im numb right now, scared shitless of the emotions that would break me if I allow myself to feel. surrounded by people ive never felt so utterly alone...For those of you who know me I am not one for melodramatics nor attention. Just say a prayer for me or think something good
Someone today offered me a drink. I politely declined. When he pressed I again politely declined this time with the explanation that I am Straight Edge. Now anyone that knows me will know I dislike labels but I do abide by the codes of the sXe lifestyle.
Instead of just accepting that or inquiring inquisitively he responded with "no you are not"
far more declarative...
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Instead of just accepting that or inquiring inquisitively he responded with "no you are not"
far more declarative...
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lanei:
haha thanks. it gets to the point. lol
tamari:
I think it soundls like fun, I went to a family reunion with Nijichan it was pretty chill time till about 4am then there was some kind of spratic heavy downfal, witch our ancient tents couldn't save us from....but I still had a great time, sometimes you just have to get away from the city.
ttys, Tamari
ttys, Tamari
~He who cannot lie, does not know what the truth is~
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tamari:
oh, my bad.......
I took time off for a few different reasons, but mainly because someone on this site, kept giving me shit about my age...I know, don't let it get to me right?...but one the seed is planted, it's hard to ignore.....
I'm not gonna let shit phase me now, I think I just had to get over it...ya know?
I took time off for a few different reasons, but mainly because someone on this site, kept giving me shit about my age...I know, don't let it get to me right?...but one the seed is planted, it's hard to ignore.....
I'm not gonna let shit phase me now, I think I just had to get over it...ya know?
serial:
I think I follow it more now rather than when I was younger... I'm pretty sure their won't be any drastic changes, but I'm a fan of humor, and the combination that people have been making are hilarious...
Kotaku's is pretty funny...
this comment from an anonymous worker seems concerning, but still I think it's ok...
Kotaku's is pretty funny...
this comment from an anonymous worker seems concerning, but still I think it's ok...
Behind the Bravado..
Sunday I came to tears talking to a close friend about how you inspire me.
Even in your absence I feel you guiding me.
I feel sorry only for those who never got to know the complex beauty you hold at 2am. The tradition that is in every step you took. The intelligence you masked as humor and wit.
I say a...
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Sunday I came to tears talking to a close friend about how you inspire me.
Even in your absence I feel you guiding me.
I feel sorry only for those who never got to know the complex beauty you hold at 2am. The tradition that is in every step you took. The intelligence you masked as humor and wit.
I say a...
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lanei:
thanks! lol. thats great! im glad
revelry:
Beautiful post. Thanks for the well wishes. I feel like I'll need them. 
I am really never on here anymore.....
Maybe Things will change and I will spend more time checking this site then once every 3 weeks.
Maybe not.
Anyways most all of you know how to get ahold of me if you want/need
Maybe Things will change and I will spend more time checking this site then once every 3 weeks.
Maybe not.
Anyways most all of you know how to get ahold of me if you want/need
**No internet/phone until Tuesday**
Moved into my new apartment.
My time on SG has been really limited.
*shrugs*
Purpura is leaving
which blows.
You where what made checking the site daily a routine I made sure to work into my day.
Anyone that didn't get a chance to know her seriously missed out.
Moved into my new apartment.
My time on SG has been really limited.
*shrugs*
Purpura is leaving
which blows.
You where what made checking the site daily a routine I made sure to work into my day.
Anyone that didn't get a chance to know her seriously missed out.
belena:
Hello 
So I really am thinking heavily about joining the military....
I talked with a recruiter today and while nothing is signed and nothing is definite Just feel like This is a pretty good opportunity for me at the moment. It'll fix a lot of my problems and get me a foot in the door for what I actually want to do in life.
Those of...
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I talked with a recruiter today and while nothing is signed and nothing is definite Just feel like This is a pretty good opportunity for me at the moment. It'll fix a lot of my problems and get me a foot in the door for what I actually want to do in life.
Those of...
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frenchie11:
The military is great.. just putting that out there. It has it's moments like any job, and it's not for everyone but.. BTW.. it's F-ing cold in NH.. if you hadn't noticed.. but I LOVE IT!! Have a great day!!
I told you
The steelers are the shit.
True story.
So now all you bandwagon fans can go back to cheering for your teams that where not good enough to actually make it to the game.
The steelers are the shit.
True story.
So now all you bandwagon fans can go back to cheering for your teams that where not good enough to actually make it to the game.
I do not Drink, Fight or Fuck, but these days I find myself wanting to do all three....
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hadess:
I have to say my parents also gave rise to my love of reading, particularly my father, but my love of mythology was due to my incessant daydreaming, just can't help but imagine trips to Olympus or Hades when reality becomes a bore lol I have a lot of books on mythology from run of the mill Roman mythology to the less popular mythology of the Norse or Celts. All mythology facinates me, well known or not
purpura:
I think that you need to make those desitions when you are more quiet, because most of the desitions that we do when we are not so good are not the best.... but you also have to give yourself the chance to have fun, so figure that ahahahahaha
i really will always think that you are the kindestt in here, so sweet and i can wait to read your letters, so dont regret and send them to me !!!
Ive been doing great, just working a lot and having great time, this monfday i will start working so I hope to have great time there too,,,
and how about you these days??
so many hugs and kisses Talon
i really will always think that you are the kindestt in here, so sweet and i can wait to read your letters, so dont regret and send them to me !!!
Ive been doing great, just working a lot and having great time, this monfday i will start working so I hope to have great time there too,,,
and how about you these days??
so many hugs and kisses Talon 
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hadess:
Something random? Hmmm...i have rather large vampiric canines.lol i love poetry too and write as often as the muses find me
wince:
A few weeks. Thanks
xo
Thanks
xo