Hey loves!
Man this week has been a rollercoaster 🎢. Not to depress anyone too much but I had a family emergency. I’ve been at the hospital visiting my brother all week. I feel like things have been pretty heavy but things are looking up. I’ve been feeling heavy hearted like everyone is counting on me to deal with everyone’s problems when mentally I’m not doing the greatest myself and I find it hard to have fun when my mind is always going snd my body is in constant pain along with my heart I’m hoping things can be somewhat settled soon because if I’m not doing at least 70% mentally and physically then I can’t be there for anyone else. Snd I find it selfish of everyone in my family to make me the middle person for information through me because they can’t be mature enough to handle it themselves. Sorry I’m not quite going into detail but it’s also I know affecting my most important relationship with my boo. He’s had to be there for me and my crazy family drama but he’s stuck through it all and I am showering him with love Idk what I’d do without him! But Sometimes you have to be selfish for your own sanity and if things don’t get better I know that’s something I’m going to have to do and just start a clean page for myself so o can get back to being the best me and for those who are happy for my accomplishments not critical or jealous....ok if you made it this far thank you for reading and just know it’s ok to look out for #1 because if you don’t everyone is going to take you apart piece by piece and have nothing to give. I also appreciate all of you for reading my blogs and leaving nice comments it helps a lot and for the kindness offered. Thank you sg fam! Also it’s my birthday in a week which leads me to my next blog💙
My birthday 🥳 blog!
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