I know I look like a happy girl here but I can’t express how alone I feel here and I’m not sure I’m going to stay. I feel misunderstood which I thought this was the place to go and sometimes people don’t understand that I’m not ok snd im always trying to put on a happy facade but the moment I say things are severely wrong they vanish and I feel non human. Sorry there’s a lot behind these words that would fill up a novel. I was just going to post pictures like I normally do but this is me but I’m going throughout slot snd there’s no time limit to that I feel bullied and taken advantage of recently snd I never stand up for myself. And I’m going through so much sometimes I feel like I can’t take it anymore. And I just need someone to take over and hold me snd tell me it’s going to be ok.