It’s crazy bananas how long it’s been since I’ve blogged here on SG which lowkey makes me feel really bad!! And per my blogs, there is so much I have to catch you all up on! I rarely even get on social media to update because well, I like my privacy🤷🏻♀️. I don’t even post much on IG (spitfireserotonin) anymore. So I guess we should back track and give you some highlights (the good and the bad) to make it all short and sweet.
The last blog I wrote was in 2016.
So 2017- the most important of events. My now husband and I had an ever sassy princess named Calioppe on August 9, 2017 at 2:53am. She weighed 7 lbs 11.6oz and was 20 1/2 inches long. And since that day she’s continued to be our pride and joy and my personal source of payback for being such a zesty soul😂. Miss Lou is wicked smart for only being three and only knows how to make friends, she’s so friendly and strong willed! She can count to 20, knows her colors, shapes and the alphabet, and she is a QUICK learner. Little eyes are always watching👀
2018- Christian and I got married April 28th. It’s amazing to find a human that loves you for you offering never ending love and support. It’s been a journey, but what good things aren’t?
2019- the year that was taken for granted. The year before the shit hit the fan, the calm before the storm. Nothing really happened there except maybe picking back up my book I hope to eventually publish. Just have to actually finish it first 🙄.
I also picked back up on PokemonGo! My
husband and I love to play and we found a really rad group of raiders in and around the city we work/live in. My main is Valor level 40 and my alt is Instinct level 35, feel free to add both if you play! Just let me know so we can coordinate friend bumps and get the most xp. Boy does that sound dirty 🤦🏻♀️
2020- the worst year for probably most on this planet due to covid which I refuse to shine any more light on, but mainly because the best of the best on this entire planet was taken from so many. On April 23 in the am, my best friend had a seizure and passed away at the unexpected age of 28. And I’ve been messed up ever since.
I thought I knew the pain of losing someone- I lost my Mamaw in 2016 which was the first major loss I’d endured. Her descent was slow and painful as some elderly falls go.
But the loss of Shea is incomparable, losing my best friend for infinity has created a dark void nothing is capable of filling. He was present for my first SuicideGirls photoshoot, he was just as excited as I was and was over the moon when we got to smoke with Alissa and Damsel! Every step of my life, he was there as my right hand guy with a devotion I’ve never known.
I know that he’s in a better place now, but life is in shades of grey since he’s left this world. Having any motivation or desire to do anything is at an all time low, and I know the only way out of the abyss is a treacherous crawl toward what little light is left.
In 2021 I hope to pay my car off after signing for it in 2013, so you could say I’ll be relieved!
It’s also been FIVE years since my last tattoo or piercing. Needless to say my first tattoo after this hiatus will be a piece for Shea for obvious reasons.
I also would like to do another SG shoot, I just need to find my confidence after having a baby. Don’t get my wrong, I got LUCKY, but I’m not that tiny little stick I used to be. Momma got her booty back and it’s wonderful. But I don’t want to do another set looking like the same old body without some fresh ink or piercings! I lost my nipple piercings to breast feeding my little Lou (worth it) and my septum bc I never put it back in after the csection. I know my hair is awesome again (Cassie does an AMAZING job), but it’s been years and I need to show that off!
That’s enough about me for now, what’s been going on here? Did you guys get your SG face masks yet?! I know I did and I LOVE it, I literally wear it everywhere 🖤🖤
Thank you for the continuous likes and comments on sets that are years old, for some reason that really does mean so much. You guys are the best 💋
Good vibes ya monsters 💜💜
