So this was going to be a blog about my third set Off the rails
quoted by nonetheless Ozzie Osborne 🤘🏻
And it is but I also wanted to take some time out to reflect on the love everyone is so willing to give in here and not just lately but even before corona I was having a hard time with my self image always worrying if people liked me finding myself feeling no matter show nice I was I was picked on belittled it overlooked and I didn’t know why. I kinda went off the rails !
Some things are out of our control and a lot of people have been saying that to me and it can’t be a coincidence. Even when SG went haywire exactly when my set came out and no one could make blogs etc. I started panicking but some things are just out of our control as lately with all the things going on in the world lately. Not everyone is going to like you. Not everything revolves around me. Not everyone is going to agree with our opinions. But there is one thing we can work on in this time. Self love and self care.
When I felt all those negative feelings I stopped feeling like a flourishing flower and wilted and became isolated. But I decided no more. Enough. I’m going to take care of myself and not worry what others think and get to know myself better and love me for me even if it’s not the cookie cutter standard. Taking care of yourself is very important too. I know since we don’t go out as much at least for me I use to feel better when I’d dress up or put some makeup on. Just little things and I can still do that for myself.
So I’d like to take a moment and introduce my third set Off the rails
(I know third time I said it!) Its not perfect but I love it because it’s out of my control and I’m learning to love myself and what I’m capable of doing and I feel the title is perfect for any situation anyone is going through in the world right now and I’d love for you to see it!
It was taken on these tracks with these big rocks so my booty hurt after a bit and it was across some factory and as I stripped I noticed some guys I guess took a “smoke break” aka stripping break 😂 and watched which I thought was fun! I waved and they got all excited and I waved back 🖐 some fun bts photos on my onlyfans because I can’t post them here!
Making a set outside is a unique experience I love it though! The wing blew through my hair as I started and shooting on a train (which we were going to but there was a car derby in the way so we had to settle for tracks) was definitely on my bucket list of places to shoot. Mayve I’ll even do it again. So here is the end result ! I hope you love it as much as I do
And I want to give a shoutout to all the ladies on here who worked very hard to fix the site and make everyone feel welcome and at ease anytime there’s a problem @rambo @missy @lemon @eirenne @yessybear @mickey and this guy! @sean (if I missed you I apologize)
For any behind the scenes you know where to go! Thank you for your love so far so so much 🙏 Imthankful and proud to be apart of this community and given the opportunity to be hopeful in every aspect of life!
Now give me all the lovin all your hugs and kisses too! 🎶 💋 oops wrong song ! I’m going off the rails on a crazy train 🚂
@missy @rambo @mickey @sean
