawtanker:
mmmmm, raw coffee. I'm eating it straight outta the bag. all ground up and full of caffeinated goodness. yummy.
i'm back....yay
starzdekay:
Im alive lol.. here and there. Whats Up?! Anywho... i just check shit on here.. dun stay long. TTYL! *K 
outlawtanker:
yay! <- your a corndoggie